A/N: Ahh yes... What is a rated M fic without some good old smut? Well You have been warned. :D Ok, maybe I have been itching to write some lemon for a while... I admit it... I'm a bad girl and make these oh so sexy boys do naughty things in my head all day... lol.
Anyways, Dreamweaving: Thanks for all your support. I was going to wait for a little to post this but I can't let you lie there all weekend long waiting in agony.
Oh yes, and in my head Axel and Zexion are very mature looking. I understand how some writers like to make Zexion a bit more girly and short and all sorts of cutesy uke like. But when I think of him it's much more sharp looking. So for just understanding, I see Zexion more as he is in the actual games and not too much shorter than Axel. And a more refined adult looking face. I have this picture that loops on my desktop that is down right sexy... Go find it on deviantART. The artist is MathiaArkoniel and she does some amazing artwork. Check out her Kingdom Hearts section. Her depiction of all the members is stunning. For heaven's sake! Just check it out, believe me you won't be disappointed.
Well, enjoy this zesty of a chapter.
13
Pure happiness is what he felt. Or at least that is what he thought it was called. Axel could not remember correctly. But the fact that Zexion could not tell him to leave was overpowering. The kiss was full of desire and was fierce beyond anything he had ever felt. The burning inside he felt was a million times more exciting then watching fire consume an object. That want to keep it going made it impossible to let go of the body bellow him. His arousal flared up and was met with an equally hard grind. It was blissful. And for a moment, nothing seemed to be able to get in the way of them. But Zexion was shaking more than he should. And when the schemer reached to relieve him of his sleep pants it became painfully evident. Axel had to stop himself.
Annoyed blue eyes glared up at him. "Why did you stop?"
Axel did not completely pull away but just enough to make the other realize something was wrong. "You've never done this before have you?" He tried to convey enough concern through his voice and hopefully it was written on his face as well.
The deep blush gave it away. "Well, no." Zexion avoided his gaze.
He reached out and pulled the indigo bangs out of the young face. Axel smiled. "We don't have to do anything more if you don't want to." The last thing he wanted to do was pressure Zexion into something that would be regretted later.
Zexion looked down at their touching hips. "Oh, I want to." He rolled forward, emphasizing his words. "Besides, we're both adults."
The consent made Axel nibble at his lip. Serious eyes met shining emeralds and flushed lips smiled up at him. "I don't want to hurt you." He tried not to frown.
The schemer blinked. "If its too much I'll let you know. Okay?"
"You'd bite through any pain." Axel rolled his eyes.
A look of mischievousness erupted on Zexion's face. Hands gripped his biceps fiercely and he pulled an unexpected redhead forward. "If you don't do something about this-" A lean hand traveled down and rubbed between the fabric of Axel's pants as he spoke. "-soon, I will be biting something. And there are only so many things within my reach."
Axel shivered out a moan. Who knew Zexion could be that kinky? A long lick to his collarbone reinforced the words. "Maybe I will like it."
"You're such a masochist." A smile pressed against his skin. Axel sighed. The easy banter seemed to have made the young schemer a bit more relaxed. Slowly, the redhead let his hands pull away the rest of his lover's clothing, his face traveling down at the same pace. "Axel? What are you-?" A gasp replaced the last words he was going to say. Axel could not help but smile. Two hands tangled into his long red hair and Zexion kneaded Axel's scalp as he gulped back sounds of pleasure. There was a need to let him know about the feelings to come because, like it or not, there was going to be a certain amount of discomfort before the pleasure. His tongue rolled around the hot, pulsing flesh and he placed his hands on the bucking hips to hold the other in place. The body squirmed in tiny shivers. "Fuck!" The redhead moved slowly, only bringing the panting body under him close to the edge but never over it. He even ignored his growing pain and twisted clothing around his own desire.
Finally, Axel pulled away to breathe. He was met with lustful eyes that dragged him with fists full of hair up into a kiss. Zexion crashed their lips together and forcibly worked his mouth and tongue in a vicious manner, dominating the kiss in a surprising way. Axel let him explore the canvas that was his mouth, neck and chest. He hummed, allowing Zexion's display of desire to flow between the moments while he removed his own pants, tossing them out and onto the floor.
They moaned in unison when their skin finally touched and there was a temporary silence between them. Only the staggered breaths and hot gazes were exchanged. Slowly Zexion reached down. Axel watched as a timid hand made its was to touch him for the first time. The strokes were gentle and Axel panted as the hand explored his length. Zexion smiled as the blush deepened quickly. "You've never touched anyone else before have you?" Axel whispered into the mess of indigo.
A gulp followed by a shake of the head followed. "No, am I doing alright?"
Axel could not help but laugh. "Fuck, Zex. Have you not ever touched yourself either?!" Zexion gave him a slight glare before he gave a particular twisting pull. He could not help but moan at the tight hand sliding on his form.
"Does that answer your question?" His lover grinned. A passionate kiss followed. And when they pulled apart, Axel started sucking on his own fingers. He watched as the figure below him wilted his eyes closed and let out a deep groan. "Damn it..."
"What?"
"..." Axel could not help but grin at the fact that Zexion was embarrassed about being excited by his actions. "You're just... irresistible... and you take advantage of it." The sapphire eyes avoided his gaze.
Axel chuckled and leaned in close. "Oh am I?" He kissed his blue-eyed desire before reached down with his slicked fingers. Now he became serious and nuzzled into the crook of Zexion's neck. "This is going to hurt a little. But it will get better I promise."
Only a nod confirmed that it was known. Axel was careful and took his time. But Zexion still gripped onto him with tight hands and bit back the sting Axel knew he was feeling. There was a certain amount of gentleness about the redhead as he slowly prepared his lover for what would come. Soon, Zexion was moaning again, trusting his hips in rhythm. "Please..." Then came the pleaded and Axel could not take it much longer.
Pulling away to sit up, the pyro pondered on if there was any sort of lubrication around. He did not really want to spit in his own hand and spoil the soft moment. That was when he felt Zexion follow him up and gasped as the blue hair fell over his front in a tiny veil. Pulling back the long locks, he watched and guided the other until he was slick and moaning. Axel pulled back and lowered them both down to the bed. He kissed the schemer while he entered slowly. They adjusted to each other. The redhead asked if Zexion was alright and after a brief nod, Axel slid partially out before trusting back in. Each trust was followed by a kiss, a nibble, a lick, and a well-placed moan. Together, they rode down the path of endless rapture, rocking out their desires in a heated passion. And when Zexion moaned his name, Axel felt a burst of elation throughout his body. His thrusts became more determined and he took hold of his lover's neglected arousal until they both fell over the edge and crying out each other's names.
Panting, Axel slid off and fell next to his equally sweat covered partner. He looked over at the glazed eyes and pushed the stray strands out of Zexion's face. The schemer smiled before finding the strength to sit up and pull out a handful of tissue from his nightstand so that he could clean himself up. Once the mess was discarded into the wastebasket next to the bed, Axel pulled the lean body back to him. Zexion nearly squeaked. "Mmmm..." The redhead kissed the damp skin. "You are wonderful."
Zexion rolled his eyes at the sweet words. "As are you." He smiled and snuggled down into long powerful arms.
"Can we do that again?"
The schemer was already yawning and Axel surprised a frown. After all, the night had been a long one. "Tomorrow, need sleep now." The words were slowing down.
"Alrighty," Axel nodded, wrapping his arms tighter. "Just commit it to memory because I'm gonna hold you to it."
"Mmmhmmm..." The clear blue eyes became droopy and were starting to fall. "Oh, Axel?"
"Hnnn?"
"Don't ever stand and watch me sleep again."
Axel coughed. "Yeeah, you knew about that?" He glanced over at Retribution which was sitting on the table restraining to burst out something inappropriate.
"It's creepy,"
"Well I don't think there will be a problem with that anymore."
"About damn time!"
Axel did his best to glare at the lexicon in the fading darkness. He started to retort when Zexion shifted in his arms. "Don't egg him on..."
"Err.. Wait, you know about that too?!"
Zexion shrugged. "I kind of figured that you would have touched Retribution by now if he already knew what you were doing here almost every night."
"Don't worry, he didn't read anything too personal." The lexicon giggled before crying out as it dissolved away.
"Hey that wasn't very nice!" Axel blinked at the black wisps. "He was just trying to-"
"Axel?"
"Yeah?"
"Shut up and go to sleep."
Axel chuckled and nuzzled his face into the mess of blue. He inhaled their smell of their heated activates and wrinkled his nose. Soon, the light breathing told him that his lover was finally asleep. "Good night, Zeku." He whispered the nickname and drifted off to sleep.
