A/N: I have included the lead in from the chapter before to set the mood, and the end will be overlapped as well. Beyond is Explicit Rated M stuff. If you do not wish to read Femshep/Kaidan, skip it. Trust me, there will be more Shakarian goodness later. I intend to take this through the Trilogy with my own 'fix-it' ending.
Later that night, Jane was in her quarters. Chakwas must have given her something really strong because she couldn't think, but her sense of feeling was heightened. Completely unaware of herself and the world, Jane had forgotten to put on underwear when she came back from the medbay. She sat up from her laying position and looked for her jacket. She noticed her N7 hoodie on the floor, and decided that would have to do. She didn't want to go to the mess in her camisole and shorts.
She stood up a little dizzy and her door chimed.
"Come in" she announced.
Kaidan came through her door, and Jane sat down on the bottom of her bed. He had some sort of bottle in his hand.
"I tried to get the good doctor to tell me if you were ok, but she wouldn't say anything. Are you ok?" He asked taking a seat next to her.
Jane rubbed the back of her head. "Yeah, blew out my amp, hurt like hell. Chakwas gave me some nice medicine though" Jane said with a small smile. Kaidan chuckled.
"I figured, if you're up for it, I'd give you one of my world famous back massages." He prompted.
"Really? The last time you gave me one was…"
"Bootcamp" they both said together. Jane unzipped her hoodie, and Kaidan rose to his knees behind her. Jane prompted the door to lock. He helped her take the hoodie off, and put some lotion on his hands. After making sure his hands were warm her started on her shoulders.
Jane's head lolled forward. Her senses enhanced. His touch was electrifying to her, but she had no idea why. She couldn't put a coherent thought together when he did this to her.
"Jane?" Kaidan asked, kneading her shoulders, and working his way to her neck.
"Hmmm?" she answered.
"I don't know what I would have done if we lost you today" He confided.
"What any soldier does, move on" she said listlessly.
Kaidan knew he had her. Just as he always did when they were in boot camp. He placed his hand on her lower back, and that was always her cue to take off her shirt. Normally, Jane was in military BDU's. However, tonight, she was comfortable, on her own ship, and currently lacking in underwear. He watched as Jane took her shirt off, as if it was in slow motion. He gulped, and suddenly his pants felt a little tight. He thought to himself, 'Dammit Kaidan, it's not like you haven't seen a bare back. They don't call you magic hands for nothing'.
"I don't know if I could" he softly said. Kaidan leaned lower working his way up her back.
"Hummmm" was all Jane could say. She was in a state of complete bliss. This was what she needed. Kaidan's warm hands on her back, his skin igniting her being. She let out a slow breathy moan, just barely audible, and Kaidan had to stop for a second. 'Is she sending me a signal?' he thought.
Kaidan's mouth came close to her ear, in his husky low voice he whispered, "I think you and I would be good together".
Jane listened to the lower baritone of her friend, and she body shivered. She re-positioned herself so her back was against Kaidan's chest. Kaidan's body reacted before he could. His erection placed firmly on her lower back and he moved his hands back to her shoulders.
"Jane?" Kaidan asked, not wanting to overstep any boundaries. He was dangerously close to breaking regulations.
Jane felt all of Kaidan, and without a thought, her drug-hazed mind took his hands and placed them on her bare breasts. Kaidan let out an audible relaxed breath. He lightly placed his lips on her neck, to see if this was what she really wanted. After all, he had never known her to be so brash.
Jane cocked her head to side, and moaned a bit louder. She had been aching for this since before the Eden Prime mission. Only in her mind, she was with someone else.
Kaidan began to caress her breasts. She felt better than he could have imagined, just the right size for him to completely cup her in his hands. He kissed her neck and made a trail of kisses down her jaw. Jane's mouth opened, which made Kaidan's erection begin to hurt.
She moved her head to kiss him, and slowly opened her mouth to him. They explored each other. Kaidan released on breast and rubbed her side. Jane's hand found his hair, and pulled him into their kiss. He let his hand wander down. His arms weren't quite long enough to go for what he really wanted, so he rubbed her side tentatively placing his hand into her shorts.
Jane moaned her approval into his mouth, and Kaidan couldn't take it any longer, he removed himself from her, got off the bed and removed his shirt. He stood in front of her, and Jane looked at his erection. She couldn't think, she just stared.
"Are you alright?" He asked concerned.
This shook her from her reverie and she placed her hands on his flat, chiseled stomach. "Mmmmhmmm" she said shyly. Kaidan gave her a thousand watt smile.
"I've dreamt about this so many times" he confessed, placing a hand on her cheek.
"Have you now?" She responded. She saw Kaidan before her, but her heart dreamt Turian.
"You are beautiful, Jane Alison Shepard". Kaidan said before kissing her passionately.
He gently pushed her back, and used one hand to leverage himself, and the other to lightly pinch her nipple. Jane moaned into his mouth again and instinctively wrapped her legs around the hard hip bones she knew Nihlus had.
Kaidan took the opportunity to move him and her back further on the bed for a more comfortable position. Her legs unraveled, and he undid his pants to try to subdue his aching cock. He trailed kisses from her mouth to her breasts. Suckling lightly on her nipple as his other hand slipped into her shorts.
Jane moaned as his hands cupped her sex. Kaidan inhaled sharply at the warmth and wetness he felt. He looked up to Jane's face. "God, your intoxicating" he said.
"Please" she begged.
Kaidan then trailed his kisses up to her lips again. He gave her sweet, short, playfully kisses. Jane used her hands to slowly work down his pants.
"Impatient aren't we?" He asked.
Jane looked at his face. Kaidan thought she was looking into his soul. Jane, however, saw his copper brown eyes and immediately latched onto the memory she so wanted right now. Kaidan's fingers softly felt around her wetness, and that made Jane moan. He smiled and stood up.
"These need to go" He announced as he took off their remaining clothes. His cock bounced freely, and he took a moment to look at the fantastic woman in front of him. Jane took a moment to look him over too. Not as sharp and pointy as she remembered him to be.
Kaidan rubbed Jane's body lightly with his hands, placing kisses on any part of her skin he could get. He savored every moment. He knew this day would come, he just didn't know that Shepard wasn't completely in her right mind. Kaidan had his morals too, he would never take advantage of anyone. However, the signals we all there, to Kaidan, Shepard wanted him.
Jane was writhing, she had waited too long for this. Her senses heightened, she wanted this release. Impatiently she grabbed Kaidan and threw him down on the bed, and she now had the upper hand. Smiling she straddled one of his legs and placed her wetness on his knee. She slowly started to grind her clit. She released a breathy moan, and Kaidan's cock hurt more now than ever. He placed his hands on her back, not daring to say anything, he gave himself to her. She climbed her way up and rested her pelvis slightly atop his, as her hands came to either side of his head.
"Are you ready cowboy?" she said.
"Oh, Jane" Kaidan said, rubbing his hands up her bare sides.
She slowly lowered herself onto his aching cock. Kaidan moaned loudly, and Jane mewed in happiness. She settled herself there, getting him as deep as he could go and adjusted her legs. She leaned down and kissed his lips. Kaidan hungerly bit hers.
She set an excruciatingly slow pace. Every time she rose, her warmth sheathing the aching in his cock. He placed his hands on her ass and squeezed, which rewarded him with a slight yelp. Then she set a grinding pace. Kaidan's mind was gone, this woman he had been pining after, for what seemed like decades, was finally his.
The pace quicken as their breath started to hitch. Kaidan started to match her with his hips. Jane moaned as he thrusted himself to her hilt, hitting that right spot. She briefly noted, that it took longer for him to reach that spot. Usually, the angle of his cock would hit it immediately and she would have to stop herself from orgasming on the spot. She chalked it up to the fact that it had been a long time, and they just needed to find their rhythm again.
Kaidan pumped quicker, on the verge of ecstasy, and Jane matched him pump for pump. She knew they would reach climax together, she loved it when they did. Then the tingling sensation came and Kaidan moaned as loud as she ever heard him, and Jane couldn't help herself any longer.
"NIHLUS" she screamed.
His dreams were shattered. His heart racing, as a naked Jane rested on top of him. 'Did she just? Was that?' he thought. They both caught their breath, and Kaidan realized the depth of the situation. He unsheathed himself from her, and asked, "Jane, tell me, what is the next mission?" Jane rolled over, half asleep and giggled. Kaidan loved that giggle.
"Eden Prime silly" she said.
Kaidan's worst fear had come true. He hadn't thought his massages would do this. Every other time they ended up having great conversations about life, and dreams. Not once did he think that she would be inhibited by the medicine she was on.
He looked at Jane, who was very nearly asleep, and got changed quickly. He needed to get out of here. He helped her put her clothes back on and tucked her in to bed. He unlocked her cabin door and was about to leave. He looked back once, at the woman he so wished was his, and opened the door. Only he was face to face with one Garrus Vakarian.