I wake up in front of my keyboard and just look at my system. Screw this, I am taking a freaking break. I go jump in the shower. I hop out and get some nice clean clothes on. I am about to head to my bedroom when I hear knocking. Who the hell is that?! It seems like I can't seem to get a break, gahh. I turn around and answer the door. I see Shu. He is crying. Well shit.
Me: Shu what's wrong honey?
Shu: Eiri, we, i. *sobbing hysterically* we, argue. kicked. Angel!
He falls into my arms.
Me: Oh honey, Shuichi. Come inside and I will help.
Shu: How?!... Can't... won't... me...
Me: Shu, I love you dearly, but I need you to stop and calm down. So you can tell me what is going on, ok? Just give me a moment, ok. This should be done in private. Nothing in this story belongs rightfully to me. The only thing is mine is OC Chika Shindou and My Chika song. Please read on while I handle a hysterical Shu because of Eiri. :)
What should I do to make my brother come to the lock-down concert? I know I will be lying about it, but still. I need something that I know he will want to come. I could just ask him, nah. He wouldn't come just because I asked. He isn't like that whatsoever. Oh, I know writing convection. That's good. All I need to do is wait then!
This is going to be awesome. Gah, I feel like I am going to be sick. I run to the toilet and vomit. Ah man, there goes my lunch. I have been feeling like this for the last few days. What is today? I think about it and then it dawns on me. My period is late! Am I Pregnant? If so, how far along am I? I need to go and buy a pregnancy test to make sure.
I go back and get some sleep with my husband of mine. I wonder he if is aware of the fact if I am pregnant or not. Knowing Touma, he presumably already knows. I do love him so. I need to get some sleep if I am going to get a pregnancy test and also to get my brother to come with me. For tomorrow is the Lock-down concert. I go back to sleep.
I wake up to a light kiss on my cheek and good morning from Touma. He is about to leave and go to work before the lock-down concert. "Mmmmm, good morning to you too Hun. Hope all goes well before the lock-down concert. I will see you there later!" I get up and stretch. Before I know it I am running to the toilet and vomit once more. Damn, I really need to get that pregnancy test. I get up and get dressed before I vomit again.
Once I get two pregnancy tests having got them paid and going back home. I rush to the bathroom once more to vomit again. Ok, the vomiting is starting to get old. I need to get these tests done and sooner the better. I pull both, pee on them and wait.
Oh my god! I stare at both tests. Both of them are positive. I can't believe it. I am pregnant!
I am probably just a few weeks along. Touma probably already knows, but I am going to tell him still anyway. It is also the day of the lock-down concert. I am pulling up at my brother's place.
I get up and before even ring the door I hear my brother. Ok, that isn't normal."Come in, Mika." How did he know I was here? I went inside anyway. Why is it so dismal?
"Eiri, I have some news for you, but first I am going to turn the lights on first."
"No!" Uh? He isn't like this regularly.
"Please don't turn on the lights. I am on the couch."
"Okay then. I am coming to you then." Ow! What did I trip on? "Ow, my foot hurts."
"Sorry, I haven't cleaned my place much these days." Okay, this is just getting eerie. "Anyway, please tell me your news."
"The easiest way to say this, you're going to be an Uncle, Eiri." I can feel that he is happy for me.
"An Uncle, that's an intriguing thought itself… That is if I am still alive." What wouldn't my brother still be alive?
"You're talking nonsense Eiri. You probably just need some sleep."
"NO! No, I don't need sleep, I don't need any sleep. I am alright, I don't require sleep." What in the world is going on with him? I have never witnessed him act like this prior. This is so out of character of him.
"Eiri, what is going on?" It is time I finally get to the origin of Eiri's weird, also out of character, behavior.
"Eiri, you're not acting yourself. What is going on? You can tell me anything." What he says next surprises me.
"What is going on? Mika, I haven't accomplished anything productive in the last week."
"What do you mean by that?"
"I won't. No, I can't write anymore. I can't rest, eat or drink anything without being reminded of Shuichi. I can't do anything anymore since I propelled him out. I am miserable, depressed and hopeless. Mostly I have wept myself because it is the only thing I can express of myself these days." Oh Shit! This is not good at all. Appears like he is in one of his depressing episodes again.
"Why did you propel him out in the first place then?"
"I was being told what to do or they would have annihilated Shuichi. I had no choice but to listen to them. K took care of them, but momentarily I don't know what to do…. Mika, I NEED a hug, I feel so lost that I don't know who or what I am anymore. Touma doesn't understand, but he needs to, tonight at the lock-down concert." Wait, what?! Does Touma?! Shit, he doesn't but he is about to. I am about to have a freaking cow.
"Eiri, are you begging me to take you to the lock-down concert?"
"Yes, I am Mika. I need your help. Oh, god I don't feel well, but I am pretty sure that is me crying to myself."
"Okay then, let's get going." He just begged me to take him to the concert. Wow, this isn't like my little brother whatsoever.
This is not rational at all. I have no plan for what to do about Eiri. I am not sure if I even should contact Touma or not. Holy mother knuckles.
Once more on the short chapters, still in redefining the chapters and editing along with proofreading. Let's keep this moving if anything please review or message me privately. Have a good day!
