This is more on Kagome. It shows the true side, the side where she went insane. But this stuff is real. This is not fiction.


Day 3. 2 Days Left.

Hikaru had told Kagome what Sango, so for the day, she avoided them both. It rained, anyway. The ground was probably still muddy. She sighed, and finished off the rest of her dinner.

"Kagome, snap out of this. Go take a bath and relax."

"I don't feel like it."

"That's an order, then. Since I'm village miko, you must go relax. It'll make you better. I promise."

Kagome gathered her things. "Fine."

The water was warm against her skin. Steam floated around in the night air. "I meant it when I said it, right?" she whispered to herself. "I probably would've gotten over his death in time..."She leaned forward, her mouth under the water. He does love me, right? Am I truly sorry that I said that to him? She looked to her arms, where her scars remained. Her heart scars, she called them. They would've faded if it wasn't for her. She reached over to where her cloths laid, and pulled out a knife. The blade shone brightly under the moon. Am I right at all? What do these scars represent? Really? Am I supporting his love...or his hate? Tears sang as the blade dug under the scars. She dug deeper, and deeper. This wasn't the outside pain she cried for. She could handle that kind of pain. It was the emotional kind. It drove her insane.

She took her time getting back. Sango was there when she got back. "Traitor," she mumbled under her breath.

"Kagome," Sango said. "You've been crying."

Hikaru noticed immediatley when Kagome entered that her sleeves were dark and wet. She decided to let it go when Sango pointed out her tear stains.

Kagome walked over to her sleeping area and layed down. She didn't face either of them. "Where's Inuyasha?"

"He's left." Sango replied.

"Figures. Probably went to see Kikyou..."

"I thought that she was the one that killed him!" Hikaru exclaimed.

"She was." Kagome let out a groan and layed on her back.

"Is everything alright?" Sango asked.

"Yeah." Addressing Hikaru:"He's so stupid. But it's not like I care about his decisions. You can't change him, no matter how hard you try."

"Kagome..."

"You only have two days left with him, Kagome." Sango said, and stood up. "I have to get back. Tomiko's with Kirara, and if I'm right, she's waking up now."

Hikaru looked over to Kagome, whose eyes were closed. At night, she often had heard her cry in her sleep. Since Inuyasha came back, it stopped.