Disclaimer: I don't own anything as I tell you guys every chapter but I don't have enough money to get sued for not giving Mrs. Stephenie Meyer credit for what she blessed us all with.
Well I'm trying to get this updated more frequently but things are busy sometimes. And I seriously hate the fact that my boyfriend, I guess I should call him, tells me he loves me like every day. It's annoying I mean both of us are 14 like he knows what he's talking about. And I don't want to believe that he loves me when it turns out he doesn't. I have been there before and I don't want to go back. I just want to say that being only 14 years old I have never seen a night club in my life so I'm going off other stories so bear with me please and the name is after my ferret :) he's name is also Demon. And I don't know drinks either I'm just going off what my step mom (biznitch hee hee) ordered at Apple Bee's once. Oh and for those of you that wanted them to get together sometime soon sorry I don't think that's going to happen. They will get together but I'm going to give it time to develop their feelings. I hope you like it :).
I'm so very happy to say that Alice does not have a boyfriend or girlfriend and that Angela was right. The extra people she wanted to bring was her family thank God. I could have kissed Angela. She was right and she was the greatest person to ever live... except maybe Alice but I can't tell yet. Anyway we are at the club that Alice said she was going to take us to. It was called Demon's Dungeon. We were sitting in a big booth in the back corner of the was next to me and next to her was Edward, then Emmett. Rosalie and Alice went to the bathroom, but I think Rosalie just wanted to have a talk with Alice about me because when Alice came to pick us up she came right up to me and hugged me and Rosalie was glaring.
What a bitch. I mean maybe Alice likes me in the way that I like her so what? Why does that concern Rosalie? Maybe she's jealous because she isn't going to be the number one girl in Alice's life if that is the case. I don't really care or care to find out what her problem is because she has issues.
See Bella there you go judging people, you know maybe she has a reason to hate you. Like you trying to get into the pants of her best friend who you met just a week ago.
Hey! I am not trying to get in her pants... Okay well kind of. But that's not my main thing that I want.
They are walking back, Rosalie still glaring and Alice seemed off. Hurt maybe. Okay now I want to know what Rosalie told her. Alice smiled when she saw me. That made me feel a little better, but not much. I mean what if Rosalie was lying to her about stuff or something.
"Bella would you like to go get a drink with me?" Alice asked sheepishly. I never thought I would have saw Alice like that she always seemed so confident.
Angela gave me a look. It was a look that said don't get drunk and do something stupid. I nodded slightly at her telling her that I would not. "Sure Alice, I would love to."
I got up and we walked together to the bar. Her hand brushed mine and I wasn't really paying attention. A spark flew through my hand and up my arm.
"Sorry about Rosalie. She's just protective, and she doesn't trust you yet." She looked at me and smiled a little. So that's what it was. She didn't trust me. Well I guess I'll have to ne extra good tonight.
"It's okay Alice. I understand. Angela can be the same way. Especially with guys that I date. She doesn't like guys too much. And it's because of Jacob. I told you about him remember?" And this was very true. Angela never trusted anyone that I had an interest in. But for some reason she didn't give me a hard time with Alice. Maybe she knew something I didn't.
"Yes I do remember him, and even if I don't know him I don't like him." She said frowning.
"Awe" I said. Well I didn't mean to say it, it just kind of came out. She's just too darn cute when she frowns. Well she's cute any way she is.
"What?" She said smiling widely and her eye glistening.
"Nothing," I said smiling back just as widely. I love her smile and whenever she smiles I have to smile.
"That was definitely something Bella," she said teasingly and with a smirk.
"Okay so I said awe because you are just too cute when you frown. Are you happy now?" I said still smiling at her. Damn I cracked. I could never deny her of anything, she makes me too weak.
"Why thank you Bella." She said smiling. God she makes me weak at the knees. She is going to kill me. Angela was right even though she was just kidding.
We got to the bar and I ordered a mud slide. I didn't want to get drunk and there was little alcohol in a mud slide.
Alice got a glass or red wine. That's pretty classy for a night club. Some reason I'm not surprised that she's surprising me.
"So I assume you're a classy lady." I said trying to formal but failing miserably and giggling.
"Why would you think that? My lady" She said laughing. The sound of her laughter was enchanting. I wanted to hear it more often. Just like I longed to hear her voice every day. I wanted her tp sing me to sleep. That's really creepy but it's true.
"Wine at a night club?" I asked giving her a confused look.
"I like my wine. Plus I have to keep up my image for my fans." She said with a mischievous smile.
"Oh really? I didn't think you had an image I thought you were true to who you were," I said jokingly.
"Yeah I am. I was kidding Bella." She said giggling. "But do you want me to show you my classy dancing?" she asked with a wink the things she does to me are amazing. I can't even explain how she makes me feel. Take it slow! My inner voice screamed at me I frowned at it, but it was right. I couldn't screw things up by going too fast. Slower is better.
Oh God. "I would love to Alice," I said. We set our drinks down and made our way to the dance floor. This is not taking it slow! I scolded at myself. Well what did you want me to say. Anyway it's just a dance get over it.
"I must warn you I am a very bad dancer my balance is totally off and I tend to fall a lot." I said to Alice over the music. I blushed at my clumsy-ness and looked down at my feet. She did have a right to know though.
"Don't worry Bella I won't let you fall. And it's all in the leading. Trust me you will look good," she said smiling at me. Yeah that's because you look so damn good.
"Okay Alice good luck with that," I said laughing a little
"What's that supposed to mean?" She asked with a smile. I love how she smiles all the time. It makes me feel like I cause her to smile like that. And it makes me happy to see her happy. And this is so not taking it slow! Hey at least I didn't tell her about it yet.
"Well I'm just saying I am very bad and I don't see how anyone could make me look good," I said. "But I guess you could amaze me." I winked at her. 'Bella!' my inner voice snapped. This is not taking it slow your sending the wrong messages. Oh well. I won't let it get any farther.
"Oh don't worry Bella I will amaze you" She said laughing and blushing a little.
She put her arms around my neck as mine went to her waist. We started swinging to the music thanks to her nice leading. I was tripping a little here and there but nothing major. One of Alice's songs came on and she laughed.
"What's so funny?" I asked giggling along because her laughter was contagious.
"Nothing really I just find it funny that I'm dancing with someone that I just met at one of my concerts a week ago and then one of my songs comes on."
"Well this happens to be my favorite song by you," I said smiling. "All the other ones suck," I added jokingly.
"Well then jerk," She said pulling away from me and stopping in the middle of our dance.
I moved closer and rewrapped my arms around her waist. She stuck her tongue out but went back into our dance.
She's like a little child, and she's just too cute, but at the same time I want her romantically in a bigger way than I wanted anyone else. I want to hold on to her and protect her from everything that might even happen to her. It's so crazy how things went so fast. And that's why I was here to slow it down.
We went on dancing and the pace started to pick up. The music sped up and she starting dancing so fast I could barely keep up. She started getting more sensual with her dancing and I thought I was going to explode. When she started grinding on me I tried to hold in the moan that wanted to escape, but it wasn't ever effective since part of my moan got out and I think she heard it, because she gasped and half moaned herself.
She slowed down a bit then, probably to make sure we don't take it too far. Something was bothering me now. Did she really have those kinds of feelings for me or was this just a dance?
"How about we take a water break and go back and sit at the table?" I asked because I needed to collect me thoughts.
"Sure" She smiled.
We both got waters from the bar and went back to sit. I sat next to Ange and She went to go sit next to Rosalie who was across from Angela.
"Bella would you mind coming to the bathroom with me real quick?" Ange asked. She knew something was up. She can read me like a book I'm sure she pieced it together with the dance because every once in a while I saw her looking over at us.
"Sure" I said as I stood up. I saw out of the corner of my eye Rosalie and Alice shearing a look. I wondered if they were going to send someone to spy and see what we were talking about.
When we walked through the doors I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like I ran a mile. "Do you have a brush on you?" I asked Angela.
"Here" she said reaching into her bag and pulling out a brush. It's a good thing she carries around all this junk because I was never the type to carry a purse. I always just threw my money and my phone in my pocket. They usually ended up in her purse anyway.
"Thanks" I said as I started fixing my hair.
"So how was your dance?" She asked.
"Well it wasn't what I would have expected but it brought up a lot of questions." I said finishing my hair and then looking at it one more time before giving her brush back.
"Well I was pretty shocked too, but what kinds of questions?" She asked like a concerned mother.
"Well like does she have feelings for me or was it just a dance to her?" I said.
"That question is something you are going to have to ask her. I don't want to tell you what I think because it might not help and if I'm wrong and you depend on my thinking then it might hurt you and that's not what I want," She said.
"Tell me what you think anyway Ange. What difference does it make?"
"Okay fine but don't blame me if it's wrong okay?"
"Okay Ange I know you are normally right but I understand if you aren't" I said.
"Well I think by the way I saw her laughing and smiling with you that she likes you like that. Plus I saw these looks on her face when you guys were dancing. So I think she likes you like you like her Bella but don't quote me on that. And Bella I just want to say that you should by far slow it down. I mean even if she does have feelings for you too you don't need to jump into this type of thing. And you need to get to know her first. But I wouldn't dance with her again tonight because you might take it too far, and that could ruin everything." she finished.
"Do you really think that Ange?" I asked soaking in all this information. I could do that right? Slow it down? I could, for the sake of our possibly future relationship.
"Yes I really do," She said.
"Okay, then I will slow it down a lot I promise. Now I have a question for you. What do you honestly think about her?" I asked.
"I think she's sweet and I think she could be right for you, and I don't say that about many people." Angela said. "I would plan a few times where you can get together. Sort of like a date but just hang out and talk about each other and get to know her. Then along with getting to know her you can also sort out your feelings and figure out how you feel about her."
"Alright Ange I'll do that. And then we can talk about it after," I said smiling.
"Yes defiantly Bella."
With that we headed out of the bathroom back to the table.
Alice P.O.V
Angela and Bella walked off to the bathroom and once they were out of hearing range I looked over at Rose.
"Rose I know you are going to hate me for asking this but do you think I should tell her how I feel about her?" I asked. I knew Rosalie didn't like Bella but I also knew that she would give me a truthful answer because she loves me enough not to ruin me.
"I think you should wait a while because you don't know her at all and you don't want to take things too fast because if she doesn't like you that way you could ruin your chances of her ever developing feelings for you." She said. She was usually shallow but with me she wasn't because she was a sister to me and she loved me like one. "I don't see how you like her though. I mean look at her she's plain, her hair is flat and she has the most common features of an American. And she seems boring she doesn't even talk she too shy for her own good."
"Shut up Rose just because we all can't be as perfect as you doesn't mean you can talk bad about people who aren't perfect. And she was way more outgoing when we were alone. She just doesn't want to say the wrong thing in front of you guys even though I don't think it would make much of a difference because Emmett over there says a lot of dumb stuff." I said laughing at Emmett.
"Watch it Squirt. And I like how you go from totally flipping out on Rose to laughing at your own joke." Emmett said chuckling at me. "But to tell you the truth I agree with Squirt. Not that I don't love you Rosie but I can tell when my sister likes someone and Bella is definitely a person that she likes. And even if I agree that she does seem kind of plain at least she's nice and I can tell that she that she likes Alice as well. At least that's what I think don't blame me if I'm wrong. And I agree with Rosie too because you need to take it slower which means no more dancing as hard as that might be," Emmett said chuckling.
"Thank you Emmett I always did think you were smart." I said, but I started laughing. "Sorry I can't say that with a straight face." Everyone laughed along with me.
"Well whatever I don't really care what you do or who you like as long as she doesn't hurt you Alice. If she hurts you I'm going to hurt her even more." Rose said with a devilish look on her face.
"I have faith in her Rose and I know that I haven't known her for very long but I have a feeling about her. But thanks I know you would stick up for me in a heartbeat." I said with a smile. It was true I did have a feeling about Bella. I'm not exactly sure what the feeling is but it is good. It just scares me because I have never had this feeling about anyone else and it happened so fast. I hope that she has some kind of feeling for me too. I guess I'm going to have to wait to find out. The only thing I can do now is make plans with her and get to know everything about her like I wanted to do since I saw her for the first time.
And there it is people tell me what you think please :) And I hope the wait wasn't too long I'm trying to update more often. Today was a really bad day people. It's been almost four months and still I am not over him (my ex if you didn't figure that out). It hurts for a bit and then it goes away for a while and then it starts to hurt again. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do about it. I guess nothing. :(. And I got called for the same foul like 50 times in my field hockey game today. GRRR! And he still tells me he loves me what a surprise.