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Chapter 13

Police station

"Gil, Sara!" Catherine came running down the hall after seeing Sara and Grissom enter the building.

"I am so glad your okay" Catherine said in relive whilst pulling them in a tight hug.

"Er.Catherine, your cutting of my air supply here" Grissom smirked.

"Sorry" Catherine smiled gently after releasing them and smoothing her jacket." I heard on the there was a DB at your apartment!"

Sara looks pale, and she can't keep eye contact with me, she looks like death warmed up.

"Its okay Catherine, we are both okay" Sara's voice broke through Catherine's thoughts.

"Come on guys, the quicker we do this, the faster it'll be over and done with." Brass said heading down to one of the interview rooms and waited for Sara and Grissom to enter before shutting the door and taking a seat.

I can feel Sara shaking next to me, Is she that scared? I don't know how I am supposed to fix this, but I am going to try. Grissom thought taking a seat next to Sara and taking hold of her hand.

Thank god he is here with me, just having him hold my hand gives me courage I just want this whole incident behind us.

"I know you have already told me what happened" Brass's voice broke through Grissom and Saras thoughts.

"But I need to record it, Warrick will be in here shortly to process you"

" I thought nightshift couldn't be involved in this case?" Grissom questioned.

"Dayshift is short staffed so they have asked Warrick in to the investigation"

Brass stated before putting a tape recorder in the middle of the table and clicking the record button.

"Okay could you tell me what happened on Thursday 15th May 2008" Brass said in his professional tone.

Before Grissom could speak Sara spoke "I woke up to hear noises in Gi.Grissoms apartment" she started giving Grissoms hand a squeeze to say she can do this.

"I woke up Grissom and told him I though someone was in the apartment, that's when he told me to grab my gun which was beside the bed, when I grabbed my gun Hank busted through the bedroom door…" Sara tried holding back the tears "he was saying how he got his gun, I tried to calm him down but he wasn't haven't none of it, when Griss tried to calm him down he got angrier" fresh tears was making their way down saras face when Grissom saw them he was dying to wipe them away but he knew he couldn't so he gave her hand a little squeeze and spoke for her

"He got angrier and started screaming and he said to Sara how tough she was before he hurt her, then shed be begging him to stop…."

The horrific abuse Sara must have gone through, and she had no one to help her…Grissom thought blinking away the tears in his eyes.

"That's when Hank had said he wanted to kill me," Sara muttered bringing Grissom out of his thoughts.

"He went to pull his trigger…" Sara whispered, "That's when I shot him."

"Sar its okay " Brass said sympathetically

(Knock knock)

"Come in" Brass raised his voice for Warrick to enter the interrogation room.

"Hey" Warrick smiled gently.

"Okay Warrick, get this done as fast as possible"

"Will do" Warrick placed his kit in the table and opened it. " Sara could you put your hands out, palms down"

Sara did as Warrick asked, her hands were shaking when she held them out, which didn't go unnoticed by any of the guys, they all gave he a sympathetic look while Grissom give her a concerned one.

After processing both Grissom and Sara Warrick spoke up "Don't worry guys, everything will sort itself out, am here for you, the whole team is."

"Thank you Warrick" Sara said softly with that said Warrick gave Sara and Grissom a small smile and left the room.

"I think you'll be able to go home shortly…."

"I want you to put these two in a cell!" Ecklie yelled entering the interrogation room, anger written all over his face.

"Conrad" Brass started " you can't just storm into here and demand to put Gil and Sara in a cell!"

"Yes I can" Ecklie snapped." they killed Hank in cold blood!"

"What the hell are you talking about!" Grissom yelled.

Did I kill hank in cold blood? No he had his finger on the trigger and I knew he would have killed me with the look in his eyes.

"There were no bullets in the gun! And no evidence to suggest he broke into your apartment!"

"Maybe he figured out I had a spare key under the mat!" Grissom argued.

"Or maybe Sara lured him there to kill him!"

"SHE DID NOT!" Grissom rose of his chair in anger.

Sara didn't know what to do so she decided to block out this argument from her mind and just stare at the pastel colour walls.

"Gil, sit down please" Brass said calmly.

"Yeah Gilbert, you wouldn't want another charge under your belt now, would you" Ecklie snarled.

Grissom ignored Ecklies comment and sat back down.

"Brass, I want Gil and Sara put on a cell, the sheriff approves"

"What!" Sara, Brass and Grissom said in unison.

"You heard me, the sheriff has given me the go ahead, there's enough evidence to suggest Sara killed Hank in revenge, not self defence"

"What?" Sara mumbled.

"Its okay honey, we will sort this okay" Grissom whispered.

"I can't stay in a cell Gil" the fear could be heard in her voice,

"Am afraid you have to" Brass informed them after Ecklie left slamming the door on his way out.

"Jim, come on, surely there's something you can do" Gil exclaimed.

"The sheriff has approved Gil, im sorry" Brass sighed "but don't worry, me and the guys will sort this out, we are not gong to let you go to jail"

"Thanks Jim" Grissom said unsurely.

Jail, oh no I didn't even think of that.

"You can try and get some sleep" Brass voice broke through her thoughts.

Sleep ha, I doubt me nor Sara will sleep after what has happened, I don't want to leave Sara on her own, she's petrified.

Rising of his seat Brass opened the door, waiting for Grissom and Sara to follow him.

"No they wont be having handcuffs on" Brass said the officer who had entered the room, the officer looked at him in confusion.

"Let them have a little dignity left" and with that said Brass, Sara and Grissom left the interrogation room and headed down the hallway.

Grissom took hold of Sara hand and held it tight, he didn't care who saw them, and he wanted Sara to know he is always there for her, without saying anything.

Does he realise we are in public? I know what he is trying to say I can see it in his eyes.

Sara smiled softly at him.

"Sara this officer will take you to your cell" Brass said bringing Grissom and Sara out of their trance.

Sara nodded. "Gil, ill show you your cell" Brass continued

"Sara, try and sleep okay" Grissom said softly and when Brass had his back turned to Grissom, grissom mimed "I love you"

"You too" Sara smiled before the other officer led her to her cell.

"Jim could you keep an eye on Sara for me please"

"Ill try my best" he replied "heres you cell"

Grissom sat down on the hard bed and watched Brass shut the sliding door.

"Ill let the team know what's going on, I wish I could help you Gil, I really do"

"Its okay Jim"

"I have to go, get some sleep you look exhausted"

"Ill try Jim, ill see you soon" with that said Brass left Grissom with his thoughts.

I hope Sara is okay, God she looked so vulnerable and scared in the interrogation room.

Why is Ecklie doing this to us? Hank wouldn't have come to get revenge with a gun without any bullets would he?

And how did Hank get into my apartment?

It was all great yesterday, God that must have to be the best feeling in the world, falling asleep with the one person you love in your arms. With this thought Grissom lie down and fell into a restless sleep.

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Why does Conrad have to do this to us! God why did he have to bring Gil into this?

Sara was lying down on the hard bed staring at the ceiling while questions and thoughts played in her mind.

Was Hanks gun useless? No Hank wouldn't have brought the gun if there weren't any bullets.

And how did he get into the house?

Could he have gotten the key?

Why did Grissom get involved, he shouldn't have been dragged into my mess.

This is what my mother must feel like, having all the time in the world to think.

With that last thought Sara shut her eyes tightly to get rid of that last thought. Her mother.

The last thought Sara had before falling into a light sleep, was falling asleep in Grissoms protective embrace.

TBC

A/N- soooooooo...what do you think?

Just incase you were wondering in this story Ecklie is dayshift supervisor, it may be confusing, but i wanted this in this story, so yeah XD

i know you cant get put in a cell for the evidence in this story, but thats it, its only a story and in my delusional world, anything can happen hehe XD

Please review :D it helps me write these stories :D

Chapter 14, i will post either tommorrow or tuesday at the latest :D

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