Chapter 13-
Fever
Author's Note:
The Twilight Series- and all related characters- do Not belong to me. This is only a fanfic story.
Author's Note 2:
Happy holidays! Thank you for reading!
Playlist
Fever- Adam Lambert
We Weren't Born to Follow-Bon Jovi
Bella's Point of View
The afternoon shift at Eclipsed crawled by. I was out at 8pm and ready to meet Edward at 9. It had been a productive day. Being alone to run the store gave me time to mentally take inventory. Once Angela discovered how much I liked organizing things, and my standard for good customer service, she promoted me from greeter to their stock person, then cashier. I wanted one more promotion before the year was out.
We weren't selling serious bondage equipment, at least not yet. It cost too much to stock, when half the stuff never moved from the shelves... I went into re-modeling mode. Angela needed better floggers, a few whips, paddles and canes and clamps, definitely. We could invest in a few more toys for men, some improved restraints for the bondage aspect of bdsm. Collars, jewelry for male and female submissives, the list was endless. I'd definitely need Edward's input before I approached Angela about stocking them. I didn't want to order things that wouldn't sell.
"You're here!" I had been wanting to talk to her all day.
"What's up, Bella? Really good sales today?"
"Business has been pretty good, actually, yes. That's not what I want to talk about."
"Tell me while I change out the registers."
"If I bring customers in who place large orders, do I make a commission on the sale?"
"Depends on how large the order is and how many customers your bring in. Why?"
"Because I might be able to generate some traffic."
"I'll give you $10 on every $100 spent."
"$20," I said. "I plan on persuading a lot of new people to buy from here."
"How about we negotiate until I start seeing the sales?"
"Done," I smiled. "Need me to do anything else before I go?"
"Nope. Have a great night, Bella. Thanks for helping to promote the store."
"Of course. It helps everyone, me included." I waved, feeling jittery as I made my way to the car.
The thought of seeing Edward made me feel alive, my body pulsing with anticipation.
"Hey, sexy," he answered my call. "You're done with work?"
"I'm on my way home, now. Are you still free this weekend, Sir?"
"Yes. Do you want me to come pick you up?"
"Rose can drop me off, if that's easier. She's heading that direction, anyway."
"Cool. Text me when you're here, then."
"I will, Sir. Thanks. See you in an hour or so."
o - o - o
I knew Rose and I had talked, but I couldn't remember about what. My mind was too focused on the moment I'd see him. Part of me wanted to push him back against the wall and kiss him hard, so starved did I feel for his dominance. The other part wanted to kneel and rest my head on his thigh, feeling him hold me close as I radiated submission. When his front door opened, I smiled because he did, the lazy, Dominant-pleasure grin that I liked so much.
"Hi."
"Hello, Sir."
That was all I had time to say. My arms wrapped around his shoulders when he kissed me. I tried to get closer, maneuvering blindly as he shut the door. His hands went to my hair and he pulled my head back, but only to kiss me harder. He stroked my bottom lip, groaning quietly when I pushed my hips against his.
"Bedroom," he said.
"Yes please, Sir."
"I've wanted it to be the weekend all week."
"Me too, Sir."
He pulled me back against him when I walked toward the bed. I smiled when he unzipped my corset and kissed his chest, because I wanted his shirt off, too.
"Your shoes, your skirt," he said, getting undressed, "take them off. Get onto your hands and knees on the bed."
"Yes, Sir." I quickly did what he said.
"I'm combining pleasure and pain in this session. Do you feel like taking pain tonight?"
"Always, Sir."
"How do you feel about me using handcuffs with you?"
Trust wavered, but grew solid again. "I trust you to, Sir."
"Really."
"Should I not let you?" I worried it was a test I'd failed.
"No, I'm just surprised you are. I'll use play handcuffs," he decided. "You can get out of them without trying very hard."
I offered him my wrists, confident that he wouldn't hurt me. The handcuffs were painted black, cold and shiny as they clicked shut. It took a frustrating amount of concentration, not moving as he spread my legs. He saw how wet I still was and paused.
"You did miss me this week."
"Yes, a lot, Sir."
Two of his fingers played at the entrance to my body. He laughed when my eyes pleaded with him, unbearable waves of arousal burning through my self-control. I tilted my hips down, groaning as he let the tips of his fingers slide inside me. He rubbed gently, the soft circles threatening the barriers around my sanity. It was almost painful, feeling his fingers withdraw before there was any pressure against my g-spot. Metal from the handcuffs dug into my wrists.
When he leaned down, I kissed him hard, light-headed with submission when he had me lay back again. Edward rolled my nipples against his fingers, and I felt him smile when I gasped. Waves of heavy pleasure moved from my breasts down between my legs. I ached to feel his cock inside me. He gently pinched the tips of my nipples, over and over again, more lightly after I moaned. It made him smile when I moaned harder, wanting more of the pleasure-pain.
"Rest your knees down against the bed."
I strained backwards, my lungs seizing from the bright rush of pain. He pinched my inner thighs again hard enough to make me cry out. A rush of power made me laugh, high and happy, aching to know he felt it, too. The vicious pain left me unprepared for slow pleasure. I moaned when he held my legs down and laid down in front of me.
"Remember what you learned, last time."
"Please-!" I cried out, not meaning to. Feeling his tongue brush over my clit had shattered my control. He kissed my right leg, close to where my hipbone was. My teeth grit as the tingling in my lower body rose to a restless, throbbing sensation behind my g-spot.
"You can ask better than that."
"Please go down on me, Sir? Please let me come that way?"
"I like how enthusiastic you are. Ask for permission when you're close."
"Yes, Sir."
He put a pillow under my hips when they rose and held. I got closer so much faster-! His tongue was smooth, a fluttering pressure against my clit. He rapidly stroked the tip, sometimes so lightly that I clenched down inside. When he felt it happen, he thrust two of his fingers inside me. His tongue was softer, the pleasure more intense after he found my g-spot.
"May I come, Sir?" I strained against the handcuffs, trying to relax. He hadn't said, yes. But to say it, he needed to- "Please don't stop-"
I cried out when he leaned back, the ache worse than before. Edward had left me right on the edge, desperate to go over. He didn't stop the gentle pressure against my g-spot, something that was driving me crazy-!
"What did you say?"
"I'm so close, Sir, please..." The white-hot rise to orgasm started again when he started stroking my clit. His thumb covered the tip as he lightly rubbed back and forth. I breathed slowly when he stopped, though I couldn't help clenching down around his two fingers. Feeling him press harder against my g-spot brought me dangerously close.
"Once more, just to be sure," he said quietly. "Breathe. Relax. I want you to calm down a little, Bella."
I didn't want to calm down... I wanted to get closer, so I could come! But I tried, for him. It almost hurt, letting the orgasm go. My hips twitched whenever his fingers moved, I couldn't stop my clit from jumping under his thumb, yet I managed to lay still and take deep breaths.
He slowly stroked my clit, moving his fingers faster when he felt my body begging for more. The handcuffs dug into my wrists as I grabbed the pillow above my head. Edward stopped stimulating my g-spot when I reached the edge again.
"Please, please, may I come, Sir?"
"Yes."
Feeling him hold my hips down brought me closer. I drowned in pleasure when he pulled the hood of my clit back, exposing it for his tongue. The white-hot pleasure was back, pushing me toward an orgasm that would leave me shaking. When I came, he brought me higher, then softly took me back down. He released me from the handcuffs as I was re-learning how to move.
"You like when I tease you like that?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Do you really?"
"Yes, I really like it, Sir."
"Can you come again if I fuck you?"
I knelt in front of him, kneeling lower on the bed than he was. He didn't stop me from wrapping myself around him. I liked how dark his eyes became when he laughed. His arm wrapped around my shoulders after I kissed the side of his neck. Then my world spun. Edward had me in front of him, still kneeling. He sighed, a rough sound, his cheek pressed against the middle of my back. I felt something shatter deep in my mind. The hunger I felt from him filled the emptiness, leaving me vulnerable and aching for guidance from his Dominant side.
His cock felt so much wider and longer, pushing inside me with my legs together. Was he normally able to thrust so far-? He groaned, then bit the back of my neck, hard, when I clenched down around his shaft. Pain made me feel boneless again. I moaned, kissing the inside of his arm as I breathed him in. A line of pain burned all along the outside of my right leg. I arched closer, writhing against sensations I hadn't been prepared for. I cried out when he pinched the outside of my thigh, a row of them down to my knee. Pleasure burned and the sensations shivered down my spine.
"Sir, please-!" I violently arched backwards, feeling my head touch his shoulder.
"Fuck that feels good," he said, suddenly breathing hard. "Are you close already?"
"I don't know what that was-"
He immediately stopped when I froze against him. It was the head of his cock rubbing against my g-spot, but it felt different... the pleasure nearly paralyzing. I could feel how tight I was around him when he pulled back. Feeling him thrust forward harder than he had made me shudder.
He brought one of his hands to my neck and had me look at him. "Did that hurt you?"
"It didn't, Sir." I showed my submission, laying my hands flat, crossing my wrists in front of me.
"Yes," he said, "you don't need to ask for it this time."
Aching pressure built and snapped, making me writhe without being able to go anywhere. It was maddening, so incredibly frustrating-! Edward knelt back and held my hips down against the bed. Urgency prickled through my lower body. He helped me get closer by fucking me harder, no longer just focusing on my g-spot. Energy gathered and broke. My nails dug into the sheets, hard enough that I couldn't drag them downwards. I held my breath and went over the edge into deep, grasping pleasure. My body woke for him again, seeing his eyes go hard with dominance.
"Get on top of me."
My legs were still shaking when I rocked my hips forward and took his cock deep inside me. My chest rubbed over his when he took my wrists and held them above his head.
"Don't move." He bit the curve of my shoulder, his teeth closing without letting go.
The pain throbbed upward from deep under my skin when he kissed the bite mark. If I snarled, whether I had heard him snarl, I didn't know. Pain burned and made me grind my hips down against his.
"What did I tell you?" His arms wrapped around my back. "Don't move while I fuck you."
Feeling me clench down around his shaft made him groan, then fuck me hard enough that a second orgasm swelled and rose. When I needed more, he moved my hips, roughly bringing me up and back down onto his cock.
"Sir-"
"Come," he said, nipping the other side of my neck.
I cried out, laughing when he pulled my head back to kiss me. When I came, he went still, every muscle in his body tense underneath me. Was he going to come inside me? I clenched down around him harder, gasping when he raised my hips.
Sliding backwards, I knelt low between his legs. The head of his cock thrust deep into my mouth, pushing against the back of my throat harder, faster. Submission and willpower kept me from gagging. He moaned loudly when I used my lips and tongue to bring him closer. After he came, his shaft throbbed against my tongue, pulsing with aftershocks. I waited until they stopped before languidly kissing my way up to his chest.
His fingers curled over my wrist. With one of my legs over his, my head on his shoulder, I could feel how fast his heart was still racing.
"I can't wait to give you pain. It's so much fun with you! Fuck!"
What he said left my submissive side as satisfied as my body was. "Do you want me to get your cock hard again, Sir?"
"In a couple minutes, baby. Have a cigarette with me first?"
"Thank you, Sir."
He kissed the top of my head. "You never have to thank me for that."
"Hey, Edward?" I moved my fingers over three dark red lines on his right side. "What are these?"
"Marks Jasper left, from a pain session earlier."
"Uh, earlier today?"
"Yes... Do they bother you?"
"No."
"Not at all, hm?"
"I thought I saw them before, but you had me distracted." I smiled at him, still processing what he said. "They don't bother me."
It would only bother me if Edward only wanted to see me after his pain sessions with Jasper. Somehow, I didn't think that would be the case. I couldn't bring myself to ask. Time would tell. I was too comfortable, especially after I felt him start to trust me more.
"They don't hurt you?"
"Nope, not at all. I'll prove it..."
Author's End Note:
If you've liked 'Switches and Subs,' come check out my Original Fiction ebook, 'Subfrenzy,' available on Amazon! - by Kimberlee Jane, if the link doesn't work...
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It's the best I can write. I wrote the book, mainly, to use some of my passion for bdsm- the same reason I'm writing 'Switches and Subs.'
Author's End Note 2:
Ageise02-
I didn't think so. Three weeks is a long time, but not so bad as the months it took after Chapter 4 hit? More coming soon, I've been writing 'Switches' scenes again!
Fantasy0506-
Lol! I updated 'Handcuff!' Thanks for reviewing, I look for your name as the Alert's pop up. ^_^
Derekever-
Oh yes, I've thought about it. Too early to think about E/J/B, or how they would get there. Bella's got a lot to learn yet, Edward and Jasper have things they should talk about. Or maybe they'll all get drunk one night and wake up together. Who knows? Lol.
Cbzoo-
Writing that scene of Edward and Bella, Bella taking control... that was weird for me. There was really, really good music playing at the time and I wanted to step outside of the normal zone. He still retained a lot of control, even though she appeared to have it all. Lol.
I know who it'll be at 'Blood Bound.' The Mistress, that is. Hopefully it surprises a few people, though some might have guessed already. Thanks for the confidence boost, Cheryle. I hope to update again in a few days! By Monday, with any luck. ^_^
WithchyVampireGirl-
I like that BPOV worked out. I'll answer any questions you have, no worries. Thanks for giving 'Switches' so much time!
Kelysuperficial-
For the last Session, it seems Edward was allowed to come when he wanted. Jasper gave him more freedom, even while punishing him, because he wanted Bella to like what she saw. I thought it would make him look more submissive than could be accepted. Over time, I want to move Edward's submission to Jasper- in front of Bella- to a more normal level. Thank you for R+R'ing!
Rsher1111-
Alice continues to work her way into the story. I don't know how permanent she is, or whether her relationship with Jasper will deepen. This chapter might have defined who they are and who they'll be to one another. No idea yet, lol. Despite how closed Jasper is, I want people to see that he Is a really good Dominant. Maybe more so because he has the capability to focus, intensely, for a long period of time. When he cares, he deeply cares. I hope this chapter showed that a little more.
Thanks for the insights and your comments. I look forward to reading your reviews, I look for your name after updates. Haha. Thank you!
Raven's twimom-
Thanks for trying 'Handcuff.' ^_^. That's very cool of you. I'm awed that 'Switches' has affected you the way it has. Wow. Thank you very much! When the time comes, and when it feels right for you, it'll be even better than what you hoped. No worries until then, right?
PBJilly-
No problem! Edward was blindfolded, yes. I had to go back and rewrite part of the Session so that the blindfold was taken away. Lol. Whoops... Thanks for letting me know! I don't think Jasper's trying to change how Edward feels about fear and pain. He wants Edward to be safer about getting it, and I know he wants to be the only one to Edge-play with him. Jasper doesn't trust anyone else to do it the way he does, heh heh. That he doesn't know why or how it develops, I think that bothers him. As a Dom, it would be stressful... but I like writing it, so... yay for masochistic Edward? Lol.
Latuacantante4him-
Yes, Jasper did seem grateful. It made me happy for him. I hope he'll be able to let Bella in more readily because of it. I'm not sure how bisexual either of them are. Jasper's definitely more open about that. He was considering the bartender, except for the age problem. Then Alice came along... better reading that way? Haha. I'll figure it out eventually, I have to work up the energy to write a M/m scene. I'm really glad that the conversation part of this fic doesn't bore people. It needs to happen, but it's good to know that what they say isn't considered unimportant. =). Thanks very much, Latuacantante!
Elara420-
O.O, thank you! I went back to rewrite a little on placement for the E/J pain with B Session. Sorry for the confusion, again. Thanks for your transition comment! Good luck information searching! There's so much out there, it's a little incredible. Take care, I look forward to talking 'to' you again!
Csp4-
To answer your question... I'll have to go and elaborate a little on what Bella said. I wrote "... tested Jasper's strength as a Dominant. Jasper, not willing to be outdone by his submissive, gave him what he wanted." I wrote that meaning... Edward could submit to a really dangerous degree. Jasper wasn't intimidated by that. He didn't send Edward to another Dominant because he needed someone like that.
With anyone incredibly submissive, at least in my point of view... experience and understanding in the Dominant are the things that keep them safe. In order to fully submit the way Edward does, he has to know that Jasper wants to give that much pain, just as he wants to take it. Equal give and take. That Jasper is able to overwhelm him is also what Edward needs, especially for Edge-play. Did that make more sense?
I don't like when author's irreparably hurt characters, either. I'm sure I've mentioned that I really don't like character death. Edward's hurt, but... not in a bad way, because he wants it. No matter how bad it seems, thus far at least, Edward's felt some sort of thrill that excited him, even if the Scene ended badly. So, because he wants it... why not give it to him? I don't know, it makes sense to me. Lol. I probably explain badly.
Kismit1496-
Haha, I wish!
Rainekita-
Thank you! And thank you again. I'm happy that you like the characters and the story so much. ^_^
Jansails-
Still reeling over your awesome H.B review, lol.
What you wrote about Jasper made me think. Now that his hard and stony exterior has been established, he needs to become more... something. More likeable, I guess? It became a challenge, and with Alice in this chapter... hopefully he's more tolerable now.
I really like what you wrote about Edward. Thank you for that. =)
MacMonkey-
Thank you! I do plan to update again soon. I've already started Chapter 14!
Vtweetymccn-
Hooray for lemons! Honestly, I really don't want to write about what happens at her office job. It feels boring to me, though I'm sure I'll have to mention it at some point. At least to say goodbye to it. Too many things going on in the story as it is. I want their personal lives, work wise, to be easy.
The difference between Edge play and Pain play... Edge play is more extreme, mentally. Pain play brings a submissive high and throws them over when their body can't take anymore. Edge play, in this story, adds fear and takes Edward further than pain could because he's given up all control. What happens to him is beyond his control, in other words, because he's given his Dom free rein to do what they want. Just in pain play, he can safe-word and have it stop. Edge play doesn't necessarily stop, just to satisfy his craving to Not have it stop. I hope that made sense...
Kikiki83-
Thank you!
Sophdrea-
Thanks very much! I love that you're "there" and that you can feel what's going on. Jasper's a secret worrier, haha. Maybe not so secret about it. I like keeping what could happen rather open-ended. Questions are answered, but there's room to move around, you know? I'm afraid this story will level out and have nowhere to go. There are enough character's floating around for me to use now, Sessions planned for them, eventually all three of them. 'crosses fingers.' Thank you for reviewing, Sophdrea! You're amazing!
HorsyChik-
Thanks for your review! I'm glad you like SnS so much!
LanaLee1-
^_^. Thank you!
Angeljax-
Thank you so much for your WOW! Lol. I deliberated a lot when I first started this story because the multiple POV thing was a little daunting. Handcuff had one or two chapters where both Edward and Bella spoke, but most often the chapters were one or the other. Yipes? Haha. Thank you again, your reviews are awesome!
BetterInTime-
Sorry for the three week wait this time! I'm looking forward to more E/B time, too. Lemons are fun to write. =D. The Session planned with M/F/m should be up by Chapter 15! Maybe 14 if I figure everything out by then.
Cina's-
There are different definitions for edge play. In this story, so far, I use it in the dominant Fear way. Edward likes being pushed past tolerance levels, and he loves when things are completely out of his control. His love of pain has a dark side. He likes the idea of not knowing if he'll be able to take more, and having his Dom give more anyway. It's why he wanted Jasper to leave marks, why Jasper didn't. By making Edward believe that he didn't care, that he was cutting into him with the knife... Jasper kept Edward high on adrenaline and fear until he snapped, which was when Bella helped him come. That's the version of edge play I used in the story. An overwhelming amount of pain can make a submissive snap, or break, but edge play takes them past that point. If they let it, that is. In Edward's case, it's really dangerous because he lets it, but let's it in a potentially self-damaging way. His craving for it can drown out his sense of self-preservation.
Ltlnbrt-
Thank you, and thank you for all of the reviews you left for Handcuff! Still amazed, lol.
Bikergirl08, FinnMac, Wanna read Ch.13, seekerharmony-
Really sorry about the confusion that went on that night. =/
The real teacher-
Congrats! That's incredible! Wow! There aren't enough words-! =D
Twilight1972-
I'm glad things have evened out for you, personal life wise?
Definitely not leaving anyone curbside, no worries. Alice is leaving quite an impact on Jasper, I like where they're going. I don't want her to interfere with him and Edward, though. I just got Bella to accept that Edward and Jasper's relationship is too rare to mess with. I think Alice understands that, though. Very convenient for the both of them? Lol.
Mountainlioness13-
Mmm... kneeling. Hahaha. I keep a quotes book, too. I'm up to #5 now, lol, and that you added something I wrote to yours... wow. Just... wow. Thank you!
InShadows-
Thank you!
Adctd2twilight-
Yes, lots of editing goes on. Lol. Thanks for reading a WIP. I'll admit, I don't do that often, either. I hate starting television shows that haven't ended yet, but there are so Many of them!
Thank you for reviewing at all. And, definitely, thanks for going to read T.H.B!
ACellist-
Wow. Your review... it- and- thank you! O.O. That's my goal, anyway. To be a published author instead of just being a writer. Lol. I'm not complaining, but it'd be nice to make money from something I do anyway. You're very nice to say you don't see a problem with commas. =P.
I like to think that most of what's in this story would be feasible. The Edward/Bella part, at least. Jasper/Alice, too. I know of Mistresses that have more than one submissive, though I've never actually submitted To them. I like playing with other female submissives, but to let a woman take Top... she'd have to be damn good. And fuck-hot. All of their relationships combined, Edward and Jasper despite Edward having found Bella. Whether Edward would really be as okay with Alice in real life... I think there would have to be a Lot more talking, but I don't think any of it's impossible.
That was a really good question. Thanks!