Chapter 13: I told you so

It was pass six already and Natsume and I was on my way home. NAtsume volunteered on giving me a ride, I tried to pass the offer but he was so persistent so I just gave were both silent, me because I was so depressed because of the happening earlier. He was silent because I don't know why.

"why so silent?" He suddenly ask breaking the silence

"nothing just tired." I said with a double meaning, it's true I am getting tired. The car turned around the corner and in a few more seconds we stopped in front of my house. But….. There was someone in my doorstep frowning and giving us a deathly glare. We both went down keeping distance to ourselves. I am not in the mood with this.

"Aya. What are you doing here?" Natsume ask his girlfriend who was now fixing herself. We both stop when we are face to face to her Natsume went by her side and was about to kiss her on her cheeks but Aya pressed her lips on his lips. I got more irritated the heck I know what she is planning. Natsume back away and frown.

"It's getting late you better go home already." I said breaking the moment they were having. NAtsume nod agreeing to my suggestion but Aya did't seem to agree.

"Come on guys….Sakura" she started in a sweet tone "You make me wait here for hours then you wouldn't invite me inside your house." She looked at NAtsume who was looking at her curiously "and I bet my boyfriend would be happy." She said in a angry tone.

"Aya what are you doing here by the way? Let's just go home. I'll give you a ride." Natsume replied

"I was here because I want to see you, After practice I look for you but you where no where to found so my guess is that you are with Sakura and guess what I am correct. Oh I am so good. Cheers for me." She said sarcastically which made me rolled my eyes.

"Well I guess now that you saw him and your together already guess what you can go now. Cheers for all of us. WhoooHoo. Clap clap."I said mimicking her sarcastic tone. I rolled my eyes and look at Natsume "I am tired." I told to him. My bad mood was back and I know if they will be here in any more minutes this night might not end good. With the jealous, fake, angry and furious Aya plus me who is in a bad mood equals to disastrous night.

"Aya let's go home." He said pulling Aya with him to the car but Aya was stubborn. NAtsume was already pissed I can feel it.

"I don't want to unless Sakura ask us to chat a little inside her lovely house." She said I sigh this wouldn't get us anywhere. I open the door and enter my house till I turn to my two guess

"be my guest." I said then turned around. I did this so everything will stop already.

"So I guess this is the place where my boyfriend usually hangs out ha." She said looking around her face frowning as if saying this is the disgusting place she have ever been.

"actually your BOYFRIEND does not usually hang around here." I said emphasizing the word boyfriend

"Now AYa you already had a fast chit chat inside her house let's go now." NAtsume said breaking the tension

"Why do you want me to leave already? Are you going to do something with her?" She ask raising her voice. The drama.

"WHAT? What the heck are you saying?" Natsume ask he was really angry. I understand him. He was accused to be cheating to his girlfriend even though he's not that's why he must be feeling angry.

"Shut up Natsume I know everything I just look back for a second and now I'll see you with this slut." She again shouted, Now I'm feeling angry really, every second, minute she stays in my house I am feeling angry is this what you call bitter? But I don't care how dare her call me slut. I hate her guts.

"Aya watch your words. Let's go." Natsume put his hands on her elbows and starts pushing her but even before they can get out of the door Aya slap NAtsume.

" …'the fuck." Natsume muttered angrily he glared Aya I saw Aya shrugged and she walk away from Natsume as if feeling the deadly aura Natsume was releasing.

"I'm not yet done." She look at me her voice kinda changed it was now filled with fear she went to me "I don't know what you show to my boyfriend that makes him stick with a slut like you. But all I know whatever it is I fuc**** hate it slut." I twitch she call me slut many times. Natsume called me slut before I was hurt because it came from him but now that word comes out from Aya it makes me pissed. I still wonder what the heck is the difference with that.

"I told you stay away from him you disgusting…." Even before she finish her sentence she slap me "slut" She continued I touch the cheek that I know was sore I heard Natsume cursed then suddenly someone cupped my chin the first thing I saw was Natsume's worried and angry face he touched my cheek as if sweeping the pain and guess what it helped as soon as he touch my cheek all the pain was gone but not my anger. I saw Aya's hand was already raised ready for round 2 but even before she move it Natsume stop her but she was persistent she yelled then she push Natsume away from her then she look at me

"You really are a slu-."

PACK.

"How dare you call me with that name inside my house." I said in a strong voice

PACK

Her face turned to the other side

"That's your payment for slapping me the first time."

PACK

"and that is because you make me pissed" I feel good I feel as if I've won I feel great Natsume look at me his eyes were wide and just look at him with my eyes saying 'Sorry but I can't let your girlfriend do this to me all the time' AYa look at me now actually glaring

"You really want a war." She said holding my shoulders tightly

"Actually I don't want. But if you want I'll give you one." I said that was the line from my favorite T.V series I'm happy that I watched that Aya just glare and turned around leaving me and Natsume alone.

"Natsume I'm sorry, but I really am in a bad mood today." I said and he just nod in a second he was gone. Is he going to follow Aya? Is he mad because I hurt her? Does he care that I was hurt? Did he hate me? Did I put myself in a great danger? Many questions but no answer and that's what I really hate I want to know many answers but some answers are not mine to know.

But I know something that I am really sure of, something that only me and my best friend Hotaru know…..

"I Love You Natsume so much. I Love you."I said to no one, I wanted to shout it at him as I looked at his back as he walk to his car. He looked back as if he heard what I just said then I suddenly put my hands on mouth did he hear it? He continue from walking and I sigh "I Love you."

Everything that happen tonight is very..very.. I can't give a specific word to describe it. I didn't know that I can back fight and do that to Aya I was shocked, but I didn't regret 'coz I think she deserves it I'm done being always the good girl and done understanding people who is really hard to understand. I'll just follow what I want I'll just go with the flow I think I deserve it.

"NAtsume" I suddenly blurted it was him I was thinking until now and the looks of him earlier it still bothers me does he hate me? Is he scared of me? Suddenly I feel a tear drop fell in my cheeks.

Stupid tear go back now I shouted in my head so weird I'm a freak.

DINGDONG

DINGDONG

DINGDONG

I stand up and went to the door but even before I open it I wipe the tears from my eyes to hide though I know it's useless because my eyes are puffy and my eyes are so red.

Sigh .. can't do anything whoever this person will get scared of me. Who cares? I don't, I just need to rest or to talk to someone I really need to let my feelings out it's all stock here in my chest. I want to tell Hotaru but she was busy with Ruka.

DINGDONG…. I open the door.

"Hi….. Wrong timing?" HE guessed and I just smile while my tears are forming to fall again.

"Ren." Just the right person I need. He is someone I want to talk about this Ren is a friend whom you can say what you feel.

"Why are you cry-." I didn't let him finish whatever he wants to say I hug him tightly wrapping my arms around him and my face is hiding in his chest.

"REN.. I..I.. Think he.. Hate…hate..hates..me .." I said my the tears..this tears is my pain "I… do..n't…. ..ke hi.m.. to.. .hate m..e.e..me..coz I lo..lo..coz I love him so much.."I said still crying hard I know his shirt is so wet but I can't help it I just want to cry and I know he will forgive me. I can feel Ren's hug tighten securing me making me feel comfortable.

"It's alright..He doesn't hate you…and I'm sure he likes you too." He said in a low voice but I can still hear it he really knows how to comfort me. I laugh inside my head when ren said 'I'm sure he likes you too' feel true but it was a lie but that lie makes me relax, I just want to believe that lie.

"Thanks Ren." I said still hugging him

"No worries remember I'm always here for you whatever problem you have." Ren said in a serious voice. "even if it's all about Hyuuga you talked about." He continued while I saw his face saddened and I just smile I guess they could still be friends.

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