A/N: ITS THE END! :O Reno and Saix are awesome, and although this was a re-upload, it was loads of fun sharing with you guys :) Give some love to A! She's about ready to pop out her shiny new baby *squeeeee*
Reno - a week and a half later.
I'm fucking back baby! I grinned at the apartment building, appreciating the soft breeze flowing through the air, the sun warming my back and I even liked the stupid duffel bag I was carrying in my hand. I was going to zip that thing open, turn it over in our living room and then throw it out. For some blessed fucked up reason, my broken arm had healed pretty nicely, the cask was gone, but I still had a strain. So if I put too much pressure on it, my muscles couldn't take it and my arm began trembling. Can't have a shaky pilot in the army now can we? Hell no! My grin widened some more. God bless my fucked up arm. The Chief had grimaced at me, giving me medical leave and kicked me straight back here in Hollow Bastion.
Making my way to the entrance, I used my key and let myself in. I'd have called Saix, but I kinda just wanted to hear his voice straight from his mouth inches away from me so I could hold him close and... Well, shut up, Reno, go upstairs and do that.
Going up the stairs I wondered if he was even home. I checked my watch and shrugged, he should be. Before I'd gone he didn't leave the place at this time a day. Before I'd left he'd have been behind his desk, writing whatever. Before I left... Shit, yo, I hoped things hadn't changed too much because that would be whack.
Stepping to the door, I hesitated before putting the key into the lock. Woah... I'd been gone for five months... Five months without contact whatsoever. What if he thought I was dead? What if he moved on? My right arm was so fucked up, I'm pretty sure I couldn't throw a proper punch anymore! No... Saix wouldn't. He just wouldn't. I loved him, he loved me and that was all there was too it.
Taking a deep breath, I stuck the key into the lock, closing my eyes as I pushed it open gently, getting inside. I didn't hear a gasp or anything... Nothing but... I smiled. Typing. He was typing. He was so concentrated on his writing, he had no idea someone had come in. Things were okay, things hadn't changed, things were the way they were supposed to be.
Concentrating on the lovely sound of typing, I opened my eyes, biting me lip as a moan threatened to pop out of me. I... Oh man, I hadn't seen him in so long, yet he looked exactly the same. Except maybe the clothes... Hey. Those are mine... But. That hair, his blue hair tied up in that pony tail, clearing his fucking beautiful face, dark brown eyes fixed on his computer screen, fingers flying over the keyboard, legs crossed beneath him. Dammit, Saix... Back hunching? He kept getting knots in his muscles for not sitting right behind his desk, yo. Course he never listened, neither had he while I was away, which was awesome because things hadn't changed.
I could keep on staring at him forever... I almost didn't want to interrupt him. Should I? What should I say? Hello seemed somewhat weak, but I didn't know what else to tell him. Would he notice if I moved deeper into the room? Closer to him? He hadn't that first time I'd seen him in this exact same position... Had he become more aware of his surroundings while I was away?
Closing the door softly behind me, I set my duffel bag on the floor and then tip toed my way over to my chair, the one that gave me the most brilliant view on him and him alone. Grinning, I sat carefully down into the recliner, getting comfortable as I just... stared. Yeah... staring was so good, yo.
He froze as the chair gave a small creak. Hands hovering over the keyboard back stiff in surprise, I wondered why he hadn't turned around. I heard a sharp intake of breath and his hands balled into fists.
"Get out of HIS chair. Right. Now. You know the rule. I'm cured of everything else, but that is HIS fucking chair and no one is allowed to sit in it." He still hadn't turned around, but his back was still stiff in what I guessed, after that scolding, was anger. Huh.
Alright so... I could go about it in several ways. I could walk up to him and then hold him but I knew he'd freak out. I knew this because I definitely had not missed the wall covered in post-its. And from where I was sitting? I'd been able to read some of it and it pained me so much to know how much trouble he'd had with my being gone. I could also go back out and then call him first before getting back in the apartment, but that I couldn't do... I couldn't leave. Never again...
"I'm waiting..." He growled, refusing to turn around, but demanding that whoever he thought I was, move anyways. What was it that I'd wanted to tell him the most while I'd been there? I miss you? I love you? You're so hot? Maybe not that last one... Although, he really was... Trailing my eyes over his back, I sighed before wetting my lips and sitting up, but not getting out of the chair. When he growled out again, I smirked at his possessiveness. Silly boy had protected my chair...
"I love you." Yeah... that was it, yo. I swear he would suffer from whiplash with how fast he spun around. He never quit moving, only launched himself at me from his desk to my chair. He nearly tumbled, but I reached out and caught him, pulling him into my lap. The moment our bodies connected, his lips covered mine, and I breathed him in. My heart was beating incredibly fast and my hands had never been happier... Holding him and just feeling him. God... Suddenly, I felt wetness on my cheeks and still lip-locked, I opened my eyes and saw tears leaking from the corners of his eyes. Damn...
Framing his face, I pulled back a little to be able to look at him. My thumbs stroking his cheeks to catch the tears and I'm pretty sure the dry lump in my throat was a hint to some crying of my own.
"Hey," I whispered, "I'm here, promise, yo? It's all good, just hold on." I murmured, pulling him as close as possible to me. Considering the violent sobs that tore out of him, I guided his face into my neck, not kissing just yet as he needed to work through this first. I let my own lips press against his shoulder, my hands roaming over his back as I breathed in his scent. "I missed you so..."
"God. I thought you were dead..." Came a muffled reply. Hands were clutching my shirt, twisting the fabric. I didn't really know what to say to that. I'd feared he may think this. One of my biggest fears... Things wouldn't have been this hard had we had communication.
"I'm not though," I told him softly, my body shaking as his lips pressed against my neck, "I'm back now. I'm not leaving again. Not ever." I said firmly, "Can't be without you... It's too hard. Need you every day, yo."
"Good." He said, leaning up and dragging his lips across my face, just tickling my cheeks, lips and jawline. His eyes opened and he smiled as he brought his hands up to frame my face, his legs settling on either side of my thighs so he was straddling my lap. "You do realize that I'm never letting you out of this apartment? I had chains installed near the bed, and you'll be lucky to see the sun in the next five years for this little stunt." He laughed, though tears were still falling.
"Shit, you're so beautiful..." I whispered softly, "I'm never being honorable again, fuck that, you are mine, Saix. You are my love, my lover, my everything. If someone needs me to step in or protect them, then I'll only do it for you. Nobody else, they can take care of themselves." I squeezed my eyes shut, gritting my teeth as a pathetic sob pulled its way out of me, "Never let me leave again." I blubbered out.
"Reno..." He murmured, lifting his hands to stroke my hair softly, his fingers tangling themselves between the strands. "Reno, Reno, Reno. You'll be too busy fucking me to leave." I gave a weak laugh at his attempt at humor. Now both of us were crying... I rarely cried, wasn't something I liked to do. Not that it was a happy thing to begin with... although, happy tears were a real thing. I dunno, yo... Just not comfortable doing this and once I got going I tended to talk all kinds of funny so talking now? Out of the question. I just needed to hold him for a while. Get myself together and just breathe him in for a moment.
Framing his face, I blushed as I let out a watery hiccup, "Need to hold you for a bit, kay? Just..." I gave him a quick smile and pulled him against me, burying my face against his neck, "Just need to sit here a moment, yo." I whispered, "We can talk in a little while." I felt Saix nod he head slightly, placing a kiss against the side of my head. With his fingers still stroking my hair he rested his cheek against me.
"Whatever you need, Reno. I love you, ya know?" He weakly chuckled and his other hand tightened around me.
"I love you too." I murmured, a smile breaking out over my lips. Those words were music to my ears... "Say it again, yo?" I requested, chuckling some at my sudden neediness.
"I love you, love you, love you, love you..." Each time he said it, I felt his lips reconnect with the side of my head, gently kissing me to emphasize his words. Finally, he pulled my head back using the hand that was in my hair, and placed a soft closed mouth kiss against my lips. "I love you." He murmured, breath ghosting over them.
Saix
For the first time in months, when I cracked my eyes open after waking up, I felt refreshed and rested. My eyes weren't sore, meaning that I hadn't fallen to sleep crying like I normally did, and I was definitely not on my bed hugging my special pillow to death in an effort to relieve stress. No, I was sitting on Reno's chair, the one that no one is allowed to touch, with strong, slender arms wrapped around me, holding me against his side. Reno.
Unable to contain the giddy smile that threatened to overtake my face, I shifted slightly to turn my head and breathe him in some more. Finally. The past few months, the pain and fear just melted away now that I had him hear holding me. But, I was going to give him hell for not calling me as soon as he'd landed or unloaded here or whatever.
My back was a little stiff sitting like this, and I glanced out the window to see that it was dark outside. Meaning we had slept the afternoon away. He must have been exhausted. Wiggling a bit, I realized that we both needed to get up and move around, and if we were still tired, the bed was the better place to sleep. I picked up my hand and gently put it against his cheek.
"Reno?" I said softly. "Reno?" Again a little louder this time.
He grimaced, clearly having heard me but too stubborn to open his eyes, "No." He clipped out. When I poked his cheek, repeating his name, he shook his head, "Tell her I'll call her back later."
Laughing at his words, I wiggled against him causing the chair to shake. "Reno! Come on, I'm starving and if you don't get up, I'm going to eat without you."
His eyes popped open, "Food?" Then he smiled and I squawked in surprise as he launched himself off the chair, holding onto me and then pretty much carrying me too the kitchen as his head bobbed left and right cheerfully, beyond happy he was going to be fed. Entering the kitchen, he set me down onto one of the chairs, and I noticed he winced as he unhooked his right arm from around me.
"What's wrong?" I asked frantically. Was he injured? Had he been shot? Had there been a helicopter accident? A flight test gone wrong, causing him to collide with another helicopter, pinning him between twisted smoking metal, suffocating him? I needed to get another damn post-it on the wall...
Laughing softly at me, he grasped me upper arms, keeping me from running out of the kitchen and to the wall, "I'm fine." He assured, leading me to breathe out shakily in relief. Flicking a blue lock of hair out of my face, he leaned down and pecked my lips softly, "I wasn't supposed to be home this early, I'm sure you know, yo. I broke my arm because of this huge fucking asshole on base. Said he was stronger, I disagreed," He shrugged, "You know me. Can't decline a dare. Anyway, some arm wrestling and the brute twisted my arm too far back, and well, snap." He shook his arm limply between us for emphasis, "We were still on lock down when I was wearing the cask. I'm fine, really." He said this quickly, smiling as my eyes just widened and widened until surely, they would pop. "Seriously, yo, I'm fine. I just have this strain and now I need physical therapy." He shrugged again, "Just means I can't fuck you up against the wall for a while. Unless of course you wanna try and lift me up."
I didn't really register the sex talk, but filed it away for later while I analyzed exactly what he said about getting his arm broken. One of his own unit had done that to him? I'd let him get sent out to war, where I feared he would be killed by the enemy, and one of the people supposed to fight with him, had broken his arm so bad that he had to be sent home and have physical therapy?
"Saix... You're thinking too much. I can tell by the frown on your forehead." He pushed a finger against said frown, trying to smooth it out and away. What the fuck was wrong with those people? I felt rage boil underneath my skin and if I ever had the pleasure of seeing that jackass in real life, I personally rip his manhood off.
"I'm fine, Reno. Just planning and thinking about getting you into physical therapy as soon as possible." He didn't need to see the murderous rage barely contained right now. I turned and opened the fridge, hoping that I actually had food for sandwiches in here. Yuffie had been a big help to me, offering to do grocery shopping as often as I needed. I hadn't liked going out in public as much these days, unsure if I would have a reaction to something that reminded me of Reno. Yup, she'd gotten the bacon for sandwiches, bless her heart. Setting the ingredients on the counter I noticed mine and Reno's mugs set side by side each other. Hmmmm, I thought back to Axel's sessions, and the mug demonstration. I thought I would give it a try...
"Hey, Reno?"
Walking up to me, he wrapped his arms around my waist, settling his chin on my shoulder from behind, "Yes Love?" I smiled foolishly at nothing, letting my heart soar at that endearment.
Okay, can't get distracted. "What kind of sandwich do you want?" I grabbed my mug and turned, his arms were unfortunately forced to release me while I went to the fridge to fill up my cup with lemonade.
"Bacon." He said curtly, grabbing his own mug and following me to the fridge, "Gimmie some of that." He held out his mug, waiting for me to fill it up. Grabbing the pitcher I first filled his cup, then finished filling up mine. So, he followed me with his mug? Did that part count or does it only count when I set it down and he follows me?
"Just bacon? No turkey or ham or roast beef?" I asked, teasing him a little. Putting the pitcher back in the fridge, I bumped my shoulder into his teasingly before setting my mug on the counter a little ways away from where I was building the sandwiches. Test two... Stepping close to me again, he placed his mug right next to mine, the sides touching before he placed his hands on my shoulders, kneading the skin some as he placed his lips against my cheek.
"All four then. But bacon has to be present." I groaned as his hands lightly massaged my shoulders. I'd needed a Reno back rub for months now, but first, the sandwiches.
"Right. Bacon. Good thing Yuffie remembered to get some this week." It was a hit or miss shopping experience with that girl. One week, she'd insisted that I try being a vegetarian...shudder...that had been a bad week. My eyes were drawn again and again to our mugs while I was making our food. I figured a couple more tests and I would know if anything had truly changed.
"So Yuffie and V helped out?" He murmured, letting his hands slip lower over my back so he could knead the skin on my sides, "Thats good, yo." He sighed contently, his fingers sliding underneath my shirt so he could let his palms rest against my stomach unmoving, simply holding me.
I nodded but didn't elaborate. It was embarrassing, looking back, just how much help I had needed to function. Axel, Yuffie, V and even a few of the tenants had kept an eye out for me until Reno's return. He didn't need to know that I was a bundle of crazy without him. Let him think that nothing had changed with me. He'd come in when I was typing, which was a stroke of luck on my part. His palms were warm against my stomach, but if I didn't want to have an embarrassing reaction standing here in the middle of the kitchen, I needed to move away from him again. My body was crying out for him, but food first. Touching second.
"Grab your plate and lets go eat your homecoming sandwich." I told him, chuckling as he didn't release me right away, and I had to twist my body around in his arms so I was facing him. He smiled some, rubbing our noses together before stepping away and taking the plate I offered him, reaching out with his free hand, he took his mug and then waited for me to get my things so I could lead the way.
Ignoring the table for now, I walked back out into the living, cringing when I saw my 'Fear Wall.' Okay, that needed to be taken down ASAP, no need for him to read the 'crazy' that was his boyfriend. I sat down at one end of the couch, setting my mug on the side table and tucking my feet underneath me and setting my plate on my lap.
Reno was on my heels, smiling as he plopped down beside me on the couch. I frowned discretely as he set his plate and mug on the coffee table, but before my mind could rush off with crazy thoughts, his hands came around my waist. Pulling one leg up, he tucked me against him and then reached over to get his plate and mug. As he leaned to the side, he kissed the side of my head while he set his mug down on the side table beside my own mug, letting his hand slip over my shoulders, fingers playing with my hair while he used his other hand to put his plate on his one knee I wasn't sitting against. All the while toying with my hair, he used his free hand to devour his sandwich.
The warm feeling in my chest was spreading throughout my body. He set the mug right next to mine. He couldn't even reach it at this point without leaning way over me, or asking me to hand it to him. My cheeks pulled tight and I know there was a shit eating grin on my face. Mission accomplished. Axel would be proud of me, I think. Oh right...
"I met Axel while you were gone."
He nodded his head, chewing on his food, "Ma told me." When I frowned, he kissed my cheek, "I called her when I was released and kicked back home on medical leave. Figured if I called her and told her I was fine, I could then come to you and not have her bother us for a while. Need to be alone with you before I jump back into the regular daily shit with Ma, V, Yuffie and now apparently Axel."
I couldn't help but Pout a little. "Why didn't you call me?" I whined. I could have at least tried looking presentable...
He chuckled before he cleared his throat, "Well..." He began, "Yo, by explaining this Imma sound all kinds of mushy, but whatever." He sighed with a smile, "If I had called you, I knew that I would have had to hang up." He shrugged, a faint blush flushing his cheeks, "Don't think I can hang up on you for a long while to come, babe." Wow. Just wow. If I hadn't already been completely in love with the guy, I would have fallen, metaphorically down three flights of stairs, in love with him when he said those words. God, I'd missed him.
"So..." I had so many questions, I didn't know where to start. Oh wait... "So, who was the guy who broke your arm?" I asked casually. No need to tell him I was going to hunt the guy down and ruin his life...
Reno shrugged, "Does it matter? I was angry at him at first, but you know? Had he not broken my arm I would have still been in that place for many more months to come."
I frowned. Blocked. "Stupid asshole fucker." At his surprised look, I amended. "Him, not you. And you just won't tell me cause you don't want me to cut his balls off for you." I grumbled out.
He chuckled, nodding, "That. And I'm out of there now, I'm here. That's what matters. I'm back and I'm not leaving again," He gave me a kiss, "I do know you pretty fucking well though, so I made sure that whatever questions you'd have about that place, I could answer. Not that I'm not able to myself, but I'm home, kinda want to just go back where we left off." He finished off his sandwich and then wiggled his way out from behind me, walking over to the duffel bag still lying on the middle of the living room floor. Crouching down, giving me a very nice view on his ass in those jeans, he rummaged through the thing and then when he straightened, showed me a... "It's a recorder. Got it when communication got killed." He walked over to me, tossing the thing in my lap, "Talked to you every day, baby, didn't miss one. And I told you all about everything that happened in each and every day so you could find out and listen to it when I got back."
"Really?" I was floored. Gingerly, I lifted up the recorder with my fingertips. It was incredible; he was incredible. And I felt the familiar tingling in the back of my throat, my stomach tightening and my eyes blurring. Fuck, I was crying again. "Thank you." I hastily swept my arm across my eyes, using the sleeve of the hoodie I was wearing to clear my vision. "See that?" I whispered quietly, pointing to the wall behind me.
Settling himself beside me, he took my plate, placed it onto the coffee table and then pulled me into his arms, chuckling softly, "Kinda hard to miss, Love."
I sighed and relaxed into him embrace. Here goes nothing. "It's my 'Fear Wall.' I didn't...well...exactly go off the deep end when we lost communication," I blushed, "but apparently, I went far enough that Yuffie sent Axel over here." I paused, hoping he would get the significance.
He gripped my chin, turning my head so he could place a firm kiss on my lips, "You're not crazy, Saix." He reassured, "I'm glad Axel found a way to help you work through these fears, yo. If you're comfortable with it, we can just leave them and I'll read one each day I wake up beside you and take them down one by one."
"Okay." I said, not knowing how else to respond. What do you do when your boyfriend is so incredibly amazing that you are dumbstruck. The tape recorder was still in my hands, and my curiosity got the better of me and I switched it on. Reno behind me laughed softly, clearly not uncomfortable about hearing his own recordings. Feeling reassured, I settled down against him and waited for his voice to flow out of the small device.
"The food is ridiculously disgusting. I want bacon!" I laughed at the whine in his recording voice, and it doubled when I saw the look on his actual face. Poor Reno.
"I'm sorry. Bacon for every meal this week, I promise."
Non recording Reno pursed his lips, "So if I'd whined about the lack of blow-jobs, you'd have offered me to give me one for an entire week every single day without missing a beat?" Shaking my head in amusement, I smacked his chest and returned my attention to his recorded voice.
"The Chief is the one who suggested we record ourselves, speaking to our loved ones. Figured it was a good idea to still feel a connection to you guys even though communication is dead. The guys thought it was gay, so most of them aren't doing this. I am gay, so I have no problem doing something that is considered gay." Recorded Reno snickered at his own joke, "Anyway. Lock down is quite... I want to say scary? We're not the only ones in this area, I mean, lock down for us but also the enemy, so there's like no pause war wise. And of course, getting our hands on food isn't always that simple, hence the lack of bacon, yo."
Recorded Reno sighed, "I fly out every day... The things that are below me I tend to not look at. I'm lucky to be in the air, I'm far away from all the real damage that is done." His voice laughed softly then, "This is gonna be hard. First day without communication... Talked to you about ten hours ago and it's already killing me that I can't just pick up the phone and tell you I love you. I know you wanted to say it back to me, before we got cut off? Don't worry, I knew you were going to say it. I heard you even though the cut off didn't allow you to actually voice it." A hum of appreciation, "I love you too, Saix."
Another voice appeared in the background, and then, "Rookie is here, gotta go and show him he's supposed to treat the helicopter with delicate care and not like some teenage brute having access to breasts for the first time!" A protest from the rookie, a laugh from recorded Reno, "Talk to you soon. Love you."
"I love you, too." I told Reno. I figured I owed him one 'I love you' for every one he'd told me and I wasn't able to return the sentiment. It wasn't fair that he'd had it rough over there with his unit, but I was glad that he was home, here with me, cradling me in his arms. "Okay, your turn. Go pick a fear off the wall, and I'll read it to you." I nudged him with my shoulder. Unwilling to let me go, he simply reached up, taking the one that his fingers closed around on first. Unsticking it, he handed it to me mutely, placing his chin on my shoulder so he could read with me. I winced. Probably not the best one to read, but he'd already grabbed one and I didn't want to make him reach around for another one with his injured arm. Scrunching my nose up in distaste I read it.
"He could be injured and I'm not there to take care of him. Sexy Nurse." Really, Saix? How on earth did I come up with that one. I waited to see what he would say.
He sighed heavily, dramatically, "They were all women..." He whined, pouting out his bottom lip, giving me big puppy eyes.
"What if they molested you in your sleep, huh?" I glared and poked his side. He chuckled a bit, but seeing the blush on my cheeks, he then cleared his throat. That meant he was about to share something he normally wouldn't...
"Alright, well..." He surprised me by pulling away, eyes squeezed shut as a shy smirk played on his lips, fingers tugging on his red hair, "Shit, this is embarrassing..." He mumbled, eyes still closed, "I..." He cleared his throat again, "Couldn't get it up, Saix." He breathed out quickly, opening one eye to take a peek at me carefully. And then he froze, frowning, "Not that I tried to get it up for someone else!" He blurted out, "God no! You're the only one for me, yo! But quickies in the bathroom to relief pressure weren't exactly possible because my damn dick disabled while I was there!"
I gawked. "Me either!" I exclaimed, not caring that I just admitted to being impotent. "I didn't even have any wet dreams about you!" Realizing that I had his shoulders beneath my palms shaking him in excitement, I blushed and removed them. Tilting my head to the side, I placed my hand over his heart and felt his heartbeat beneath my fingers. "What about now?" I asked quietly.
I blinked at the wicked grin appearing on his face and then a quick whoosh of air escaped me as he reached up, grabbed me and then pulled me down on top of him, his left arm trapped between our stomachs as he palmed me roughly through my pants. I was nearly embarrassed by the loudness of the moan that pulled out of me, but that feeling quickly faded as Reno's head fell backwards, a moan of his own tearing it's way out of his throat, his legs falling open so I was nestled between them.
"It's alive!" He shouted in triumph, laughing as he tilted his head back straight onto his shoulders, shoving his lips onto my own. Desire slammed into me making me see stars.
"Oh fuck, yeah!" I moaned into his mouth, and my hips moved of their own volition. The friction was so much more than I remembered it and we weren't even naked yet. Naked. I needed him naked... My fingers went to his sides, trailing over his hips and yanked his shirt up his chest.
"Okay!" He said breathlessly, excitedly and somewhat incoherently, "Yes, thats a good idea!" He agreed with my thoughts, "Just. No time for slow, get up!" Before I could follow his instructions he'd already pushed us up onto our feet and by the time I collected my wits back together, Reno was already stripped down to his boxers. "Don't just stand there, get naked!" He shouted.
I jumped and scrambled to undo my pants, struggling a little with the string that was tied in a knot. "How the hell did you do that so fast?" I questioned, tripping a little as I tried to get my legs out of the sweat pants I was wearing.
"One minute to wake up, two minutes to make my bed and then another two minutes to take my pj's off and my uniform on." He rattled out quickly, "You know me, yo," He grinned, "Don't like getting up fast so I took three minutes to wake up, one minute to make my bed and the last one minute to change instead." I chuckled as I stepped out of the pants, and tugged on the sleeve of my hoodie trying to get my arm out of it.
"So, I shouldn't expect a slow, tantalizing striptease anytime soon?" He was the one that gripped the edge of my sweater, pulling it off in one swift pull. My head popped out and before I could blink I was back in his arms already.
"Not until our dicks have caught up with the number of orgasms we've missed these last couple of months." He agreed and then re-attached his mouth to mine. His taste was the same, and oh, how I'd missed it. It didn't even seem real that he was here and kissing me, touching me. I reached my arms around his waist and slid my hands down beneath his boxers and squeezed his delicious naked ass at the same time thrusting my hips forward to meet his. He broke away gasping, resting his forehead onto my shoulder as his fingers tightened on my hips.
"Following suggesting is going to be highly unromantic, but lets skip the foreplay and have you fuck me silly already, yo?" I opened my mouth to answer but then... Knock knock. "You're going to ignore that." Reno clipped out sternly, palming my butt firmly.
"Fuck yeah, I am." I moaned, feeling our arousal's rub against each other through our boxers. Knock knock. Reno growled angrily against my neck, jerking our hips together. Knock knock. Reno kissed me firmly, deepening the kiss instantly. He moaned into my mouth and I followed his lead without skipping a beat, ignoring whoever was behind the door.
"Saix!" Axel? "Don't kill yourself! I've worked much too hard on you for you to give up now!" The therapist shouted angrily.
Reno popped his head out of my shoulder, glaring at the door, "See. I knew I had cut off contact with that ridiculous porky pine for a good fucking reason!" He shouted at the door.
"Reno?" Axel shouted in surprise.
"Go away, cuz!" Reno shouted back.
"Reno!" Axel shouted, not surprised anymore, just cheerfully.
"My dick needs attention! Don't you dare kill it!" Reno warned.
"Let me in, fucker!" Axel responded. Reno dropped his forehead onto my shoulder, blubbering out profanities I'd rather not voice out loud. I patted him on the back, definitely understanding his frustration as his dick wasn't the only one on the verge of dying.
"Go. Let's just let him in so he will leave faster." I smiled at the look of death he was shooting the door with. Sighing loudly, he didn't even bother putting his clothes back on as he detached himself from me and made his way to the door. Halfway across, he turned around, grabbed my hand and then tucked me into his side before trying again. When we reached it, he ripped the door open, the lights popping out instantly. Reno grimaced at the ceiling, then shrugged and turned his attention to Axel.
"May we help you?" He clipped out. Axel smiled broadly, taking in his cousin, probably ignoring the fact he was practically naked entirely.
"Good to have you back." The therapist said. He turned his green eyes on me and gave me a smile, "Fears gone?"
"Yes. Thank you, Axel. Now, um, if you don't mind too much..." I said trying to get the point across. I suppose I should have been a little more grateful, but Reno was finally in my arms, and dear god, I was harder than I'd been in months. Axel nodded, grinning in understanding, clearly not offended whatsoever. Turning a narrowed gaze on Reno, he waved a stern finger at his cousin.
"Stop the fucking crap, cuz, you hear?" Axel clipped out, "We are back in contact and you can't do nothing about it, yeah?" I could see Axel was almost kind of vulnerable looking, clearly upset with how things had been left between them all those years ago. Although I wouldn't force Reno into getting back in contact with Axel if he didn't want too, I did sincerely hope Reno would because Axel... He obviously had missed Reno all these years.
Axel squeaked in surprise as Reno reached out and pulled Axel in for a quick hug. "Thanks for looking out for him." Reno whispered, "Sorry for fucking up after dad died." That meant he'd work things out between them. Axel knew too, because he smiled against his cousin's shoulder, clapping him on the back carefully. "Now get the fuck out of here, yo." Reno said cheerfully, detaching himself from Axel so he could gently nudge him back out of the door. Axel grinned, giving us a salute and he turned to leave at the same moment Reno slammed the door shut, the lights miraculously popping back on again.
"Hey!" I exclaimed in surprise. "You fixed it!" Reno eyed the lamp hesitantly, and then slammed the door again for good measure.
When the lights remained lit, he grinned, "Guess I did!"
I grabbed his hand before he could slam the door again and pulled him against me. "Bedroom. Now." I growled.
Reno
I was lying on my back in the middle of our bed, we'd both agreed we needed to be face to face even though we liked the kinky on occasion... Kinky could come later, we needed some quick, hot lovin' for now. Feet pressing into he mattress, I lifted my head off the pillow to look at Saix who was knelt down between my legs, hooded eyes trailing over my naked sweaty body, one hand grasping the base of his length, about ready to fuck me.
Laughing, I snapped my fingers before his in trance like eyes, "Come on, baby, you're killing me. I know I'm pretty but stop being such a tease and nail me already."
"I was just making sure I didn't come early, alright?" He pouted at me. "It's not my fault that seeing you all spread out like that, is the best fucking sight I've seen in months!" Taking a deep breath, he slowly ran the head of his dick between my cheeks stopping when he came to my entrance and slowly, oh so slowly, fed just the tip inside me.
Pulling the pillow out from underneath my head, I smothered my face into it, groaning so fucking loud in pleasure before flinging the thing across the room so I could look at Saix again. He was panting, slipping inside of me slowly, his chest dropping down on me carefully, trapping my painfully hard erection between our stomachs. Snaking my arms around him, I grabbed his derriere and urged him to move. This feeling... I'd missed it so much. Not just the fucking in general, or the love making, or whatever. Just that simple connection I shared with him and only him. I'd never bottomed for anyone but Saix, he'd been somewhat surprised to find out after the first time we'd switched around, but of course, thrilled and smug I'd trusted only him to pop my man cherry.
Urging him on, I panted loudly, my open mouth inches from his, not able to kiss him as breathing was pretty difficult right now. But in a good way, not a bad way... I liked being breathless in this sense. He too was breathing somewhat forcefully, fingers twisted in my hair, tugging on the locks in ways he knew I liked it.
"Are you good? Cause I can't hold back much longer..." He groaned still slowly moving instead of pounding me into the mattress.
I jerked my hips upwards, quickening up our pace as I nodded at him somewhat frantically, "Don't intend for this to last hours, Love, just need you to come inside of me..." I whispered, moaning loudly as he did, picking up in speed some more.
"God, ugh, yes!" Needing no other encouragement, he quickened the pace, pulling back and aiming for my prostate every time he slammed back inside of me. Unable to close my mouth as noises of utter delight kept falling out, I propped myself up onto my left elbow, using my right to hold onto the back of his head as I pushed up into him, creating as much friction as he was. Considering we'd both been unable to do anything while apart, we'd been aware this wouldn't last very long... So when he reached between our tummies, closing his fingers around my length, squeezing a couple of times, I shoved my lips onto his, groaning out his name and came hard. His graceful and lean body stiffened above me, a gasp, my name falling breathlessly from his lips and I groaned as he came too. I didn't mind when he slumped on me, apparently unable to hold himself up anymore. He rolled to the side and reached for a Kleenex to wipe our stomachs off.
"Reno?" He asked softly. He handed me the tied up condom and I threw it across the room, the thing landing in the trashcan by the door. If I could have my way, that thing would be filled halfway up by the end of the day. Smiling, I reached for him, tucking him into my side, my fingers finding their way into the blue pony tail that was completely ruined by now.
"Duckling?"
"Just wanted to tell you I loved you again. Just in case you didn't get the message before." He sighed and nestled against me, clearly ready to fall asleep again.
I hummed appreciatively, kissing his sweaty forehead, "I love you too." And then I yawned, realizing he didn't have a bad idea going there. A nap would be nice... But what about food? Saix shivered some and I quickly reached down, covering us with a blanket. Nah, a nap was fine...
Six months later.
I could have taken him out on a date in a fancy restaurant... Talk about how things had turned out after my return. The fact that we'd fallen back into our regular routine. How funky it was to hear my own voice resonate through the apartment as he listened to my recordings. How about a week after I'd come back he'd dumped a stack of papers into my lap and told me to read with a curt nod. I'd read it... Found out how scared and sad he'd been.
We could also talk about how easy it had been for him to get back to his writing process, the way he wrote entire chapters in a day again now that I was back, breathing down his neck, staring wide eyed as the story wrote itself out before my eyes. He allowed me to sit behind him now... We could also talk about how happy we'd been when it was certainty I'd never have to return to Zanarkand. How I'd found myself a job as a pilot, flying a helicopter commercially... But, yo. He needed to see something now that I could show him.
Holding onto the joysticks steadily, I guided the helicopter through the air, peeking to the side quickly to see Saix's reaction as the most beautiful sunrise poked it's shiny head out from behind the fluffy clouds.
"Wow!" He exclaimed loudly. His hair was brushed out of his face and his eyes were wide looking around, trying to take in the whole effect. The clouds were painted deep reds and oranges for a brief amount of time before the sun steadily climbed higher.
Smiling as his hand reached out to close around my own, I nodded, "Yeah, it's wow." I agreed in a murmur. He smiled brilliantly back at me and that's when I knew I had to get back down. Get back down so I could get my knee down on the fucking ground and shove me a damn expensive ring onto my Duckling's finger. Yo.
So I promised to reveal which couple got the most votes. It was couple C and couple C is Cloud and Leon! See you next Saturday!