E/B, J/A, E/R, E/C the rest of the twilight crew. (Vampire+Human)

I'm new at this so guys take it easy.

Disclaimer: I own nothing of twilight or Stephenie Mayer.

Chapter 13

Headlines

While we were eating dinner that night I couldn't help but peek over Esme's shoulder too see Jessica not eating but talking to Tanya instead.

There was a large bandage rapped all around her nose, the whole area around where her nose was, was purple and now yellow some what.

I let out a roaring laugh, realizing my one punch did that much to her face. Now if I had used my full strength that would have made a mess.

Everyone stared at me than started laughing too. I rolled my eyes seeing Emmet almost choke on his food from laughing so hard.

I looked down at my plate realizing that although I was a vampire and that almost everybody here knew it, I still had to eat it because of the door knob twins outside and the one beautiful man beside me.

I stuck my fork into my food cracking the chicken bone accidentally, which usually you're supposed to eat around. I squeezed my eyes together and held my breath picking off the broken bone and then shoving the chicken into my mouth.

It was tasteless, no scratch that, it tasted like eating a big bowl of maggots accept they didn't wriggle down you're throat.

I opened my mouth about to say something until someone cleared their throat.

I looked up to see Jasper making a toast.

"To a full belly, a heavy purse, and a light heart." He said for no reason and raising his glass, followed him by raising their glasses and letting out small chuckles and giggles.

"'Cuz that's how we role!" Emmet said, as if his words were an explosive laughter bomb that ticked than went boom because everyone laughed even louder.

I sat still smiling thoughtfully while everyone giggled and laughed.

You're heart will never be light… Only silent.

I frowned at my hands sitting in my lap.

"Excuse me." I asked silently, pushing the chair away from the table.

Everyone stopped laughing. They caught why I was sad and Jasper tilted his head so he was looking down at his food.

I walked over to him, he was like a brother to me, I hated seeing him sad.

"Cheer up. That's not the reason." I whispered, smiling and then went around the table kissing everyone's cheek good night.

As I walked up stairs I felt the eyes on me again, I turned around but no one was there.

I ran the rest of the way up stairs, being sure I'd feel better once I got there. I walked in through the door and lied down on the king sized bed which had a beautiful blue pattern, almost like patchwork with some throw pillows with different patterns set against the main pillows. The walls were light beige which matched the dresser. There was a huge closet filled with clothing Alice had bought for both Edward and I.

I sighed feeling lonely, although if I went back down I would look like a pathetic tool.

I walked over to the closet and pulled out a pair of extremely ripped jeans and a deep blue coloured polo.

I threw them on and pulled my hair into a messy ponytail, checked myself once in the bathroom mirror seeing that I looked pretty decent.

I looked out the window seeing there were a few clouds in the sky. I closed my eyes and pushed them out of here allowing the stars to come through on this beautiful spring night.

When I opened them there they were, the stars glowing like a million candles in the sky. I was glad that I had recently found out I controlled the weather.

I opened the window. And grabbed a piece of paper and a pen, I wrote a quick note to Edward.

Edward,

I've gone out for a run, I'll be back in a bit.

Just needed to think some things over.

Love,

Bella

Xoxo

I kissed the paper leaving a glimmering pink lip print on it.

I knew he'd like that.

I set it on the bed and put the pen back in its holder, not wanting to leave a mess. I stuck my shoes in the closet.

I backed away from the window getting ready to make my jump from the 3rd story of their cottage.

A.K.A Huge, dinosaur sized, Mansion!

I felt the newspaper under my foot.

Don't remember that being there. I shrugged.

I read the headline:

"Man Found Dead in Cottage Country.

Bleed to Death by Puncture Marks All over Body.

Although Blood was Never Found."

I shook my head.

It. Can't. Be.

I felt my silent heart jolt as I realized he found me. I crumpled up the news paper with the headline on it and through it in the garbage.

I stood back from the window.

I ran towards it, doing a diving figure as I soared through the air and landed perfectly on the balls of my feet.

I felt eyes on me again, but shook it off.

I ran into the forest not stop, not even to smell anything. I heard a stag, I didn't even bother figuring out what the distance was.

I ran, I jumped, and I had it.

While I finished off the stag and as it went limp, I wiped my mouth. Realizing that I didn't get any blood on me for once.

I pulled the stags body behind a tree. Wanting no body to really see it, although I was so deep in the forest any normal human being wouldn't be able to find their way back.

I felt good and full and a little sloshy from consuming the whole stag very fast.

I sighed unable to think of how I would tell Edward who I really was, or what I would do to get rid of him following me, from Forks to Arizona and then back again.

Yes my father killed his wife, and then he killed my father. He ran off! My mother was broken and bleeding, she wasn't a vampire. Only my father and I were. There was blood everywhere.

I was a young vampire, with her mother dying of loss of blood.

And than I killed her.

I stopped in my path; I bent over and felt the tears escape my eyes. Trickling down my cheeks. As a vampire I wasn't supposed to be able to cry, but some how I could.

I whimpered in the night air, feeling the darkness creeping in all around me and having this burden grow heavier everyday.

I had never felt so weak in my life. I pulled myself up, trying to keep the rest of the tears held back in my eyes.

I wiped my cheeks, than realized that I had a family. It wasn't my real family but they were all there for me. I had my old family in my heart still.

I began to walk slowly, then I picked up the pace realizing that I had been out of there for a good 30 minutes.

I ran smiling when I thought that maybe Edward would be glad I'm back and scoop me up in his warm, muscular arms.

Mmmm.

I grabbed a flower from a bush I was passing by, I stuck it in my hair above my ear. I walked silently past the window when I realized Emmet and Rosalie were lying together on the couch watching some old scary movie and eating popcorn. I saw the window and there were no lights on, I furrowed my brow wanting not to over shoot the distance to the window and land on the roof.

I walked a few steps away from the house and jumped. I hung from the ledge of the window, I pulled myself up into a sitting position. I looked in to see Edward asleep on top of the bed, in his hand right up against his chest was my note with the lip gloss kiss.

I smirked, trying not to laugh.

He looked so serene and beautiful. I envied him.

I noticed Bear asleep by his feet. And right away knew that Edward had one Bear over.

I hopped off the windows ledge and on the tips of my toes. I took the flower from behind my ear and set it on the pillow next to him.

I walked out of the room, blowing him a kiss and seeing him move slightly.

I walked down the hallway and into Alice and Jasper's room. Jasper was reading a book with Molly in his lap, and Alice was picking out what she would wear the next day. I grinned.

They were perfect together. All of them.

I cleared my throat and Alice came and jumped me. Jasper let out a quiet chuckle and Molly clapped her hands. Liking that Mommy just tackled Aunty Bella.

"Bella! There you are! Where were you?" Alice smiling as big as a crescent moon.

"Uh. I went out to hunt." I replied.

"Oh, cool!" Alice jumped off me and went back to her clothes. Her attention span was the same as a gold fish.

"Hey Jazz." I grinned.

"What's up, Bells?"

"Nothing, I just wanted to apologize to you for leaving when you were making you're toast, I was being rude and it wasn't you're fault. I just bummed myself out."

"But I shouldn't have been so careless with my words." He looked at his hands, his expression almost made me cry.

I walked over to him and hugged him. Receiving a slight smile from Mr. sad pants.

"Jasper, you are like a brother to me and making a comment on the light heart isn't a big deal. I was just pulling out bad memories. Besides I was fucking starving!" I giggled and kissed his cheek than bent down and kissed Molly's head.

"Alright. But only if you say so." He smiled kissing the side of my head.

"I do." I jumped off the bed and kissed Alice on the cheek.

"Now you kids go to bed. We're going to have a hell of a day tomorrow. Molly make sure they get to bed." I winked at Molly, smiled, and then closed their door.

I walked down the hallway and saw that at the window all the way at the end of it, there was Emse and Carlisle snuggling up against each other in the pool.

I heard Jessica and Tanya talking on the phone and giggling about some text message they got from an Italian Super Model, I rolled my eyes.

I looked over the railing at the end of the third story to see Rose and Em making out on the couch. The popcorn all over the floor and them falling off the couch and rolling around in it.

I hit the deck, dying of such a funny sight. I covered my mouth so I couldn't laugh and disturb them.

I turned around and walked back into my room, I pulled my hair out of its messy position and let it hang down my back and over my shoulders.

I climbed in beside Edward on the bed. He was so warm, and made me feel safe. I snuggled up more into him, hearing him humming while I did so.

I kissed him lightly on his lips and watched him grin although I think he thought he was dreaming.

I let out a quiet giggled than closed my eyes pretending I was sleeping but really just thinking.

Tomorrow should be interesting… I thought.