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The moon lit their way as they walked hand in hand down the road. As they walked Hinata felt the splatter of raindrops falling on her skin. She looked up at the sky and a small smile formed on her face.
"It's raining." She said. Gaara tilted his face upwards and she saw the wind shift his hair. He looked handsome in the dark night.
"I suppose it is." Came his cool voice. He instinctively glanced at the tiny gourd attached to his hip to make sure it was secure.
"In our culture it means a form of good luck."
His teal orbs caught hers. Gaara cocked his head to the side regarding her with curiosity.
"How so?"
"When it rains on your wedding day it should be considered good luck. A wedding is the same as tying the knot. Once a knot gets wet it becomes even more difficult to unravel. This makes it good luck in the sense that it will make our marriage no easy feat to destroy."
The smile still was present on her lips. Talking was helping. Her nerves were all over the place. "It also means one other thing."
"I see. What would the other significance be?"
A small blush appeared on her cheeks. Her heartbeat picked up a tiny bit. "Enhanced fertility."
Gaara looked forward again and said nothing. Little did Hinata know was that she wasn't the only one who was nervous tonight.
The hotel came into view. It was a different building then the one that the Kazekage had been originally staying during his time in Konoha. The building was only two floors tall and looked like it had been previously a home before it became renovated.
They made their way inside before the rain outside got worse. The white door chimed as they walked in. Hinata shrugged a few drops out of her hair and wiped her shoes on the mat under her. These heels went through hell and back. It was a miracle they didn't break under her force.
Gaara didn't even bother stopping. He went straight to the front desk where a man stood behind the place. Without a word he slid her husband a card key across the counter tile.
To her surprise the man walked past her and out the door. She held a bewildered look on her face.
"I rented this whole place out for the night. They agreed to give us privacy. Our room is the masters on the second floor."
Without a word Gaara turned on his heel and made his way up the stairs that were located behind the counter.
Hinata numbly followed behind eager to get out of the dress. It was beautiful but heavy to wear. The night was beginning to take a toll on her.
When she arrived on the landing she saw that he already slept in and left the door open for her. Taking a deep breath she walked inside.
Her heart stopped in her chest at the sight before her. To the right of the room was a door that led to what she assumed was the bathroom. The wall that was facing her had a balcony with glass sliding doors. The white curtains blew in the cool air.
To the left of the room was a huge king sized bed that faced the bathroom. It had a huge canopy hung over it. The headboard was made of modern wood just like the canopy. White sheets and a white comforter accented the bed. What caught her attention the most was what was in the middle of the bed.
Red rose petals were placed in the middle in the shape of a heart. Two swans that were made out of towels were near the pillows. Both of their heads were together creating another heart.
On the bedside table was a silver bucket that contained two bottles of wine that were resting on top of ice. There were two wine glasses as well as a white box that contained chocolate covered strawberries.
Candles were lit around the room filing the air with a pleasant aroma.
Hinata awed at the beauty of it. The whole room was saying romance. The room was also giving her mixed feelings. She felt eager yet scared at the same time.
She glanced up towards the balcony and saw a shadow through the curtains. Her husband was outside. When the shadow moved her body jumped and she took a step back. She felt her heart beating fast.
Her eyes glanced towards the bathroom and she made her way towards it quickly. Feeling a bit self conscious she closed the door.
Once inside she let out a breath that she didn't even realize she was holding. Her eyes lit up at the sight before her. To the left was a jacuzzi. The white squared tub was filled with foamy bubbles that didn't allow her to see the water. Rose petals were scattered inside as well.
The lights were off but the candles in this room gave enough light to see. Her pale eyes looked away from the jacuzzi to the mirror on the right side. Two sinks were located on the white marble countertop.
Without looking at her reflection she removed her dress. With careful hands she folded it and put it in the closet where the towels went.
She then decided to look at her reflection and frowned. On her body was the white lingerie set that Ino picked out. This wasn't her. At least not yet. It was making her feel uncomfortable so she took it off as well.
The thin material fell off her body with grace and onto the floor. She grabbed a black hair tie and and put her blue black hair in a messy bun.
Hinata didn't even realize her legs were shaking until she took a step. She dipped a foot inside of the jacuzzi and was pleased to see that it was still warm. Her whole body slipped comfortably into the water and she released a small sigh as her back met with the cool jacuzzi wall.
The bubbles covered her body and stopped right at her collar bones. It was then that she let her mind wander.
Was she nervous? Yes. Was she scared? Possibly. Did she still want to do this? Of course.
She stretched her leg so her foot met with one of the jets. The feeling of the rushing water on the sole made her nerves ease slightly.
Hinata knew she loved Gaara with all her heart. Her mind flashed back to the conversation she had with Eleanor a couple of days ago.
"Eleanor?" Hinata asked as she sat up in bed.
Eleanor looked up as she was setting her tea down on the table.
"Yes?"
"How do you know if you're ready?" Her voice quivered.
Eleanor's eyes widened as she got the meaning behind the words.
"Ask yourself one question and that answer will also answer your own question as well."
Hinata leaned forward in bed.
"What is it?"
"Do you trust him?" Eleanor asked.
"Yes." She replied without hesitation.
"Then that's your answer."
Hinata looked confused for a moment. "Wait but what about love?"
Eleanor smiled and shook her head.
"You can not love without trust."
Hinata smiled as a small shudder went through her body. Tonight they will consummate their marriage.
A knock sounded on her door. Suddenly all the emotions she was feeling came at her with full force. She bit her lip. "You can come in."
The door creaked open slowly. She saw Gaara standing there once the door was fully opened. The cool air from the room came in making her shudder.
His teal eyes landed on the small pile of clothes on the floor then worked their way up to his wife sitting comfortably in the tub.
Hinata saw him close the door slowly. Without a single word he began to remove his clothing making eye contact with her the whole time.
She saw the slight tremble in his hands as he took of his vest and unzipped his coat. The heavy material joined her items in a heap on the floor. He casually kicked off his sandals. The intensity of his state made a warm feeling appear in her stomach.
Hinata knew that if she showed a sign of weakness he would stop this immediately. She knew that her husband would never make her do anything that she wasn't comfortable with.
His gourd was placed on the ground. She drew in a deep breath when he began undoing his belt buckle. His pants joined the rest of his clothes. The whole time Hinata never removed her eyes from his.
Gaara brought his legs inside of the water and stood before her forcing her to look up at him. That was when she finally truly saw him.
A small blush rose to her cheeks. The water splashed around her and raised some more when he took a seat opposite her.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
His voice sounded smooth in the empty room. Her pale eyes met his and she was surprised to see the intensity in them. There were so many emotions in place. Hunger, lust, love, craving, and more. So much more.
"Yes." She was happy that she didn't studder.
"Okay." Came his response. They continued to sit in a comfortable silence.
"So. I'm not.. not really sure on how this works." She said. Her cheeks flushed a deeper shade of red.
"I'm not sure either." Hinata swore she saw the tips of his ears turn pink.
Silence.
Hesitantly she reached her hand out and found his. Their fingers clasped together. Gaara looked at their entwined hands in wonder.
"Kankuro did mention something." He whispered more to himself.
"What was that?"
He shook his head but scooted closer until he was right in front of her. Carefully he leaned in closer until their foreheads were touching each other. The contact of his warm skin on hers caused her to shudder.
Without another second passing by he caught his lips with hers. The feeling of his soft lips caused her body to warm all over. Hinata felt his tongue begging for entrance and she let him in. A small gasp escaped her lips as he kissed her with such a passion it made her knees feel weak.
Her hands reached into his hair as he shoved her against the wall. His tongue was teasing hers. The way his lips molded against hers made her feel like they were made specially for her. Just her.
He pulled away and kissed the corners of her mouth, her forehead, nose, and then lips again. Her hands instinctively traveled down to his back pushing him closer to her. Without meaning to she pushed her hips, grinding into him, she felt something poke her inner thigh. Her hand reached down in the water and brushed against his length. This caused him to break their kiss.
Hinata felt her face burn and her first instinct was to bury her hands in her face.
"Hinata." He moaned. His hand caressed her face as he planted more kisses on her lips. He seemed to be following her movements as he slowly ground against her.
She bit her lip as an unknown feeling overcame her. A sudden desire and want. She wanted more than anything for him to do that again. There was a certain friction that she felt needed to be relieved.
His knee pried her legs apart giving him more access. His head rested against her neck as he trailed kisses down to her collarbone. She felt his warm breath on her skin and felt goosebumps rise wherever his fingers touched.
"G-Gaara." Came her breathless pant. Their naked bodies were a tangled mess in the water. More than once she had felt his massive member poke her inner thigh. Each time getting closer to its actual destination.
Her back arched when she felt his hand touch her breasts. She felt him staring at her and she had an instinctive reaction to cover herself when his loud voice stopped her.
"Don't." His eyes never left her. "Never hide your body from me. You're more beautiful than I could have ever imagined."
Her lips parted in shock only for his tongue to intrude. He massaged her breasts once more earning a low moan from his wife.
To her surprise he dipped his head down and captured one in his mouth. His lips sucked and her head rolled back at the sudden feeling. The pleasure was making her legs shake in anticipation.
His face rose to meet hers and a questioning look was in his eyes.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked for the second time that night.
He was afraid of her rejection. It was why he never wanted to get married. He never thought a woman would stand to be with him let alone let him touch her. That was why he always thought his dream would stay a dream. That was why whenever he kissed or touched her he did it quickly in case she decided to pull away or saw him for the monster he once was.
Until this very night he never realized what he had been missing out on. He suddenly craved human contact with no one else but her. They were both about to cross a line that you could never go back on. There was no possible way for two human beings to be connected more closely then what they were about to do if they chose to be intimate.
Hinata's pale eyes looked deeply into his own. A few water droplets fell onto her eyelashes only adding to her beauty. Her lips were pink and swollen from all the kisses he managed to steal. The rosy color of her cheeks made her innocence known. This was going to be her last chance to back out. Gaara didn't know if he could control himself around her for much longer.
The mirrors in the room were fogged up due to the mere moments they shared a couple of seconds ago. She finally spoke.
"I want to."
The look on his face was of pure happiness. His teal orbs were filled with love just like her own. He pushed her deeper into his chest as they embraced.
"It's going to hurt, just tell me when you want me to stop. I mean it, okay?" He said in a gentle voice.
Hinata took a small gulp as she nodded. This was it. She hoped it won't be as bad as her friends had said it would.
He kissed her forehead before his lips covered her own once more. She felt him position himself at her entrance. Gaara's lips covered the gasp that escaped her lips when he entered her. A sharp pain flew through her body at the foreign feeling. Her eyes screwed shut and she heard her husband moan above her as he too adjusted to the feeling.
"You okay?" He whispered into her ear. She nodded and he moved deeper into her. Hinata winced at the pinching feeling deep inside. It is just as bad as everyone says, if not worse. His body is still, unmoving and the feeling is incredibly uncomfortable for her.
A tear managed to leak from the corner of her eye and he kissed the tear away. Her breath was coming out in short spurts.
"Can I move?" His breath was strained and raspy. She gave him a small nod.
The pain continued as he pulled out and plunged into her again. Gaara kissed her all over her including her cheeks, her nose, her lips, and her neck. Her hands were on his back and she dug her fingernails into him to help take her mind from the discomfort.
"Hn." He moaned and rolled his head back. His eyes were closed revealing his dark eyelids.
"I love you, I love you so much Hinata." He breathed against her cheek. The comfort of his voice muted the pain slightly but it was still present as his hips slowly rolled against hers.
Hinata wanted to tell him how much she loves him but was afraid that if she talks, she would cry.
"Do you.. do you want me to stop?" He stuttered. She could hear the pleasure and worry battling out in his voice.
She quickly shook her head and watched in amazement as his eyes closed tightly. His jaw was clenched in concentration and beads of sweat were forming on his forehead.
Hinata closed her eyes as she felt a slight pleasure for the first time since he entered her. She felt a pressure building up and could feel that Gaara was close to it too.
"I love you Gaara." She managed to get out as she felt intense pleasure and release overcome her.
Her words had an affect on him as he slammed hard into her one last time while making promises of forever and unconditional love as he tensed and fell onto her.
Hinata could feel the heavy thumping of his heart against her chest. She slowly and carefully placed a kiss on top of his dampened hair.
He slowly rose and pulled out of her. It was then that she noticed the tears in his eyes. It was the first time she had ever seen Gaara cry.
There wasn't anything that had to be said. She wrapped her arms around him and pulled him in a tight embrace. They stayed like that for a while as they both tried to recover from the experience.
To her surprise he lifted her out of the water bridal style. He kicked the door to the bedroom open and plopped her onto the rose petals on her bed.
The tears were gone from his eyes and the look in them said they were far from being finished.
She felt the more times they did this the more she was going to enjoy it.
It was going to be a long night.