Well, I can honestly say that I know when my next chapter will be up. In one week, when I'm no longer staying with my cousins. And although I can't write anything slightly M in front of them (Like the next chapters that I have coming. One possibly Misaki x Usami. And then the one I skipped earlier. Misaki as a seme! Yay!) it really isn't too bad. My little 8 year old cousin watches FMA with me! It's adorable! He wants to crosplay as Envy! (Which figures cause I've always thought one day he'd be a crossdresser. Lol. And he keeps saying adorable things like "You gotta love Wrath. He's just so cute!" I love my family!)
Helena by My Chemical Romance
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"Burning on,
Just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew,"
About a week after we'd met a letter arrived frim Usami. I tried not to think anything of it. It was just an invite to a movie, not a date…
Then again, I knew he was really lonely. He probably just wanted to be around someone but he was anti-social, Takahiro was busy and Kamijou was… Well, Kamijou; he probably didn't have anyone else to hang out with. So, going to see a stupid movie with him wasn't really a big deal. It was just male-bonding. Then again… Usami's idea of male-bonding was a little off…
So, I told Shiki I was going out and left.
-/-
"Can we pretend?
To leave and then,
We'll meet again.
When both our cars collide."
-Akihiko POV:
"So, I see you didn't bring the new boyfriend," I said with a small smile.
"No, should I have?" he asked, grinning back. It was hard to keep from dragging him back to my car and... Yes, the thought was tempting. Very tempting.
"Um… So, what did you want to see?" Misaki asked, helping me to focus on something other than him.
I hadn't actually thought that far ahead. Well, I am good at improvising…
So, I picked the first movie that's poster I noticed. Which just happened o e some creepy teen movie. But Misaki just shrugged and bought his tickets. I knew this was not his type of movie, nor was it mine. But at least it would distract me from attacking him.
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Misaki seemed to be truly scared by the movie. Within 15 minutes he was clinging to the armrests and sitting at the edge of his seat. I would have laughed, and almost did because I really wasn't paying attention to the screen, except I know he'd only yell at me and make a fuss. He looked terrified… There could be nothing wrong with "comforting" him, right? Yeah, comfort. That was a great way to put it.
I casually laid my hand over one of his in an attempt at "comforting" him. His eyes instantly flicked over to me. But he didn't look angry. Then the hand under mine flipped over and our fingers intertwined. Neither of us broke eye contact. And after what was only a few minutes or us, although it seemed to be many scenes later in the movie, Misaki actually pushed the armrest up so we could move closer. His lips brushed against mine in the dark, causing my heart to go crazy. Yeah, Misaki was my drug alright.
"And what's the worst you take
From every heart you break?
And like a blade you'll stain.
Well, I've been holding on tonight."
-Misaki POV (Er, like 'intro thing' cause I can't go into details…)
I guess it wasn't really right to kiss Usami… At the time it just felt… Ugh, no!
It also probably wasn't the greatest idea to let him drive me home. I mean, it was Usagi-san. Getting into a car with him period is a bad idea!
But I did. And I don't regret it. Although, letting him pull over I will admit was a big mistake. And making out with him when I was supposed to be going home to my "current" boyfriend also not great.
But, I'm far from perfect. ((Misaki is not a Mary-Sue!))
"What's the worst thing I could say?
Things are better if I stay?
So long and good-night.
So long and good night."
"Misaki, I love you." He muttered, slowly untangling his hand from my hair.
I paused, but it wasn't for the same reason as I used to. Before I'd been afraid to admit it. Now, I couldn't. It would be a huge betrayal… But, it was also the truth…
"Yeah, love you too…"
"We are the very hurt you sold."
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Well, that's it for now. Sorry that some of it was very 'lacking.' Again, little kids. The 8 year old mentioned above saw a certain picture he shouldn't have (It was Ed x Envy. As I mentioned, he likes FMA) but was luckily too young to understand. (Thank the powers that be!) So, to maintain the innocence here… Well, you're all getting double M-ish moments as soon as I'm gone so be happy.
Review Responses: (wow, haven't done these in ages…) (Mainly those who commented last chapter. Sorry if I missed anyone!)
Miyuku-tan: Oh, please don't punch my lil OC! Lol. And no, it doesn't have to mean 7 years without. He could be like Jack from Brokeback Mountian and go with hooker guys. :) Even though that really doesn't seem Usami's style…
Miyayu: Thank you for the many reviews! I secretly love to see that you've reviewed my work. And of course, thanks for the many cookies even after bad chapters. :)
Seiyalovesodango09: I'm very glad to have inspired you before! I cannot wait to see what you do with this! And I too am having a hard time with him and Shiki being together… I want Usami to be happy yet I myself cannot be happy without making him suffer. Does that even make sense? …All well, basically I promised a sad ending for them both and this chapter almost did end with Misaki ending up heart-broken and alone. (Hence the last line) But for some reason I gave him mercy. (It's his chibi's fault… He was just too cute to torture.)
Junjou-Angel: Thanks for another nice review! They always make me smile. :)
Bloody Candy: I'm glad you think it's realistic. I usually write dialogue how I myself would talk to somebody. Or how my friends and I get on together. And yeah, I find slight banter to be good when dealing with ex's. And no, I'm not so cleaver to put Shiki with Akihiko. (Actually, I'm just trying to stop myself from killing off Misaki. He's just not depressing enough anymore. Jk) Although now that I think about it… Usami could use some happiness right? Lol.
Chey: Sadly, I can't let that happen. If I put them back together it wouldn't be the sad ending I'd promised, right?
And as for killing someone off… If anyone it would be Takahiro. He's the cause of this whole mess! Lol. He shall now face my vengeance. :p But sorry, can't kill Shiki. He's gotta live on and date Takuma from Vampire Knight! Lol.
And now everyone, I must go dance with my crazy little cousin to Queen music. Much love, Nowaki Star.