Dear Diary,
Today was the worst. I'll start from the beginning. So to start the day off i do what i normally do shower first, and i burn myself with the water. Then i go to do my hair, my elastic brakes so i wear 2 different colored elastics. Then i go make breakfast i spill my orange juice and burn my toast. Now on my way to school i trip and fall flat on my face and scrape my hands. I get to school and go to my locker and notes about how much of a slut, whore, bitch, wannabe, and many more things fall out. So now it's lunch and i lose my wallet so i have no money which means no lunch. Then in last period which is gym i come back and my shirt is gone! So at this point i'm pissed and upset. On my way home to drop my stuff off i get a blister i take off my boot and my foot lands in a pile of slush. Now i'm hoping Soul will make this day better. So i come to pick him up at the bus stop, he gets off and we go home. We get home and the hate letters are on the table, you can probably guess where this is going. He bursts out yelling at me about how i should have told him and all. So of course i yell back. So now i'm in my room bawling... I'll be right back I've gotta go buy a new shirt.
"He wont hurt them to badly i'm sure, but you should have told him... Maka you need to trust him"
I do trust him more than he trusts me but i was afraid... That bastard called Soul is calling me i'll be right back.
I'm crying harder than i was before now. Soul just made this day 10 times better. We just had dinner and a movie, and not the kind at home. He said he wanted to make my week better so that i could smile when we are in mexico. I love him so god damn much, i wish he felt the same. I just realized that, our outing was a date! MY FIRST DATE! Omg! but he doesn't like me like that... OK i need to try to sleep so good night.
~Maka~
"Maybe he would've like it to be a date"