Hiya Guys!

I am not dead, and I am back. Sorry for the late update. I am nowadays kind of busy, and don't get much time to work on my stories.

Here is the 13th chapter of the story.

Hope you like it.

Enjoy!

P.S. -I know chapter's name sucks! But I didn't wanted to spend an hour to think about it.

CHAPTER 13

ONLY IF…

I finally got enough courage. I was walking towards the cafeteria with Rose by my side. She was whispering something but I was zoned out. In the end, she got the hint and kept quiet.

We finally reached the door of the cafeteria. I took a deep breath in and went inside.

The cafeteria was filled with chatter. Everyone were busy either eating or talking with their mouths full. I saw Jasper taking two trays from the lunch lady. When he saw us, he gave us a smile and motioned us to come over.

I looked at our table. Alice was chatting with Emmet and Jasper went to join them. Rosalie took me to our tables where Emmet already had brought two extra trays filled with food for us.

"Thanks baby…" Rosalie kissed Emmet on cheeks.

"Anything for you…" and they both began their full make out session.

Ugh!

I turned away and looked at the cafeteria to find Tanya. She wasn't here. She wasn't my friend, and she (of course) didn't hang out with us, so I wasn't worried (In fact, I was happy) about her current disappearance.

What was bothering was Edward was also missing.

And it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out they must be together.

I need to puke.

I turned towards Rose to see her still making out with Emmet, even fiercely than before.

Someone pass the bucket.

Even though I wanted to block such images from my mind, my mind went overdrive.

I replaced Rose and Emmet's faces with Tanya and Edward; both making out furiously. Edward's mouth over Tanya, their tongues battling for dominance. Tanya's hands tangled in Edward's hair, and Edward's hands all over her body.

My chest suddenly ached.

Only if I said yes earlier, I could be in Edward's arm instead of Tanya.

Only if I said yes earlier, Edward would be making out with me instead of Tanya.

Only if I said yes earlier, Edward would murmur sweet nothings in my ear than Tanya.

Only if…

I suddenly felt like crying.

I rose from the table and walked away, without giving anyone any explanation. I needed to find Edward. I needed to talk to him.

I ran to the library, the most abandoned place during lunch, and a perfect place for making out without getting caught. I searched the whole library, he wasn't there.

I decided to go in the music room, another location of the fuckers.

It was also empty.

Where could he be?...

And then I remembered.

The broom closet.

I walked towards it.

It was where Edward fucked the school sluts, and where I found him with Jessica.

He must be there.

When I reached there, I stood outside the door. I could hear moans from the other side of the door.

Not any moans.

Tanya's moans.

She sounded like chocking hyena.

I almost giggled.

I decided to count till three and open the door.

One…

Two…

Three…

I opened the door with a jerk. Tanya was there, with a boy whose hands were inside her skirt.

And the boy was…

Tyler.

Huh!

"Swan, what the heck are you doing? Close the door now!" Tanya shrieked.

I was more than happy to comply.

Okay…I found Tanya…but she wasn't with Edward.

My heard leapt with joy.

Edward wasn't with Tanya.

I felt like dancing.

But then another question came in my mind.

Where the heck is Edward?

I searched all the classroom, the top floor, the basketball court, the parking, inside his Volvo (Saw through the windows), the washrooms (I told a guy to check, of course). I even went back to the cafeteria.

But he was nowhere to be found.

In the end, I decided to stroll around the school. His car is here, means he is also here. I have the next class with him. Then I can ask him where is he.

I was walking through the back of building no. fine when I saw him.

He was leaning against the wall, looking like a model posing for a photo shoot. The wind was ruffling his hair a bit. His blue jeans was so low ridden that some part of his underwear was visible. His white t-shirt was tight and was showing his packs perfectly. And he was holding a cigarette in his hand, a puff of smoke exiting his mouth.

Oh my god!

He looked so sexy, so eatable. My mind was playing millions of fantasy per minute. Being a cop's daughter, I always had a fetish for bad boys.

And Edward was perfect for my fantasy.

I got back my composure.

"Where were you?" I asked, walking towards him.

"Here" He replied, stealing a glance at me. He looked a bit irritated.

"I was searching for you, you know." I said to him.

"Not my fault." He shrugged, and continued to smoke.

Fuck the fetish, he was such a jerk.

How could I find him so attractive?

Frustrating prick.

"Fine. I can take a hint." And I walked away.

I heard a sigh.

"Bella, come back." He said.

I turned towards him. He was looking at me, cigarette still in hand.

"Please, come here." He said.

I went and stood in front of him. He was looking at my face.

"I am sorry." He whispered.

"Why were you behaving so." I asked.

"Tanya." He sighed.

And then I understood.

He didn't came to cafeteria because he was…hiding.

I laughed.

"Bella, it's not a matter to laugh." He said, looking a bit frustrated.

I kept laughing.

"She sticks to me like a fucking leech." He said.

I kept laughing.

"Bella…she lusts me…and she's stalking me just to fuck me." He made a face as if eating a rotten tomato.

I laughed even harder.

"Fine, behave like a bitch." He threw the cigarette on the cemented floor, crushed it and started to walk away.

I took hold of his hand and stopped him. After gaining my composure, I turned around.

"I am sorry." I said.

He pouted.

Wait a second…Edward Cullen is pouting.

I started laughing again.

"BELLA."

"Sorry…sorry…your face…it's just…FINE I WON'T LAUGH." I threw up my hands when he glared at me.

"Good." He said, and leaned against the wall. Our fingers were still intertwined.

"You were hiding from her, weren't you?" I asked him, a giggle escaping my mouth.

I was looking at his face when he replied, "Yes." He sighed.

I started laughing again.

"Edward….Cullen….Hiding from….a….girl." I said between my laughter.

"Bella…" he sighed and chuckled.

And he too started laughing with me.

We both were laughing so hard that tears were running down my cheeks.

"My stomach is hurting." I muttered between my giggles.

"Mine too." He said.

I looked at him.

Poor boy was hiding from Tanya, she was stalking him and he…

WAIT A MINUTE!
I was worrying the whole day that Edward will go behind Tanya, but he didn't.

HE doesn't like Tanya.

That means, I still have a chance.

I was so relived that I giggled.

One giggle turned to many giggles.

Many giggles turned into a whole series of laughter.

Soon, I was laughing so hard that I slipped. Luckily, Edward caught me.

All of my laughter died.

He raised me slowly, balancing me so that I was pressed against the wall and he was pinning me. His right hand was holding my elbow, while his left was on my neck. Our faces were mere centimeters apart. He looked at my lips, then in my eyes, as if asking for permission.

I nodded.

Slowly, very slowly, our lips came close. He was breathing on my face. He smelled like mint and tobacco.

Our lips were millimeters apart.

He brought his hands from my elbow to my right cheek. My hands, on its own accord, got buried in his bronze locks. His hairs felt so soft, so smooth.

But I wanted to feel his even smoother lips.

Our lips were so close…so close…

And then…

The bell rang.

Shit!

We jumped apart. We both were shocked by the sudden ringing of bell. I suddenly felt cold, because of the lack of close proximity with Edward.

"We…we should go to class." He mumbled and left hurriedly.

I stood there in shock.

Only if the bell rang two minutes late…

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