I'm reallt sorry for the super late update. I was super busy with senior year. I'm currently having a stressful year. Haha!. :D Hope you'll enjoy. :)

I was supposed to get used to it already, I guess and the way he held my hand right now felt so different than before.

I didn't think much about what we're doing right now, because for me it's just like a daily routine already.

We were crossing the street when he said

"Do you remember what I told you once when we were texting?"

"What's that?" I can't really recall.

"When..." his sentence was cut off when a vehicle passed by us

"Sorry I didn't hear that." I was laughing at him, but he looks serious.

"So what was that you were saying?" I asked him again.

"That I'll make crossing the street for you unique" I had a short flashback on what he was talking about.

"You only experience crossing the street with me"

"No I don't. I do experience it with others too"

"I'll make your experience with mine unique"

"How?"

"I'll just make sure something about it"

Then we reached the centre island of the street.

"Ah, that, I remember" I told him.

I was looking on the directions of the vehicles and I was not looking at him.

"Do you feel nervous?" he asked me.

"Why would I? We almost do this every day"

He was silent and I had my attention focused on the upcoming vehicles.

"I love you" then a vehicle passed in front of us.

I looked at him and he looks serious. I was left there dumbfounded, thinking if I just heard the right thing.

Then we reached the other side of the street.

There were a lot of people on that side of the street and he said in a loud voice

"I said I love you. Did you hear?" he looked at me then smiled.

I looked at him and I was completely lost for words.

I tried to hit him playfully and he just laughed a bit then smiled.

I know my mind was blank and that I wasn't thinking at all.

"Hey. Why are you so silent?" he asked me.

"No I'm not" I said.

Then a few more silent walks happened between us.

"You know, we haven't walked alone for a while because we're always with Anna and Koko" I started.

"Yes. I missed this."

Then we has some talk about random stuffs, we talked about things like we haven't really talked for ages. About my mom really being curious on what's between the two of us

We just laughed, talked and walk like nothing had happened earlier.

"Hey. I'm going from here" I told him.

"Okay" he sounded serious.

"You take care. Thanks for bringing me home. Take care" I said and then smiled.

I passed by him then he said "Okay. I love you"

I didn't dare look bac at him for I was clearly sure that he smiled and that I now that I would just be simply lost for words.

While I reached home, I sat at th couch and I just stared at nothingness, plainly thinking on what just happened and on what he just said.

I was at still at daze and I bet it would take me a while before I could clearly move on.

I got my phone and texted him

"Thanks for bringing me home. Take care. :)"

After some times he replied back.

"It's okay. But I still wanted to spend much more time with you"

"There would still be a lot of times" I replied back.

I really didn't know what to do. I was thinking of who to tell. What to do and what to clearly react at that moment.

"Mikan! Anna's on the other line" my mom called.

"Coming!" I replied.

I was exited to tell Anna what had happened between the two of us and I felt that she was too.

"Hey Mikan!" I heard enthusiasm in his voice.

"Hey Anna" I replied coolly.

"So what happened at the both of you?"

"Guess what had happened"

"He said it. Didn't he?" excitement and enthusiasm could be felt at her voice.

"Yes, he just did" I told her the whole thing that had happened.

After I told her what happened he was exclaiming and happy, obviously at her voice.

That night as I lay down my bed, I plugged on my earphones and the first music was "Lucky", what a coincidence I might add up.

I stared at my ceiling and thought about what just happened.

After he said that what would I do and what would happen between the two us.

I was completely clueless and my mind was still at blank.

Why of all times after I have learned to stop loving him, why at all times would he learn to love me.

I was afraid that I might not be able to repay the love he would be willing to give.

I was at a thought of that if he was really serious and if he could really stop playing around with girls.

I admit, I was scared. Scared of what people would comment on me.

After Hotaru, then came me. What would they think about it? Especially right now that we've been closer and had more time together.

I was assured of one thing, people would look, think and might treat me differently. I shudder at that.

I closed my eyes and relaxed and I drifted into some place else.

Lucky - "Lucky I'm in love with my best friend"

Sooooo how was it? :)

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-snowqueen1205