Hello everyone. In case your wondering, things are going better with my grandparents and my parents told me not to go to the hospital everyday. Well...if you really knew me you would know that they couldn't stop me. So I took the buss and went to the hospital but now i'm grounded. But hey, no one can forbid me to see my grandparents, I mean c'mon -.- But now that i'm grounded I think I have enough time to write some chapters. I'm sorry to keep ya'll waiting. Hope you enjoy and I do not own anything :)


~With Harmony~

Harmony sat on her bed. Her legs were pressed against her chest, her arms were wrapped around them and her forehead rested on her knees.

It was a beautiful day. Birds were singing, the sun was shining and people were laughing. It looked like there was peace everywhere. Even though it was such a beautiful day, to Harmony it was a horrible day.

It's been one day since Nick broke up with her and she felt like she was going to collapse. She had no idea this would have such a hard effect on her but it did. Everytime Harmony tried to eat something it felt like she was going to throw up, everytime she tried to sleep she couldn't, everytime she wanted to do something she felt like she was going to fall.

Maybe everyone thought Nick was an complete asshole, to Harmony he was a kind man. She loved him but he didn't love her. Harmony deserved someone better but if you truely love someone it's hard.

It felt like someone ripped her heart out and left her there to bleed.

Harmony raised her head and her eyes drifted around the room. Her look was awful. Her hair was loose and a mess, she didn't wear any make up and her eyes looked extremely tired.

Harmony placed her elbow on her knee and rested her forehead against the palm of her hand. In the corner of her eyes she saw her clock. It said it was only two in the afternoon. Harmony closed her eyes and sniffled. She let out a soft sigh and a small tear rolled slowly down her cheek.

As her eyes were closed she tried to think of all the good times she had in her life. Her dad...her friends...her father's friends...her mom even though she never got the chance to meet her...and also Nick.

The pain in her chest was unbearable. Maybe there was a way to end it...maybe...just maybe she had the strength to get over him but for now...she didn't have the strength to do anything. She missed today's classes because she sat in her room sobbing. Harmony probably wasn't going to anymore classes this week. She had a few classes with Nick and she didn't want to see him. The words he said to her, every single word, didn't matter if the situation was good or bad, it stabbed her through her chest. Did her mom ever feel this pain?

"Yep, everybody loves you"

"You and your music"

"Don't punch that hard!"

"You don't have to hold back, you know?"

"I knew your mother so good and it's such ashame that she's gone"

"I just called Saladin and you can join Red Fountain until you found out what your powers are, since you can't join alfea because you still don't know your powers and I want you to go to a school, so Red Fountain will be perfect for now"

"You've gotta give me some answers"

"About what?"

"Mom"

Harmony opened her eyes and got off her bed. The voices in her head were starting to get louder and louder each time. She walked to the window and sat on the windowsill. Harmony stared out of the window.

"Wow chill Harms!"

"Your hurting my feelings"

"And who is this delightful creature?"

"My name is Nick Adler"

"Seeya later beautiful!"

"No, since your the only girl here they decided to give you a room for yourself, which is good cause I don't want my baby girl staying in rooms with boys"

"I'm not a baby anymore"

"I know that"

Harmony sighed and turned her head away from the world outside. She looked around her room. After a moment she walked back to her bed and sat on it. After another moment she lay down and stared at the ceiling, at the same time some tears escaped again.

"I'm gonna miss you at home kiddo"

"You sing?"

"Sometimes"

"Okay, your probably very good since you have a lovely voice"

"Nick..."

"So...how does it feel to be the only girl?"

"Your no fun"

"Listen Lo, I like this guy and as my best friend you need to accept him, for me. So that one day I can accept your...girlfriend"

Harmony turned on her side and started to cry. All those voices were killing her. Every memorie cut her deeper, even though some were nice memories. The thought of Logan having a girlfriend was hard but the thought of Nick having another girlfriend was even harder...at least she thought.

"What makes you think Nick is going to be your boyfriend?"

"If he didn't want to be my boyfriend then why would he go out with me?"

"To screw you?"

Harmony placed her pillow over her head. She didn't want to hear anymore. She just wanted those voices out of her head.

"Well...there is this guy..."

"And...?"

"She likes him and they're going on a date"

"Who was that woman your father was talking to?"

"That didn't look like friends"

"Harms? Are you okay?"

"You have a date with Nick today, remember?"

Harmony pressed her pillow harder against her head.

"I'm going on a date"

"Well...okay then...i'm not ready to hear that because it means i'm getting old"

"You look beautiful"

"Why were you making out with him? Wait that wasn't making out...it looked like he was about to eat you!"

"It's my life! I don't care!"

Harmony threw her pillow off her and sat up. She pressed her hands against her ears and squeezed her eyes shut.

"Get out!"

"Harms c'mon-!"

"OUT!"

"I was bored and decided to go to my girlfriend? Is it illegal or something?"

"Girlfriend?"

"Wrong knee"

"I am happy for you"

"I love you for this!"

"Yeah yeah I love you too"

"Get out off my head." Harmony breathed softly as more tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Something wrong?"

"Well..."

"We think Nick is cheating on you"

"Get out!" Harmony sobbed. Her sobs turned into crying again. She didn't want to hear any of this. She just wanted silence.

"We saw Nick giving a kiss to a girl"

"No no no!" Harmony yelled. She shook her head again and again.

"God Logan, I hate you"

"Logan is in love with you!"

"He's not!" Harmony yelled again. She stood up and placed her forehead against the wall.

"Leave me alone..." She breathed softly.

"Harmony, this is Rosalie Lewis someone I know from my school years. Rosalie this is Harmony my daughter"

"You will never be my mom"

"What? Are you going to cheat on mom!"

"What are you talking about? You know your mom passed away fifteen years ago!"

"You said you didn't want anyone! You said you only wanted mom! And yet here you are having a good time with Rosablabla!"

Harmony stumbled to a corner and she hit the wall with her back. She slid down the wall and sat on the ground in the corner. Squeezing her eyes shut, she rocked herself back and forth. Why did she all hear this? This was only hurting her more and more.

"You can't kick me out, I don't even life here anymore!"

"No you don't but I can still kick you out as a guest! Get out!"

"Stop Nick! Stop it!"

"Stop it! Your killing him!"

"Logan..."

"I saw him making out with someone"

"That's his sister you idiot!"

"I don't want you to hang out with Logan anymore"

"He's an little prick. You deserve someone who treats you better."

"Let's go to your room."

Harmony sat completely still. The only sound you could hear was a sniffling sound.

"Oh god...Just take me now Logan"

"Logan?"

"Logan!"

"You know what...We're through"

"Don't let the door hit you where the good lord split you honey!"

Harmony leaned against the wall and slowly she fell on the ground. She curled herself up and started to cry again. All those thoughts...were horrible. They all cut her. After all the voices were over it felt like she was chopped into pieces.

~The next day - With Logan, Caleb, Adam and Felicia~

"What do you mean she didn't show up?" Felicia asked confused.

"Like we told you: Harmony never showed up with classes. We thought she would show up but when we were at our last class we lost hope and we were right, she didn't came." Adam explained.

Felicia looked at Caleb and Adam who were standing infront of her. Logan sat on the couch with a grumpy look. At least he tried to look grumpy but everyone noticed he was worried.

"She didn't text you guys saying she was sick or anything?" Felicia asked.

"Nope, we haven't heard from her since Logan here walked away after his fight with Nick." Caleb said.

"Maybe something happened?" Felicia wondered.

"I bet she's with her lover. She's probably fine." Logan crossed his arms.

"Then why do you look so worried?" Felicia raised her eyebrow.

"Like I said: She's probably with Nick." Logan repeated.

"So your worried because you think he's going to hurt her. That's the same thing as being in trouble." Felicia replied a little frustrated.

"Maybe she's in her room." Adam suggested.

"Maybe." Felicia breathed.

"Let's go." Caleb said.

The four walked out of their room and to the room across theirs. Felicia knocked on the door and placed her ear against it trying to hear some sounds.

"Harms?" Felicia asked and she knocked again. "Harmony are you there?"

After a moment of waiting Felicia turned back to the guys.

"No reply." She said. Caleb took Felicia's place. He knocked on the door.

"Harmony are you there? We want to talk to you. If your there please open the door." Caleb said. Still nothing. Now it was Adam's turn. He knocked on the door.

"Harmony open up." He demanded. Still nothing. Felicia tapped on everyone's shoulders. They all turned to her.

"What?" Logan asked.

"She's in there, I heard her move." Felicia said. Now Logan wanted to knock. He started to pound on the door.

"Harmony we know your there! Open up! Please!" Logan yelled. Felicia grabbed his wrists and stopped his pounding.

"Breaking her door isn't going to help." Felicia told him strictly.

"Can't you open the door with your powers?" Adam suggested.

"Ofcourse, I'll just love the door to death and that way it'll open." Felicia replied sarcasticly.

"Great do that!" Logan cheered.

"Logan, my powers can't open doors." Felicia said.

"Harms please, we think something happened. Why weren't you in class?" Caleb asked.

"That's not going to help. She's to stubborn." A voice said. Everyone turned to the voice. It was Riven.

"Mr Turner, do you know what happened?" Adam asked.

"Harmony wants to be alone." Riven replied a little sadly. He wanted to be there for his little girl but she kicked him out.

"Why?" Felicia asked.

"Nick broke up with her." Riven informed Harmony's friends.

"So? She can still open the door if we want to talk to her." Logan said.

"Imagine if someone you loved broke up with you." Riven pointed out.

He knew how his little girl felt. Logan opened his mouth but after some thinking he closed it and looked at the ground. He couldn't imagine if Harmony and he were together and she would break up with him.

"So we can't do anything?" Felicia asked. She looked at Riven with hope in her eyes but unfortunatly Riven shook his head.

"You can try again tomorrow." Riven said. With that said he walked away. The four who were standing infront of Harmony's door walked away too.


"Harmony! Harmony c'mon! It's been two days, please!" Logan begged as he knocked on Harmony's door all the time. Still no answer.

No one has heard anything from Harmony after the fight Nick and Logan had. She didn't go to class, she didn't come out of her room, she didn't do anything.

"Logan, you've been knocking for more then an hour, she's not coming out. We'll try again tomorrow." Adam said. Caleb and Adam pulled him away from harmony's door and waited until the next morning.


"Harms...please. We're really getting worried. You've missed class for three days and we never heard anything from you. We know your there, just open up." Latisha said. Everyone stood infront of Harmony's door again.

By now Felicia had informed the other girls and they all decided to come and try to get her out. But still no succes.


"Harmony your killing us over here. It's been one week already. I'm thinking your dead so open up so we know you aren't dead." Logan said. Still nothing.

Weeks passed and Harmony was still in her room. Everyday her friends knocked on her door but she never answered. Instead she lay on her bed, crying, sobbing, sniffing and staring at the wall.


I can so feel Harmony's pain. Like I said this story is based on my life so the things that happen in these chapters happened to me to. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed it. It caused a lot of strength to write this because I had to bring up some emotions from the passed to write it. And don't worry, the voices in her head aren't supernatural or anything, they're just memories. The next chapter will come out this week I think. Review :) ~xXx~
Oh yeah and the song inspired to make this was:

Evanescence - My immortal

Evanescence - Missing

Jason Walker - Down

And those songs were all for the intire chapter, not for little parts :)