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What happens if Fin was too late? What happens if Harris not only forced Olivia to give him oral sex but also vaginally raped her?

Olivia walked into the kitchen to make a coffee and sighed when she saw Elliot asleep on her couch. It wasn't that she minded, she in no way minded him being there, but she was fed up with being babysat. As the kettle began to boil Elliot yawned and woke from his sleep. Olivia walked over to him and leaned on the back of the couch so when he opened his eyes the first thing he saw was her smiling face.

"Good morning." She smiled.

He blinked to make sure he wasn't dreaming before rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

"Good morning." He replied with a grin.

"I'm making coffee you want some?" She asked as he pushed himself to sitting.

"Yes please but..." He leant in to her. "I would like a kiss too."

She laughed and wrinkled her nose before leaning in and dropping a very gentle kiss on his lips before teasing his mouth open to deepen the kiss. He hesitated but only for a moment, allowing her to lead was the only thing he could do and when she finally pulled away from him he smiled broadly.

"It's a very good morning." He chuckled as she walked off to make them both a coffee.

"So anyway, I've been sat here bored out of my mind with only you for company these past three days, so today, I'm going in to work." Olivia told him from the kitchen.

"Liv..."

"Don't start Elliot, I want to go back today, Cragen said I'd know when I was ready and I'm ready today heck I was ready yesterday too but you wanted to go to watch a movie and I did but today I want to go to work." Olivia explained.

"Fine, if that's what you want to do we'll go to work but I don't think Cragen will let you out in the field Liv and all you're going to do all day is complain that you're bored of the paperwork." Elliot laughed lightly.

"Actually Huang suggested getting back out in the field is what would be best for me, let me get back to normal and all that and I want to get back to normal before the court case because Casey has point blank refused to put a plea bargain in." Olivia explained as she brought the coffee over to the couch.

"Ok, why don't we drink our coffee's and get ready and go to work and then see what Cragen and Huang decide?" Elliot suggested not wanting to get her hopes up.

"Fine." She smiled before giving him a light peck on the cheek. "I'm using the bathroom first." She laughed before walking off with her coffee.

Elliot watched her go, a smile on his face as he gently shook his head. Once the bathroom door clicked shut he picked up his cell phone and text Cragen.

Liv wants to come in today, can't change her mind, sorry.

It took seconds for a reply to come back to him.

Knew it would be sooner rather than later.

Elliot sighed and placed his phone back on the coffee table in the process picking up his coffee. He'd have preferred Olivia's return to be later not sooner, but she was stubborn and once she had an idea in mind she wouldn't let it go. He knew that better than anyone.

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When Olivia entered the precinct arm in arm with Elliot she smiled at everyone and tried to act completely normal. She was determined not to be the victim everyone seemed to be looking at, she kept reminding herself that she was a cop, and a good one at that. When she entered the bullpen Fin and Munch greeted her with an embrace, it wasn't unusual for Fin but it was for Munch.

"How are you?" Munch asked as soon as Olivia sat down by her desk.

"Good thanks Munch." She smiled at him to show she was fine.

"Sorry we hadn't come over since you got out." Munch replied knowing she'd probably wondered why no one had been to visit her.

"That's ok, you were in the hospital a lot, I needed a break from you!" She winked playfully.

"So you're back then Baby Girl?" Fin asked, he hadn't been sure if she'd ever come back after everything she'd been through.

"I'm back Fin." She smiled understanding how tough it was for him, she knew he had to be blaming himself a little even though she knew it wasn't his fault and she didn't blame him in the slightest.

Olivia took her seat by her desk knowing that she should have gone to the office to tell her Captain that she was there, but she wasn't in the mood for a lecture and decided she'd wait until he spotted her and called her in. She didn't have to wait long.

"Olivia?" He said as he poked his head out of the door.

"Yeah?" She asked lifting her head from the paperwork she'd been doing.

"I didn't think you were back yet, hold on, Elliot, Fin you've got a vic in Mercy attempted rape her name is Katie Thomas go find out what happened." Cragen explained handing Elliot a slip of paper with the details.

"Wait why can't I go?" Olivia asked getting to her feet.

"Olivia..."

"No Captain Elliot's my partner not Fin's and I'm ready to do this." Olivia replied angrily, she knew her superior was just looking out for her but she didn't want to be treated differently she just wanted to do her job.

"Not till you've spoken with Huang, you can be a part of the investigation team on this case but let Fin and Elliot take the victim statement." Cragen replied.

"But I can do it." Olivia replied.

"Not till you've seen Huang and sorry Katie Thomas can't wait so you get upstairs and talk to Huang and then Elliot and Fin are going to Mercy." Cragen replied.

"Fine." She shrugged before heading for the stairs, a quickened step to show how angry she was with her superior.

She arrived outside Huang's door and lifted her hand to knock but stopped just before her fist collided with the door, she wasn't sure why she'd just frozen but she did know that she had hundreds of things going around her head that she wasn't sure if she wanted to disclose to Huang yet. Sighing she finally knocked on the door and waited for the friendly doctor to answer with his usual gentle smile.

"Hi Liv, come in." He smiled letting her walk into the office.

She walked straight over to the couch and sat down just wanting to get it over with. It was obvious to Huang that she wanted to do this quickly but he wasn't quite sure he could go as quickly as she wanted it too.

"So come on ask away." Olivia said as soon as he was sat down making him chuckle a little knowing she wanted to do this and go as soon as she possibly could.

"Ok well let's start with how you're feeling." Huang smiled gently.

"Great, glad to be back and ready to get stuck in." Olivia replied smiling back at him.

"Ok, and physically?" He asked knowing the pain couldn't have gone yet.

"Not as bad as it has been, painkillers don't do anything so I've stopped taking them, it's most painful when I pass urine." Olivia explained honestly knowing the doctor would be able to tell if she lied to him.

"That's good, you're healing Olivia that's going to take some time." Huang replied. "Now have you been having any nightmares or flashbacks to the attack?" Huang asked.

"None." Olivia replied. "Which surprised me, but I think it's because I've been on so much drugs they've been knocking me out so I haven't been having nightmares since leaving the ... hold on, I didn't have any nightmares while I was in hospital either." Olivia frowned, she wasn't sure what it meant but she knew it was something significant.

"You were on a cocktail of medication that made you sleep god knows how many hours Olivia, I'm not surprised you didn't have any nightmares but I am surprised they haven't come back." He replied honestly.

"Me too." Olivia nodded. "I mean I got them real bad before I went back into hospital but I haven't had any since."

"Well it's good that they haven't come back, but I'm just warning you Olivia they could come back, don't think they're gone for good and if they do come back I want you to come and tell me don't hesitate and second guess coming to speak with me about it ok?" He smiled knowing Olivia to be too independent to admit when she needed help.

"Ok." She nodded.

"Now you're back and settled in how has the morning been?" Huang asked.

"Good, I was annoyed when Cragen wouldn't let me go with Elliot into the field I mean, I badly wanted to go but he sent Fin off and made me come and speak with you." Olivia replied.

"Well you have to understand that everyone's shocked about what happened Liv, no one is sure of themselves anymore Cragen especially, he's worried about over pushing you to do things and wants you to take it all slowly."

"I think that should be my decision though George." Olivia replied.

"It is your decision Olivia, you're here aren't you? If Cragen had his own way you wouldn't be here for at least another week but him having you come and talk to me is just a way to keep his own fears at bay, he wants someone else to tell him that letting you be in control of how quickly you move is the right thing." Huang explained thoroughly.

"OK." Olivia nodded. "So I just have to go with what he says to make him happy right?"

"Exactly, I know you're going at the right speed for you, but it's going to take a while for the others to see it."

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Not much left on this story, I don't know if you're going to like how I'm planning on ending it but ahhh well.