When Reid woke up, Morgan was gone. Instantly Reid felt terrified. He was alone again. He wanted to call for Morgan, but he couldn't. Then he heard Morgan's voice coming from the other room and calmed down a little.
"He's the same." Morgan said. "He's just been sleeping. He'll barely eat." He paused for a few moments. "I don't know if he'll want any visitors right now." Reid was just thinking that the phone call was done, but Morgan continued. "I'll ask him, but I doubt he'll answer me."
Morgan walked into the room. "You awake, hon?" Reid rubbed his eyes and nodded his head. "Garcia wants to come over with JJ and Elle. Is that okay?"
Reid had the desire to curl up into the fetal position, but that was impossible. He wasn't sure whether he was up to facing them. But he nodded weakly anyway.
"Yeah, you can come over if you want," Morgan said into the phone. "See you in a bit."
He hung up and came and sat next to Reid on the couch. "Hey, Spence. I got you some paper and a pen, I thought maybe it would be easier to write?" He grabbed a clipboard off the coffee table and handed it to Reid.
Reid just stared at it, wondering what to say. No, it wasn't any easier. The barrier still existed between his mind and the outside world, preventing him from communicating.
Morgan waited patiently. "Is there something I could get you that you'd actually eat?"
Reid thought about shaking his head, but he knew that he needed to eat. He tried to think of what sounded least offensive. But his stomach was sore and empty and eating seemed impossible. He held the pen in his hand and stared at the paper. Then he had an idea.
Not bread, he wrote.
"Okay," Morgan said. "Could I interest you in some Mac and Cheese?"
Reid thought for a minute and nodded his head. Morgan started to get up, but Reid tugged at his arm.
"What's wrong, baby?" Morgan asked.
What was wrong was that he hadn't gone to the washroom since the hospital. He was terribly embarrassed that he couldn't get there by himself… and when he got there…
He grabbed the pen and wrote Bathroom on it.
Morgan looked embarrassed. "I'm sorry, I should have thought of that. I'll help you."
It was a difficult process, first he got Reid into the wheelchair which was okay, but after he wheeled Reid to the bathroom, the awkward part came.
"Unzip your pants," Morgan said.
Reid didn't like that idea at all. He wanted Morgan to leave. He wasn't sure how he'd manage by himself, but that seemed like a better idea than going in front of Morgan. He shook his head.
"Then how in the world do you think you're going to pee?" Morgan asked.
Reid looked down in shame. He didn't want Morgan to see. It wasn't just embarrassing, it was humiliating. Even still he unzipped his pants and Morgan lifted him up a little and pulled his pants and boxers down.
"Spence…" Morgan said in shock as he stared down at Reid's penis, which was a mixture of yellow, purple, and brown bruises. Morgan gently took one finger and moved it down the shaft.
"Don't touch me!" Reid yelled before he even realized what he was doing. He felt embarrassed for yelling, but he didn't regret it. It was Morgan's fault. Where did he get off touching him there? Spencer couldn't talk he was so traumatized, and Morgan was touching his penis.
Morgan instinctively backed off. "Spence… I'm sorry. I- I don't know what I was thinking."
Reid was tearing up. He wanted Morgan to just leave him alone, but he really needed to pee.
"Spence…" Morgan said. "Can I help you?"
Reid nodded but wouldn't look Morgan in the eye. Morgan lifted him gently on to the toilet seat. "I'll be right back, he said walking out and closing the door, too late giving Reid his privacy.
How did I think this was going to work? Reid thought. I shouldn't be here with Morgan. I should be in the hospital, like my mom. I'm just a burden on him.
He let go of his bladder. Physically, he felt the tiniest bit of relief. He wanted to call Morgan back to help him, but no matter how much he told his mouth to talk, it wouldn't cooperate. And no matter how much he wanted Morgan to help, it was impossible. Reid was broken, and Morgan couldn't fix him.
A/N: Doctor Sexy... feels the need to right how people with broken legs pee in full detail. Doctor Sexy... writes chapters where the main event is peeing. Doctor Sexy... talks in the third person and is totally sane...
Anyway, I hope you guys liked this chapter! And I don't know if any of you guys are into the Supernatural fandom at all, but if you happen to be there is a Supernatural Writing Contest, which there is a forum for that is linked on my profile page.
Thanks for reading. :)
