As this is the last chapter and I've got a LOT of things to finish in here I'll do first "Idol" Kradam and then "Now" Kradam.

-. Kris is underlined and Adam is normal, Brad/Tommy is bold Katy is between two quotes and, well, sex is italic

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At the sound of Brad's voice Kris turned to the door. He got up and ran on my direction

"Adam! Thank GOD you're okay! Why didn't you answer my calls?"

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"Er... Hi Kris... Hm… whatya doing here?" I couldn't believe Kris was in my house. He had flown all the way from Conway to see me, see if I was okay. But I kept thinking that was just something friends do…

"Well… I spent the past week calling you, then when you didn't answer your phone for two straight days I started calling Brad" He looked at Brad with something that looked like gratitude in his eyes… That day I didn't understood why he had gratitude in his eyes but, thinking back, it was probably because Brad had assured him I was okay and that he dragged me out of the house. "Then when Brad didn't knew anything about you I started worrying. Then today I called both your cell's and they were off. I got into a fight with Katy left the house and took the first plan here. I went to Brad's house and he wasn't there, I came here and you weren't here and I decided to wait till you came home…" He looked a bit lost. I hugged him so really tight, like I was never going to see him again, but I just was happy because he was there. "Wow, Kris, You didn't have to do this!"

"Yeah I did. So… why didn't you answer your phone?"

"I was kind of having an argue with myself and I didn't want to talk to anyone"

"Couldn't you answer the phone at least once to tell me that? I wouldn't have kept calling!" He looked angry but at the same time relived. That's when I realized what he said about having an argue with Katy. "Why did you fight with Katy?"

"She didn't want me to come. She said that your life was non of my business anymore and that I shouldn't come. By the way, I'm gonna need a place to stay. She said that if I came here we were over." I herd the door closing and I realized we were still standing next to the door and that Brad had lived. "Let's go to the living room"

"You broke up with Katy to come here and see me?"

"Yeah… we weren't working out already and I needed to see you."

"Kris… you didn't have to do this, you know? I'm gonna be okay" he looked at me for a few seconds. I knew I was tense but he had just told me that he had broken up with his wife for me, to see me.

"Yes I did. Adam…" he stopped and looked at me, he looked like he didn't knew if he should say something. "me and Katy weren't working out anymore… We were fighting all the time. We weren't a couple anymore."

"Sorry to hear that, Kris… What happened?" I couldn't bring myself to think it was because of me. It could just have been being apart on idol, him having an affair…

"You happened. I feel in love with you. I hadn't actually realized that until this morning but I think she had already figured that out. She was jealous of me talking, calling, well she was jealous of me doing anything that reminded me, or her as a matter of fact, of you." He looked even more unsure. "I want to be with you Adam. You and nobody else…" I was silence the whole time. For me it looked too much like a dream. I couldn't believe what he was saying. "Adam?"

"Are you sure? I mean…" I just couldn't keep talking. The tears started to run from my eyes. Kris was telling me he wanted to be with me.

"I've never been more sure in my life!"

"this looks too much as a dream for me. I mean, you're the perfect boy form me, but you were married and we had an amazing time together and now you're telling me you want to be with me? This is too much"

"I wanna be with you. This isn't too much. It's fate. Everything that happened was for us to be together. This is how my life is supposed to end. Me and you, growing old together, seeing the world, taking the it by storm. I love you, Adam, and I'm sorry it took so long for me to see it" He looked like he was ready to live. Like he believed I didn't want him

"Ow Kris… I love you too! I'm sorry that I was an ass. Sorry for things that I've done"

"You did nothing! The only thing you did was love me and wait for me. You don't need to wait for me anymore. I want you, only you. Please, don't cry!" He hugged me and I felt like there was were I belonged… That we were a perfect fit.

"You're not going? You're not gonna live me anymore?" I knew I sounded like a kid, I had never felt more unsure in my entire life

"I'm not going… You're the best man I ever knew, there's no way I can ever go. There's no way I'm living without you"

"Dreamgirls? Really?" I gave him a small laugh… Who would think about Dreamgirls?

"Yeah… When I was in Conway my neighbor was listening to that song and it reminded me of you… That should have been a sign that I was in love with you…" I just hugged him. I hugged I kissed and when I realized we were in my room

"How did we got here?"

"Well… I'm gonna prove how much I love you. I want you to take me."

"What? Are you sure? You don't have to do this! I know you love me"

"I was thinking about it while I was on the plan. I want you, in every way possible." I wasn't expecting that.

There were hands everywhere, between the door and the bed or clothes were discarded. Kris was lying under me. "just… go slow okay?

"Sure don't worry"

I took the lube and put it in my fingers "Relax" I pushed one finger inside and kissed him. I felt him tightening. I was taking my time. Two fingers, nice and slow. I didn't want to rush anything. I started scissoring my fingers. "Just relax". Three fingers. I found his prostate"Woow! This is good"

"I introduce you to the prostate" I kept pushing hitting that same spot, over and over again. "I need you inside of me… I'm ready Adam…"It was just a whisper but I herd it loud and clear. I took my fingers and heard a wimp. "My fingers are kind of slippery, can you open the condom?" he took it form my hand and ripped it with his teeth. I put it on. I started pushing it slowly. "shh… it hurts a bit but I promiss you it will get better" I kissed him trying to divert the his mind from the pain. "If you wont me to stop, just say it, okay?" The head was in, I felt a tear. "It just hurt, I don't want you to stop. Just give me a second okay?" I waited until he moved, I started pushing in. I kissed his temple, his cheek, his neck and then his mouth. I was completely in. I took his hand, lacing our fingers together. I was still. I knew how much the first time hurt. "You can move" I started moving slowly, fighting against the urge of pushing hard into him. I started going faster. Hitting that spot. He looked at me, gave a squeeze in my hand and with the other brushed the hair from my forehead. "Go faster" I started going faster, and faster. I knew I wasn't going to last long. He was moaning under me and everything felt surreal. "Ha... harder" I leaned back and started pumping his cock, in time with my trusts. I was on the edge but I had to see him come. "I…I'm… Adaam" He came in my hand and, as I felt him tightening I came too. Hard. Was the best orgasm of my whole life.

After a while I woke up with my phone ringing. "Could you answer that? I wanna sleep!" I moved my arm and went to answer the phone.

"Hi Adam… Just called to see how it went with Kris"

"We worked out"

"By we 'worked out' I'll understand 'we talked, had mindbloing sex and he's not living anymore'"

"Yeah… He's not."

"I told ya everything was going to work out just fine, didn't I?"

"You did… You were right"

"My favorite words!"

"I always thought it would be 'let's take this clothes off'"

"Nooo, those are my second favorite words. I'll let you go back to your boy"

"Talk to you later. Bye"

"Let me guess… Brad?"

"Who else would it be?"

"I really missed this ya know? Lying next to you…"

"Me too. I messed you so much…"

"We'll never have to miss each other again. You're stuck with me for life"

"That sound good enough for me"

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"I'm worried and, before people start talking, Adam didn't turned me gay. It's something I always had in myself… I just pretended it didn't exist. Thinking back it was probably the wrong choice to do but I'm glad I decided to be real, with myself and with you all." I can feel the audience energy. It's a good energy

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"So, Kris... I've got a surprise for you!"

"Really? And what is?" I open the door.

"SURPRISE!"

"Wow!"

"I decided that I was giving you a coming out party! Did you like it?"

"You better like! I had to paint that 'Happy coming out' sign… Did you know they don't sell one? There's happy birthday, happy wedding, I'm glad you came out of prison, It's a boy, it's a girl, but no happy coming out signs"

"I liked it! You're serious about the 'I'm glad you came out of prison' sign?

"Yeah… maybe I went to some weird places"

"Just maybe, Tommy? And just for me to know… which one of your girls you brought today? I don't wanna mess with names…"

"I'm alone today… not that it's none of your business"

"Now Tommy is just mad because he won't be kissing you anymore!"

"Thanks for remind me of that… I'm gonna drown my sorrows on alcohol! Katy is coming and I wanna watch your talk from the bar… with my camera on hand"

"You know… Katy and I are just fine!"

"I know that… I wanna record your face after she gives you the news… you're gonna want to see it later" And Tommy is gone… What the hell was he talking about?

"Hi, guys. And nice party Adam!"

"Thanks Katy! I'm glad you came!"

"So, Katy, how's single life?"

""No that single…""

"Meaning?"

""I'm dating… A girl actually""

"WHAT?" Me and Kris screamed, the entire party is looking at us

"Perfect shot! I knew that your faces would be priceless!"

""Well, after this whole thing with Kris I thought I could give it a try, you know? And I liked it! She's somewhere…"" She's looking to the sides, probably looking for the girl ""The good thing is that, although she's Adam's fan"" And here was I thinking she couldn't make me more surprise ""She's lesbian, and a girl, so she isn't going to live me for you""

"Don't worry. I want Kris and Kris only"

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"Soo… the party went pretty good…" We're getting ready for bed… It's been a full day. "I don't know if I said that to you before but I loved the coming out party idea"

"I loved meting Katy's girlfriend… It's still weird say Katy's girlfriend, but she's a nice girl! And I gotta ask Tommy for that shot of our faces…"

"Me and Katy were the perfect couple, huh? A closet gay and a closet lesbian!"

"Not as perfect as you and me"

" There's no couple in this universe that's as perfect as you and me"

"True… let's sleep… Tomorrow we gotta face the storm that you coming out formed."

"And we'll face it together!"

"I almost forgot!" I jump out of bed, got to my desk and take the little velvet little box. "I bought this for us" I open it. Kris' eyes are shining. "You bought us matching rings?"

"And they are engraved."

"Kradam, always and forever… This is beautiful, Adam"

"Just to anybody else knows you're mine"

"And forever will be"

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And that's it!

Don't ask me WHY I made a lesbian Katy.

XOXO