Jamie walked with Daniel in the back garden and looked towards the field where the children were playing. She watch Sirius and Lily teach Mike how to mount a broom, a sit correctly on it, Mike tried a fell off. Jamie winced wondering if Mike was going to start crying or pout. To her amazing he jumped to his feet and asked to try again.

She heard Daniel chuckled and she looked up at him. He was also watching the children play. He sensed her watching him and looked down at her, with a small smile.

"How have you been?" He asked as they continued their walk.

Jamie looked down at her feet while answering, "I've been fine. I'm a bit stress from the responsibilities of being a Prefect and Captain, not to mention studying for our N.E. and the night…"she stopped herself from saying nightmares and said something else. "….and the late night studying."

Daniel stopped and Jamie stopped as well still looking down at her feet. "Jamie you need to clam down. We still have all year to study and you have me to help with the Prefect duties and Quidditch. Jordan, Chris, and Ashley can also help you. You're not alone in this Jay; you have friends that are there to help you."

"I know Dan," Jamie said looking at him. "I know I have my friends to help me, but it doesn't help me from worrying about everything."

"You should stop worrying. You're too young to start worrying like an adult." Daniel stated.

"Daniel I've felt like an adult since I was eleven years old." Jamie said. "I've had to learn a new world on my own. You have no idea what that's like. I felt alone, so I knew I had a lot of growing up to do just to survive in this world."

"You had your parents and professors to help you Jamie."

Jamie starred at Daniel for a moment "Whatever Daniel." She said and walked away. "I didn't have my parents to help. Dad called me mad and said he did want anything to do with my world. The professors were only there to help me at Hogwarts. Daniel would never know what it was like."

"Jamie, wait up!" Daniel called out running to catch up to her.

Jamie stopped and waited for Daniel to stop near her. Once he stopped behind her, Daniel bent down catching his breath. Jamie turned to face him.

"What do you really want Daniel? I know you don't want to know how I've been" Jamie questioned. "What is this really about?"

Daniel back away a few feet, shocked by Jamie's questions. "I-I just wanted to talk about the last time we talked."

Jamie sighed and closed her eyes. "Daniel I thought I made it clear I don't want to talk about that anymore. I know I haven't been showing that I'm angry at you anymore, but I still am. I don't really know if I can be friends with you anymore, I don't know if you're worth being my friend."

Daniel was hurt, no he was beyond hurt. He felt like he just had his heart ripped out and torn into pieces.

"Jamie I know I've hurt you and I deserved to have you to believe I'm not worth being your friend, but I'm so sorry for what I have done to you and our friendship. I…."

"Daniel just stop," Jamie interrupted. "I don't want to hear how sorry you are. I know you wouldn't have ignored me or any of our friends if you cared. I know you don't care."

"Now that's not true!" Daniel snapped taking a step closer to Jamie. "I care. If I didn't care about you I wouldn't be apologizing and trying to fix our friendship."

"I'm sure you're just doing it to stop feeling guilty," Jamie argued. "By Monday you'll be with Ariel, following her around like a lost puppy and not want anything to do with me or our friends."

Daniel stepped closer looking down at Jamie in the eye, "I would never do that again." He said in a low tone. "I do feel guilty, but I do really miss you and our friends."

Jamie hesitated for a moment feeling weak at the knees from how close Daniel was to her, how she could feel his breath on her face. She shook her head and snorted moving away from him.

"I highly doubt you missed us. Just leave me alone Daniel," Jamie commanded and then started to walk away. "Don't let that boy get to you. He's just going to hurt you again."

Jamie kept walking, but tensed when she knew who that voice belong to. "Maybe he's telling the truth? Maybe he does want to renew our friendship?'

'No Jamie. He knows you love him and want to take advantage of that. Ariel hasn't given him a good shag in a while. He's just going to use you for a quick shag.' The voice said.

Jamie walked faster shaking her head. 'No he wouldn't do something like that. Daniel's not like that."

The voice laughed, 'You also thought he wasn't the kind of the person to ignore you for another girl.'

Jamie started to slow down, tears started to fill her eyes as she shook her head no.

'He doesn't love you Jamie. He never loved you, just like all your other friends. Just like your mother. Kill him Jamie. Show him that you are not just a useless witch.'

Jamie came to a complete stop letting her anger out. Her finger curled into fist as she let the voice's words sneak in. She didn't hear Daniel run up behind her until he placed his hand on her shoulder.

Spinning around Jamie held her wand to Daniel's neck. Daniel gasped and held his hands up in the air.

"Jamie it's-it's just me," He stated.

"You're a lying son of a bitch!" Jamie roared. "I want you to stay far away from me or you'll wish you've never been born!"

"Jamie? What…?" Daniel questioned, but was interrupted.

"I don't want to hear a fucking word from you!" Jamie yelled. "I'm not going to let you use me like some whore."

"I would never…!"

Jamie place the tip of her wand on Daniel's neck, "I said to shut up!" She grabbed a hold of Daniel's collar and pulled him down to look into his eyes.

"I don't know who you think you are? Or what the hell happened to you, but if you ever come ten feet near me I'll make your life living hell!" Jamie felt her eyes burns, but she ignored it thinking she might be crying. Daniel on the other hand seemed to squirm and try to get out of her grip. Finally Jamie let go of Daniel, who stumbled away from her, fear in his eyes.

Daniel starred at his once best friend, for once in his six years of knowing her; he never thought he would fear for his life. Before rushing back to the Borrow, he looked into the glowing red eyes of his best friend, knowing the only person that had those eyes was dead thanks to his godfather Harry Potter.

Jamie watched Daniel rush back to the Borrow. Her head started to hurt and she closed her eyes. Her eyes slowly stopped burning and her head had stopped hurting. Opening her eyes again, Jamie realized what she had done. Tears started to form in her eyes, never in her life would she ever thought she would talk to Daniel that way. She was angry with him yes, but she would never hurt him or threaten him in such a way.

"I'm turning into a monster!"

'No Jamie. You are becoming the witch you were born to be.'

Yeah I'm back. I couldn't really stay away from this story no matter how hard I tired. So the good news is, my work load for school has gone down since now I'm only taking classes for my major. Oh the joy of being a film major! Anyways I can spend a little time on this story now so I'll be making a come back.

I'm probably going to go back and re-edit the chapters since I realize now they suck and need to be worked on.

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