EDWARD'S POV

I cant believe that she got turned into a vampire with all I did to stop it. I tossed everything I wanted. Her, and having her forever. I left her to protect her and not have her be a vampire and here I am in pain because all this time I thought she was a human and comes out she's a vampire all this time. I should have listen to Alice when she said she saw this her turning to a vampire coming but noooo I was all "it doesn't have to be that way". I went through all that fucking pain for leaving to not turn her and take her soul but all that time she was a vampire. I bet she has someone else by now, because when she was human she was the most beautiful person and being a vampire. Of course she has someone. At that I fell to my knees. Because she has someone else that is not me. I bet she tells him "I love you" instead of me. My family knew better then to comfort me so they kept running back to the house. We don't dare call a house a home. Home was in Forks, Washington with my love but now there's no home. I started sobbing louder when I remembered what Alex I think said" "We do but she doesn't want to see you. She has seen you but you guys didn't know because she is the most powerful vampire with tons of gifts so yeah if you talk to her or she even sees you she will kill you on the spot. So it's leave her alone or bye-bye you die" it hurt so much knowing she will kill us if she saw us. It kept repeating itself in my head that she will kill us if she saw us. I heard distant sobbing that didn't belong to any of my family, but I didn't care, although I felt even more pain. I don't know why.

After like 7 hours of sobbing, yelling, and screaming in pain I stood up feeling numb and headed to the house.

ESME'S POV

I cant believe my daughter is a vampire since we-we left her. At that thought I started sobbing louder. Carlisle was next to me sobbing quietly and saying loving words to me like "She has people that love her" and " Don't worry she's okay". It hurt so much when they said she would kill us. So much. Oh my poor son. I still hear his sobbing of pain in my head.

BELLA'S POV

When we got inside we all went different ways. Jemmett and Jr were in the game room playing each other. Alex was looking at his car to see what to upgrade. Mary was looking online for a new phone although she has tons of them. Yuli was on her motorcycle with Jaime racing each other. Renesmee was in the music room on the piano. It hurt so much when she started playing piano and getting very good that it came in a close second after him. Will was designing our next house to move in after we finished high school with Melinda. I decided that I needed air and might as well as hunt again because with all the shields and mind talking kind of drained me and I also felt my break down coming soon and I don't want my family to see me weak because they all look up at me.

I went out the back door to not call attention from my family. When I was close to 7 miles from our house I heard distant sobbing, yelling, and screaming of pain. I ran closer to it but the closer I felt so much pain like the person's pain was my own. When I couldn't take it no more I fell to my knees because the pain was so much it was soon followed with my break down that happens every time I think of him. It hurt even more when I payed more attention to the person yelling my name over and over and I found out who that voice belonged to. It belonged to him.

"Bellaaaaaaaaaa! I'm so sorry. I love you. Please come back to me!" Then I heard sobbing with so much pain even more pain then what I sometimes felt which was impossible. I know it was very mean for me to admit that I felt better knowing that he was also in pain for what he d to me but I still didn't believe him completely that he left to protect me like Jaime said siblings and lovers don't leave each other without being in contact.

After 7 hours I heard him calm down enough to stand up and I guess head back to the others. It took me about 2 more hours to calm down and stand up and head hunting before going to my family.

As soon as I stepped through the door I was bombed with questions from everyone.

"Where were you!? We were so fucking worried don't leave again like that, homie." Yuli asked-yelled.

"What the fuck, Bella! We were so fucking worried we thought those fucking morons took you but I was like no Bella is hell more powerful then those snitches!" Alex yelled. I held in my laughter because he told me what he thought.

"Yeah, B you fucking scared us." Mary yelled.

"Bitch, you fucking scared us." Will yelled.

"Fuck! we almost went to their house and killed them all after we asked for you!" Jaime more like screamed.

"Bella. you scared as all don't do that again I almost went out with Renesmee to look for you." Melinda almost sobbed while hugging me before Renesmee.

"Momma, please don't do that again I was so scared. And my brothers almost ran to their house to kill them." Renesmee sobbed this time hugging me really hard.

"Mom, I almost fucking went to those morons house to kill them. Please don't go again." Anthony almost sobbed while hugging with Renesmee. My momma's boy. Oh how I love him.

"Oh, shit mom. Please don't leave again it fucking freaked me out please mom don't do that again. Please." Jemmett sobbed while tugging at his hair just like his father.

I felt so bad because I made my family mad and sad. And my children cry.

"I'm so sorry guys I promise I will tell you guys next okay. Im so sorry." I told everyone while hugging them.

Oh how I love them. I looked at my IPhone and told everyone in a hurry to hurry up.

"Oh shit. We have less then a hour to get ready for school. Hurry!" I yelled. But kind of nervous because after school we all have to talk to the Cullens.

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