Little Voices
Sam had lost track of time as she sat on the sofa surrounded by bottles that she had pulled out from any ware and drank the contents, she rocked her self gently back and forth still crying she couldn't seem to stop.
Sam was beyond drunk she was minuets from passing out, her mind began to play tricks on her as she gently rocked herself back and forth back and forth,
Look at yourself, all this for him, what are you doing? You're a disgusting drunk!
"But I… love him" she herd herself say allowed
What ha! You what please the voice went again
"I love him, I love him" Sam repeated over and over until her voice became a whisper, she shut her eyes; Sleep, I need sleep.
Sam fell off the sofa and struggled towards the kitchen she reached inside the cupboard and took out small bottle full of sleeping tablets she struggled with the lid that refused to open, this made her cry even more, she finally opened the bottle and poured them into her hands she took the rest of the liquid she had been drinking and downed them in one.
She fell onto the floor and leaned back and cried, her eyes began to feel heavy and painful she hugged the bottle and curled up in a ball her breathing slower and slower with every breath.
Phil stormed out of his house and got back into his car and started the ignition he had to see Sam speak to her talk things through he couldn't leave her he didn't want to baby or no baby, he set off down the road, dialing Sam's home number on his phone with one hand……
"Hi this is Sam Nixon im not in right now but leave a message" Beep…
Phil shoved his phone back into his pocket and continued to drive.
As the traffic was non existent he reached Sam s house in fifteen minuets, he checked the clock in the car 10:39, Sam wouldn't be in bed, he walked up to the front door and knocked twice, he sighed and tried again, no reply.
He looked to the side of him towards the window to the front room and saw a light on, maybe she was ignoring him,?
Phil walked over towards the window and peered through, he looked on in shock as he saw Sam lying on the floor surrounded by bottles and pills.
Phil smashed through Sam's front door and ran towards the living room to where she was lying.
"Sam, Sam wake up" he turned her over and felt her pulse, it was weak but he could still feel it "Sam you stupid cow, for god's sake why do this you know I love you"
He hugged her tightly kissing her head as he rocked her.
He placed her back down and rang for an ambulance, the urgency in his voice showing through, he was practically shouting at the person on the other end of the line. He hung up and returned to Sam who was lying lifeless on the floor.
In next to no time the ambulance had arrived and the paramedics were all over.
"did you find her like this" the male paramedic asked s he layed Sam on her back and strted placing tubes down her throat.
"yeah yeah I did , woah woah what you doing to her"
"its jus in case she vomits she wont choke now, are you her boyfriend ?"
"yeah I am and I want to come with her" Phil replied without hesitation.
The paramedics wheeled Sam out of the door and into the ambulance Phil climbed into the back and took hold of Sam's hand, he felt his phone go in his pocket, he reached in and looked at the caller, 'Becky'
Phil turned the phone off and kissed Sam's hand she was his priority now.
Sorry if I upset people with theses chapters but the best is yet to come
So what do you think will she be ok will they get back together you'll have to wait and see xxxxxx