A/N OK. I know this came a little late, but it was kinda hard to write. I don't really like writing sad heartbroken Blaine, because it makes me sad. Eh... This chapter is definitely not my favorite, mostly because of the many angry reviews I will receive for it...
Sorry, My computer went crazy, and decided to upload this chapter a few more times. xD There aren't any changes, except for the line breaks that I just now noticed that I forgot to add.
Enjoy (:
Blaine walked into the room slowly, and shut the door behind him softly. There was an eerie quietness, that was only filled by the steady beat of a heart monitor. He glanced back at the door one last time, before moving forward, and looking at the bed Kurt was lying in.
Blaine felt his heart break inside of his chest. Kurt was lying there, with tubes and wires poking out of his skin in various places, and his hair was un-styled, and messy. His normally beautiful skin was paler, and duller. His eyes looked slightly sunken, but not too much. He looked so fragile; so breakable. So, unlike the Kurt he knew and loved. There was various medical equipment scattered across the room, and Blaine had no idea what any of it did. He walked over to Kurt's bed, and took his hand. He almost recoiled. His skin felt like ice beneath his fingers. But he kept his hand over Kurt's. He just stayed like that for a while, unsure of what to say to his comatose boyfriend.
"Kurt." He started, hesitating slightly, "I know you probably can't hear me right now, and this is probably really stupid, but I love you. And I'm sorry. Sorry I didn't find you earlier, and I didn't come looking sooner. Kurt. I can't loose you, not after I just got you. Not after everything that's happened, everything that we've been through. That's not fair. It's just not." Blaine felt the tears start streaming down his face. "Please Kurt. Wake up."
Blaine looked up, but Kurt's eyes stayed closed, and his hand stayed limp. He started sobbing again. I can't do this. He thought, never loosening his grip on Kurt's hand.
"Blaine, we have to go." Wes said, placing his hand on Blaine's shoulder. Blaine didn't move. He was scared that if he did Kurt would die in the middle of the night, and he wouldn't be there. Or maybe Kurt would wake up, and he wouldn't be there.
"Blaine." Wes said a little louder. "We have to go." He really didn't want to make Blaine leave, but the hospital staff was mad enough as it was.
They'd been at the hospital for a total of 6 hours, and visiting hours were almost over. Only family were allowed to stay over-night, so he and Blaine had to go. The rest of the Warblers, and New Directions, minus Finn, had left. Wes volunteered to stay with Blaine, and make sure he got back to Dalton. Since he had driven down here with David, he would drive Blaine's car back. He wasn't sure he really wanted to do this anymore though. It was going to be near impossible to get Blaine out of that room.
"Blaine." Wes said, "Do you want that big dude from security to have to carry out? 'Cause I'm pretty sure he will if that doctor asks him to."
Blaine glanced over at him, then sighed in defeat. He looked back at Kurt, and then leaned over, and kissed him very lightly. He whispered that Wes figured was 'I love you.' and let go of his hand. He walked over to Wes, and looked up at him.
Blaine looked horrible. His hair was sticking up all over the place, and there were slight bags forming under his eyes. His face was ruddy, and tear stained, and his eyes didn't have their normal sparkle about them. Wes gave him a sympathetic look, and gestured for the door. Blaine's head feel a bit, as he walked out of the room.
Wes looked at Kurt, said, "Please wake up." and left the room, shutting the door tightly behind him.
Blaine's bed had never looked more uninviting to him. The blue and red sheets looked cold, and hair, and the pillows looked the same. He looked around the room, and his eyes locked on Kurt's bed. It was still made, and the most recent issue of Vogue was sitting open it. Blaine took a deep breath, and walked over to it. He hesitated for a second, before lying down, and turning over. He was suddenly overwhelmed by a smell that could only be described as Kurt. He buried his face in Kurt's pillow, expecting to cry. But he didn't; he couldn't. He'd used all his tears up in that hospital room, and now there was nothing but pain.
After hours of tossing, and turning, he finally feel asleep, but that wasn't much better.
Blaine walked into Kurt's room in the hospital, only to find it empty. All the machinery was gone, and so was Kurt. He looked around in confusion. Where is Kurt? He turned and walked back through the door. Burt was standing, and talking to a doctor, who had a solemn look on their face.
Suddenly, Burt turned to him. "It was you!" He yelled. The whole hospital seemed to go quiet. Blaine blinked and moved back a bit, only to run into something hard. He turned to see Tommy looming over him dangerously.
"Why Blaine? I thought you loved him!" He cried, throwing his hands out to the sides.
Blaine backed away, looking from Burt to Tommy. "I don't know what you're talking about!" Blaine cried, desperately looking around for any signs to alert him of his wrong-doing.
"He's dead." Came a sudden loud voice from the doorway of Kurt's room. It was Finn.
"W-what?" Blaine stuttered. Looking back and forth between the three faces now surrounding him.
"Kurt." Tommy said. "He died last night. And it's all your fault."
A/N *hides* I'm really sorry about this ending...like really. But hopefully next chapter you guys will love me again!
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