AN Okay this might be short and I am so sorry for that, I also didn't have a lot of time to look over it, as i am in a hurry so I'm so sorry if it seems kinda random or doesn't make sense. But I wanted to get this up because it is one of the last chapters and I made you guys wait like 3 days. So please bear with me! Hope you enjoy!

JPOV

In a few simple hours, my life seemed to change completely. I had been ready to give up and do the right thing. But then here comes Bella, and it makes me rethink everything. There had to be a reason why she got to me before I left, right? That had to be a sign. And after she started understanding my twisted reasoning behind lying to her, she actually wanted to remember what happened before. She asked me to help her, and I could feel complete happiness encompass my body. I didn't know if I was equipped to help her, but I was willing to do whatever she asked of me.

As I sung the song I wrote for her, I could tell by the expressions on her face that she was remembering something. A light smile would grace her lips, and it completely floored me. All of my dreams seemed to be coming true! The last thing she wanted to remember was the proposal, and that was the most difficult for me. It was the most important day of my life (human and vampire) and to share it again would be painful if she didn't remember or even care. All it took was her faint 'please' and the look in her eyes to get me to break. Who am I kidding; I can't deny this girl anything.

My prayers seemed to be answered when she remembered it, she even answered me the way she had all those years ago. I don't have a heart, but I knew that if I had one, it would be pounding against my chest so hard, I would think it possible to pound right through. She was then in my arms, and the world finally seemed right. I clung to her with a fervor that couldn't be denied. She seemed so delicate in my arms, but I couldn't seem to bring her close enough. As I took in her scent, I forgot the world around me. It was just Bella and I in our meadow, that is, until someone cleared their throat. I knew who it was before I looked. How could I be stupid enough to forget that my love was in love with someone else?

Bella pulled away from me quickly, and we both stood up slowly. Edward walked over to us, his expression was guarded, but I could see some pain behind his eyes. I felt terrible.

"Edward, I know this must look weird-" I started, but he stopped me by holding his hand up.

"I think I know what this is about. Carlisle and I were able to find one article in the local newspaper about your human life. The day you went missing, you were with Jasper," He said, not sounding angry at all. That confused me enough to where I couldn't find any words.

"He was helping me remember, but there's more to it than that," Bella said. She looked at me for a second without any emotion, my stomach felt hollow. Edward's eyebrows furrowed for a second.

"Whatever it is, you can tell me, love." He said, taking her hands in his. He then noticed the note that I had given her. She handed it to him, and he quickly read over it. When he finished, he looked up to me with a hard expression. "That doesn't seem like something a best friend would do, how come you've kept this from her until now?" He asked. He wasn't even that angry with me from what I could tell, which made me feel even worse.

"Jasper and I were more than friends. We were engaged. He was trying to do the noble thing and let us be happy without adding any drama to the situation, but then I started to remember things. I needed answers so I followed him here," Bella lied. I know she was basically saving my ass, and she didn't want to drag Alice into this either. She was too nice for her own good.

Edward seemed to be thinking about something and trying not to let his emotions show. He looked at me for a while, and then back to Bella. He must have been wondering what he walked in on.

"So you two were together before she was changed, but when we came across Jasper, you were gone," Edward said, trying to figure it out. I was waiting for the explosion of anger.

"The vampires that took me were part of an army in some way. A woman named Maria was gathering newborns to fight, but they never told me the real reason behind it. When she had enough men, she wanted a female that could be mistaken for her. I knew that I was in danger, but I had no other option. The guys there weren't bad; they were doing what she told them to because they didn't have a choice. They looked out for me in a way, even though they were all dealing with the bloodlust and super strength. I never went through bloodlust, the thought of killing a human appalled me, and for that Maria was ready to kill me. One of them convinced her that she still needed me so she kept me there. Before we even got to fight, people who I now know are the Volturri, came and instantly started killing off people. They came across me and my unusual diet and they wanted to keep me for questioning. That's when they found out that I was a shield. No matter what they did to me, I was unharmed. So he offered me a job, which I sweetly declined but promised to reconsider at a later time. He took me to Alaska to find a coven with a similar diet, and that's how I came across Tanya and her sisters," Bella explained. I had always wondered what happened, and why they left me there. I should have asked her long ago that might have sparked a memory also.

"And that's why you left for a year. To see if you could find her?" Edward asked me. His face was so hard to read, and I couldn't feel his emotions. He was blocking me out.

"Yes," I answered quietly. He nodded.

"Can you please give us a moment?" He asked. I owed him more than that.

"Yeah," I said. I was about to go when he stopped me.

"Don't go far, I want to talk to you after," He said quietly.

I went through the trees to a clearing where I could still see them, but I couldn't really hear them. They didn't seem angry with each other, just talking like it was nothing at all. That didn't give me much hope, but I felt like I didn't even deserve to have hope anymore. He was talking to her now, and I could see her nodding lightly. He caressed her face, and she grabbed his hand and held it there for a second. They shared a tender look that sent a stabbing pain through my chest, and then she left, going in the direction of the house. He looked to where I was and motioned for me to come back.

"Is she okay?" I asked. Edward nodded tightly.

"The only way this will be resolved is making her pick. I told her to take the time she needed, and not to worry about hurting anyone. She doesn't seem to want to give either of us up, and I'm pretty sure neither of us is willing to give her up. So I asked her to make a choice and let us know," Edward explained. I knew her choice already. It was practically screaming at me.

"Look, just do me a favor okay? Take care of her. Spoil her because she deserves it; give in to everything she wants. And she's scared of thunder, she will never tell you that because she is embarrassed but-" I was ranting, unable to stop or make a coherent thought, but he cut me off before I said anything else.

"You don't know that she's going to choose me," He said quietly. Of course I did.

"She doesn't love me now. Just because she remembers loving me in the past doesn't mean it carries out to now," I said.

"But it also doesn't mean that there isn't a possibility. Neither of us knows," Edward said. Was he really trying to help me feel better?

"Edward-" I started.

"You could have avoided this, you know? If you would have just told me in the beginning," Edward said. I could feel the anger now; he was starting to show emotion.

"And if I told you, would you," that wasn't even the right word, "could you have given her up?" I asked him.

"If you had told her from the beginning and that is what she wanted, then yes, because you are my brother and I care about you. But I am in too deep now," He said.

He would have given up the one thing that made him complete for me. I mentally kicked myself because I couldn't do it for him sooner. But the thought of losing her killed me, and it took almost everything in me to finally decide to leave. And yet, I was still here, causing problems and hurt.

"Don't even think of leaving now. You have to give her a fair choice. If she chooses you and you are gone, then she will only be staying with me as a second choice," He said, even though I wasn't letting him read my thoughts.

"I've tried to keep this to myself," I said, I had the sudden urge to break something again.

"Jasper, in all honesty I don't blame you. I love her too, and if the roles were reversed, I would probably be doing the same thing. That is why I cannot be angry with you. I am angry at the situation, and that you didn't come clean sooner, but I definitely understand your point. I also want to thank you. You were willing to give up your happiness for me. It's obvious you love her; you just wanted her to be happy. I cannot be angry at that either," Edward said.

I always knew he was a good guy, but it really struck me at that moment. Edward was everything that I wanted to be. I was so proud to be able to call him my brother in that moment, because he had just proven how much he loved Bella, and how much he loved me. There was no doubt in my mind that Bella would choose him, she would be stupid not to choose him.

"Edward, whatever the outcome is, I want you to know that you are my best friend. That won't change," I said. He smiled at me and clapped me on the back. It was a familiar feeling, and in that moment, I knew that everything would be okay somehow.

Ahhhh bromance... let me know how I did pretty please! If its terrible I will edit it and update it again to make sense! I'm off my lovlies!