Chapter 11
Setting Breadstixs restaurant.
Quinn looked up to see Kurt, Puck, and Taylor walking back to the table but Finn was not with them.
Quinn-Where is Finn?
Kurt- He said he needed a minute to himself. Quinn knew better than that and slowly got up from the table.
Quinn-Excuse me I need to find him.
Brittney- OK. Quinn slowly walked back to the bathroom. Everyone else stared after her.
Mike- Hopefully they can work things out. Cause it's clear to everyone else in the room. That they still love each other.
Tina- They just have to admit it to each other.
Kurt- Anyone can see that they still love each other but them. That is why they are perfect for each other. They both keep their feelings they have for each other hidden.
Santana- Now that Finn has given the heave-ho to stubbles. There is nothing that can stand in the way of them getting back together.
Kurt- Except for their stubbornness maybe.
Quinn made her way to the bathroom and she cautiously opened the door. When she opened the door. The sight before her broke her heart. She slowly walked over to him. She tried to get his attention but he seemed to block everything out.
Quinn- Finn? She said shyly. He still wouldn't look at her though. It was like he was ashamed about something.
Quinn- Finn look at me. But he just shook his head no. Quinn gently took his face in her hands and turned him to face her. Looking in Finn's eyes she could clearly see that he was in a lot of pain.
Quinn- What's wrong?
Finn- You should hate me .
Quinn- That is impossible for me to do. Believe me I have tried.
Finn- I wouldn't blame you if you did. All I have ever done was cause you nothing but heart-ache and pain.
Quinn- You have also given me something nobody can ever touch.
Finn-What is that besides misery.
Quinn- You have given me a handsome, wonderful little boy named Christopher.
Finn- Yeah probably the only thing I've ever done right. Finn turned away from her and walked over to the sinks. So they were some distance apart. He then turned around to look at her.
Finn- Quinn I owe you a huge apology. I'm sorry that I hurt you. More than I realized I did. I treated you like you weren't worth my time.
Quinn- Finn we talked about this. It's ok I realize something after I left. That is you didn't love me like I loved you. In the end it was best to let you go. Otherwise we both would have been miserable. I loved enough to want you to be happy. But at the same time I couldn't watch you with her. It would hurt to much so that is why I left. I didn't leave because I didn't love you cause I did. There was silence between them.
Quinn walked over to where Finn was standing. And taking his face into her hands.
Quinn- Even though I left Finn. Doesn't mean I stopped loving you. God believe me I tried but my heart wouldn't let me. Then I find out I'm pregnant with your child. It became clear no matter how far I went. I just couldn't escape you. But deep down I really didn't want to escape you. I love you Finn Christopher Hudson. You are my best friend, my soul mate, the father of my son. It also became clear to me that you are the love of my life. Quinn saying all of this while looking into his eyes the whole time.
Finn gently took her face into his hands.
Finn- God I love you too Quinn. I was such a damn fool to ever let you slip threw my fingers. Not once but twice.
Quinn- Finn the first time wasn't your fault it was mine.
Finn- Quinn I am sorry for not seeing. All that you really wanted from me was reassurance that I love you. And all I had to tell you was I love you. I do love you Quinn so much it hurts when I'm not with you. When you left you took something of mine with you.
Quinn- Yes I know Christopher but I didn't know I was carrying him when I left here. Finn chuckled.
Finn- Not that's not it but I'm glad you had him. But what I am talking about is something entirely different.
Quinn- What is that?
Finn- You took this with you. He gently took one of her hands in his and put it over his heart.
The tears came to Quinn's eyes. And all the while Finn was looking deeply into her eyes.
Finn- You took my heart with you. My life meant nothing without you in it. And maybe you had to leave for me to see. What was really staring at me in the face. My heart turned to a block of ice when you left. I never let anyone in or let anyone see how you leaving really effected me. How stupid was I to think Rachael held a candle to you. And life Taylor said she doesn't hold a candle to you. You are so much better than she it. It just took me a little longer for me to realize it. What can I say though. I am kind of slow at stuff like that.
Quinn-Hey don't say stuff like that. You are incredibly smart, sexy, and handsome. But most of all you are kind, loving, gentle, sweet, and special. No one is like you Finn. I tried moving on with Sam. But then I realized something all he was, was a substitute for you.
Finn- Quinn you are my other half. You are my life Quinn both you and Christopher. So please I am pleading with you. Is there anyway you can find it in your heart to forgive me. And if there is another chance for us. Cause if there is. I'll do everything in my power. To never hurt or take you for granted again. Finn tried to read the feelings in her eyes.
Quinn looked up into his eyes and could tell he was being sincere. As she was looking into his brown eyes that she loved so much. God help her but she loved this man with all of her being.
Quinn- Finn before I answer that question. What about Rachael?
Finn- What about her. She isn't and issue she never should have been. I ended things with her. I never should have gotten back together with her from the start. Cause my heart didn't lay with her. But it laid with another who held my heart in her hands. And that is my first love.
Quinn- How do I know you aren't going to change your mind in a few weeks.
Finn- I know it's going to take time for you to trust me again. But I know now what it's like to live without you. And I don't like that feeling at all. I lost you twice now because of my arrogance. I feel like I can't function without you. Yeah I do threw the emotions. But I'm really not living. I now know what I want and that is you Lucy Quinn Fabray. You are the love of my life. My other half that makes me whole. So I am pleading baby can we have a second chance. No scratch that a third and final chance.
Quinn gently grabbed the back of his head and brought him down to her level for a kiss. A kiss that expressed what she was feeling. Finn wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her in closer. Finn gave as good as he got back at her. Eventually they had to pull apart for much needed air. Quinn looked up at him looking into his eyes.
Quinn- Yes I forgive you. Like I said I tried being without you and I can't. I love you too and yes I would like to try again. But I am warning you. You break my heart again that is it. There is no more going back. I will take Christopher and never come back.
Finn- You have nothing to worry about. Now that I have you back I have no intentions of letting you go again. I know where my heart lies now. And that is with you and our son. Finn leaned in to kiss her again softly. He tried to keep it short and sweet but soon their passion took over. Quinn wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer. And wrapped a leg around his calf to pull him even closer. Finn wrapped his arms around her waist again and pulled her even closer. If that was even possible at this point. And they both sank into the kiss.
They were both caught up in their passion for each other. That neither one of them noticed the door to the bathroom opened.
Kurt- UHM. Kurt said clearing his throat. They both froze then slowly pulled back and looked at each other. Then they both turned their attention to the person that interrupted them. Neither one of them like that this moment was cut short. They both turned to fin an amused Kurt smiling at them. Kurt was enjoying that he caught them. Then his face turned serious.
Kurt- Are you two coming I am getting hungry. And Brittney won't let anyone order until everyone is at the table. Neither Finn or Quinn let go of each other. Quinn barried her face into his chest to hide from embarrassment. Not by kissing Finn but being caught kissing in a bathroom. This was a first even for her. Finn smiled and turned to Kurt.
Finn- Yeah we will be there in a minute.
Kurt- Well hurry up I'm hungry and you both know how irritable I get when I am hungry. Kurt turned and walked out the door satisfied that they were coming. Quinn pulled back to look at him. And they both smiled at each other.
Quinn- Come on we better go.
Finn- In a minute I need to finish what I was doing. Before I was so rudely interrupted.
Quinn-What is that?
Finn- This. Finn brought her lips back to his. But he didn't get very far before Kurt popped his head back in the bathroom.
Kurt- Come on you two let's go. We have a lot of hungry people at the table. Both of the groaned. Finn dropped his head on her shoulder out of frustration. Quinn gently took his head until he was looking at her.
Quinn- Come on we better go before the rest come searching for us.
Finn- Alright just know one thing. That I love you.
Quinn- I love you too. She gently pecked him on the lips. They both pulled apart and Quinn reached a hand out to Finn. And he didn't hesitate to take it for a second. He curled his fingers around hers and they both walked out of the bathroom. They both smiled at Kurt who was still standing there grinning from ear to ear. Seeing for himself that his two friends are happy again. And then all three of them walked back to the tale.
As they all approached the table. Kurt was walking a little ahead of them. So the others failed to see that they were holding hands. Until they got closer to the table. Finn pulled out her chair and sat down. But before sitting down he kissed the top of her head. Everyone looked at each other and wonder what just went on in that bathroom. Quinn looked around the table to see a lot of smiling faces. She knew all of them were hoping they would get back together. Finn pulled his chair a little closer to Quinn. The quietness at the table was really starting to get to her.
Santana- If no one else is going to say it I am. What happened in that bathroom.
Quinn- Nothing we just talked. Santana wasn't stupid though she knew a lot more went on in that bathroom than just talking.
Santana- Sure that is what they are calling it these days. She then noticed the shade of lipstick on Finn's lips. She smiled wanting to tease them a little bit. But she was truly happy for them both.
Santana- That's a nice shade of lipstick Hudson but it's not your color. Finn turned beat red but Quinn turned to look at him. She smiled and gently wiped the lipstick off of his lips with her thumb.
Santana- All I can say is it's about damn time. I didn't know how much longer I could keep it in. While you tip-toes around each other. Pretending that you still didn't love each other. When it's clear to everyone else how much you still love each other. Quinn smiled happy that her friend was happy for them.
Quinn- Thanks for the support Santana.
Santana- Well it's much more to do with the rest of us than you. Now maybe that chip on Finn's shoulders will disappear. Finn looked at everyone.
Santana- What you didn't think we didn't noticed. The change in your attitude after Quinn left. Well we did Hudson.
Finn- And I thought I hid it well.
Santana- We knew you were hurting when she left. But what we didn't know was your feelings for her.
Finn- Yeah I know I kept that to myself. Like I said before it was a mistake on my part. To get back together with Rachael The mood dropped at the table once that name came up.
Quinn-Baby can we not talk about her please. The more I hear that name the more I want to punch her lights out. Finn leaned into kiss her.
Finn- You are right baby. My little fighter.
Lauren- What I wouldn't give to see that though. The rest of the meal was all talk and laughs. And everyone having a good time catching up with each other.
A few hours later the meal was over. The all gathered outside in the parking lot to say good night. Finn and Quinn had an arms wrapped around each other. Quinn looked up at him.
Quinn- I had fun tonight. Finn pulled her into his arms.
Finn- I did too. I'll call you tomorrow before I come over.
Quinn- You don't have to call. You can come over whenever you would like. Say I have a great idea.
Finn- And what is that my love.
Quinn- Why don't you bring your mom, Burt and Kurt with you. I think it's time Christopher met his daddy's side of the family.
Finn- Yeah that would be great. My mom has been ecstatic to meet her grand son.
Quinn- Sounds like a plan. Quinn turned to leave but Finn grabbed her hand and brought her back to him. They both leaned in for a kiss. They kissed for a couple of minutes. Before they heard clapping and howling from their friends. They both leaned their foreheads together.
Quinn- I better go now. Christopher is going to be up again soon ready to eat. And if he doesn't get fed when he wants. He can be rather irritable.
Finn- Wonder where he gets that from. Raising an eyebrow at her.
Quinn- Certainly not me. If he doesn't get it from me and doesn't get it from you. Then who?
Finn and Quinn- Kurt. They both said at the same time with a laugh. But Kurt heard them from where he was standing.
Kurt- I heard that you know. He said with hands on his hips. Trying to look offended but smiled at it.
Quinn- I really have to go.
Finn- I know but I'll miss you.
Quinn- I'll miss you too.
Finn- Give Christopher a kiss for me and tell him that daddy loves him. And that I will see him soon.
Quinn- I will do that. I love you. Finn pulled her into a hug.
Finn- God I love you too baby. They both stayed like that for a few more minutes. Before pulling apart.
Finn- I will call you in the morning.
Quinn- Ok drive home safe..
Finn- You too. Finn leaned down to kiss her once more. And then they both let each other go. They both went in opposite directions of each other. Missing each other once again. But were happy with the way the events that happened tonight. Both still every much in love with each other. And now the both knew how the other felt about them.
End of Chapter 11
Next Chapter
The next morning. Quinn talks to her parents about the night before. And Finn does the same.
Carol and Burt meet their grandson.
Hope you all enjoyed and liked it. Pleas tell me what you thought. I have the next chapter written and hopefully will have it posted later again,
Kari