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That night Scud pumped her full of candy and joints. She was so high that at one point she fell off the couch and laid on the floor laughing. He moved to help her but had ended up falling himself, landing right beside her. They had been watching a movie but ended up laughing the floor until they calmed down enough for her to fall asleep. Scud had than scooped her up into his arms and carried her back to the bed. He had made his bed on the couch.

In the morning he had woken her up by running into the room and jumping on her bed. She had yelled at him and hit him with a pillow but Scud hadn't cared. When she tried to bury herself back under the blankets, Scud had yanked them off of her. He had a big day planned for them and couldn't wait to get started.

He took her to a park. They fed the ducks and walked quietly around for a while before he took her a real movie theater. He watched her face as she stared at the movie screen. He let his elbow rest on an arm rest and covered his mouth with his hand to hide his smile. Everything she saw amazed her and it made him feel good to be the one showing her the new things. When they went back to the warehouse, they smoked, ate chips and watched more movies while they sat on the couch. She then slept in the bed and he slept on the couch.

" So, let's teach you how to drive." Scud said, tossing her his keys on her third day of freedom.

" What?" Judas asked, catching the keys.

" I'm teaching you to drive so come on." He said.

" Oh, Josh, I don't know." She said as she paled. He grinned.

" Come on, Arianna. It will be easy. I'm a good teacher." He said.

And that was how she found herself sitting in the driver's side of his black van. She was gripping the steering wheel while staring at the dashboard. He had went over everything with her, how to start the van, which pedal was the gas and which was the brake. He told her how to watch the speed. Now he was sitting back with his left elbow propped up on the window frame as he watched her with a smirk.

" Babe, you need to start it up before we can move." He said.

" Shut up!" She snapped without looking at him. " I know that!" He rubbed his lips together and tried not to laugh. He looked away and started to rub his bottom lip. He listened to her deep breathings for a few minutes. " Can you start it for me?" She asked quietly. He looked back at her then smiled. He leaned forward.

" Sure thing, Baby." He said. He turned the key but when the van roared to life, Judas jumped. Scud bit the inside of his bottom lip. " Step on the brake, Babe." He watched as she moved her leg over and pressed on the brake. " Now, shift the gear into D." With a straight, pale face, she did as he asked. " Okay, now, press lightly down on the gas." A look of fear went over Judas' face but she didn't move. He let her try and calm herself for a few seconds before he spoke again. " Arianna, press on the gas."

She finally did as he asked and they started forward. Scud smiled and sat back. The parking lot was completely empty but she was still scared shitless and refused to tramp down on the gas. The van was creeping along so slowly that Scud glanced over to see what sped they were going on. Just as he thought, less then ten miles per hour.

" Arianna, this is going to take hours if you don't sped up slightly." He said

" You know, you're kind of bossy!" She snapped. " I'm scared!" Scud rubbed his lips together and tried hard not to laugh.

" There is nothing to be scared of, Babe. I'm right here. Speed up." He urged. Slowly the van started to pick up speed. " Good job. Ease the wheel to the right so we can turn and speed up more." She frowned but did what he asked. The van started to turn and when she straighten it out they were still only going ten miles per hour, despite her speeding up. " Babe, I sort of have other plans for us so if you could speed up it would be great."

" Holy shit, fine!" She shouted and tramped down on the gas. Scud jumped as the van rocketed forward. He grabbed the roof with one hand and the door with the other.

" Fuck, Babe, slow down!" He said.

" Make up your fucking mind!" Judas shouted.

" Slow down!" He yelled. " Now!" She slammed on the brake hard. They both flew forward as the van started to fish tail. Scud was gripping the dash board. When the van finally stopped, neither one looked away from the windshield and both were breathing hard. The van just idled, waiting for it's next order. "Put it in park." He ordered. With a shaky hand, Judas did just as he asked. Slowly they looked at each other. She bit the left side of her bottom lip and shrugged.

" I'm sorry." She said softly. Scud shook his head.

" Do it again, but nicely." He said.

The rest of the drive went smoothly. He gave her quiet orders which she listened too. They drove around the parking lot for an hour before he made her go out to the road. That night, while they sat on the couch during the movie, Scud watched her as she took her hair down from the braid it had been in. He watched as she closed her eyes and ran her hands through her hair, shaking it out as she went. She moaned softly and he felt it straight down the center of him.

" Sometimes it feels so good to let my hair down." She said.

Scud couldn't control himself anymore. He launched himself at her, surprising her. She jumped when his hands went to her neck. He yanked her forward and crushed his mouth against hers. She gasped so he threw his tongue straight into her mouth. She grabbed his wrists and let him pull her into his lap as they made out. He sent chills start through her.

He flipped them over fast so her back was against the couch and he was on top of her. He finally slowed down their kissing. His hands traveled through her hair as his tongue flowed over hers, teasing her and setting her on fire. She moaned and raised up her hips. He responded right away by grinding into her. The way she moved against him had him completely forgetting that she was a virgin.

A fact he still didn't remember as he peeled his shirt off then hers before he took her mouth again. He groaned then kissed down to her neck. She whimpered as he sucked on her pulse through her skin. His hands went down her sides then up her back. He undid her bra clasp but didn't pull it off right away. He looped his fingers around one of her straps then slowly slipped it down her shoulder. His mouth followed the strap. He kissed down the top of her shoulder then back up to her neck by kissing and sucking against her collar bone.

" Josh." She whispered.

" Mmmmm?" He muttered as he nipped against her.

" I have never done this." He opened his eyes and pulled away, scrapping his teeth against her skin as it slipped from his mouth. They met eyes. " But I want too." He shook his head and pulled away fast.

" Fuck." He muttered. " I'm sorry." He said, sitting up completely. He closed his eyes and shook his head. " I'm sorry." He repeated, feeling embarrassed for his teenager-like hormones. Judas slipped her bra off and let it fall to the floor as she sat up.

" I want this." She said. Scud shook his head again without opening his eyes.

" You have no idea what you're saying." He muttered. To his shock, she climbed onto his lap and grabbed his hands. He opened his eyes as she made him cover her breasts. She kissed him, lightly at first.

" I do know what I'm saying." She whispered against his mouth. He started to massage her, letting his thumbs swept across her nipples. She moaned and arched more into his touch. " I want this." He watched her as he touched her.

" I can't..." She opened her eyes and looked straight into his eyes.

" Please. I want to be with you." She whispered. He searched her face. She wasn't drunk, they weren't high. " You have done more for me than anyone ever has in my entire life. You have been honest and open with me about everything, I was just to stupid to realize it."

" I'm not an honest guy." Scud muttered but he hadn't stopped touching her.

" You have been with me. You have been amazing with me. You protected me from the reapers and you didn't even know me than. You are an honest guy." Judas said. He closed his eyes and brought her closer to him. He kissed against her neck.

" It's going to hurt," He found himself saying. " at first but it will get better."

" I trust you." She whispered as she let her head rest against his hair.

" I'll try hard to be gentle." He said.

' What the hell am I doing?' He asked himself. She moaned as he circled her nipples.

" Oh, shit, Babe." He groaned. " Get dressed." Judas yanked away from him, making his eyes open.

" No. I want this. Please." She begged. He smiled and cupped her chin.

" Not here you don't. We aren't doing this on the couch, in front of a movie. You need deserve better than that. Put your shirt on, we're going to bed. I want you comfortable and in bed. I don't want you to look back and regret this. I want this to be as best as it can be." Scud said.