I tried not to make the end of this chapter too sappy but … if I did lemme know if you liked it or it was to much. Kthankss ! :D

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If it were possible, she looked even more angelic when she was asleep. Or at least when she wasn't squirming around restlessly, and moaning in pain as she lay against him in the back of the car.

"She okay?" Sam whispered, looking up at them from the rear view mirror.

"I don't think so…" Dean whispered as she started to stir once again. "Shh…" He whispered to her, placing his hand on her shoulder.

"Cas…" She whispered in pain, her eyes squinting in her sleep.

"It's okay." Dean whispered, pulling her closer to try and keep her calm.

"No…" She whispered and let out a very soft gasp of pain. "Cas…" She whispered his name again and then suddenly went very, very still.

"What happened?" Sam called.

"I dunno..."

"Well is she okay?"

"I think…" Dean looked down at her face to see it peaceful for the first time since she had the horrible new delivered to her. "I think she's fine."

"Good." Sam said relieved. "Do you think he'll…"

"No….there's no way he can possibly stay away from her." Dean whispered. "Cas'll feel how much pain she's in and he'll have to come see her." Dean paused and looked down at her. "Or at least I hope he doesn't stay away."

He chuckled then. "When would you have thought I'd want to see an angel?" He asked his brother casually, not expecting a response.

Unfortunately he got one.

"Well since you're in love with her, I don't think you'd want to see her in any pain. So if having Cas around'll make the pain go away, then yeah, I'd expect you to want see him."

Dean looked up at him angrily. "Focus on driving." He said shortly, before looking back to Lizzy.

"Dean…you can't possibly think that she'll…"

"I don't think anything Sammy. Drive."

Sam sighed heavily, before turning his full attention back to the road. "Fine." Was all he said before he reached forward and clicked on the radio, a slow and sappy country song softly filling the car.

Dean shook his head slowly, looking back down at Lizzy.

"How the hell could anyone who has your love leave you?" HE whispered so that Sam couldn't hear, his hand coming up and stroking her hair softly.

"I know I wouldn't…" He added, smiling.

She stirred once again and rolled closer to him, pressing herself into his chest. Dean couldn't help but smile happily as she did this. Until….
"Cas…" She whispered once again

Dean's smile faded and he pulled his hand away from her hair as she lay there, her face twisted as she dreamt. And Dean knew deep down that all she was dreaming about, and all she would ever dream about, would be Castiel.

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"Well you're not sleeping on the floor…" Her voice was groggy and soft as she looked at Sam and Dean, eyes still half closed.

"Well we can ask for a cot or something maybe. And besides it's not like we haven't had to sleep on the floor before."

"But still…"

They had finally found a hotel that they agree was decent after hours and hours of driving. They pulled in at 1 in the morning, and Sam booked a room right away. A room with only two beds. Not only was that a problem, but they also had had the unwanted task of waking the heart broken Lizzy.

Sam had offered to do it, and had gently shaken her while softly calling her name. And as if she hadn't been sleeping she opened her eyes and looked at them. All Sam had said was 'we got a hotel' and she burst into tears.

It had taken a few minutes to calm her down but finally, she was talking and making sense.

"I'll sleep in the car I guess…" She said suddenly, wrapping her arms around herself once again.

"No." Dean said harshly. "You're too…"

"Broken?" She said it before he could even think of the word.

"No. You're too much of a priority to just let you sleep in the car." Dean said, recovering quickly.

She smiled softly. "Thanks."

"Come on, you need more sleep." Sam smiled, offering her his hand.

"Yeah…" She nodded, taking his hand and slipping out of the Impala.

But as she got to her feet, it seemed like her whole body gave out on itself and she fell into Sam, completely unable to get up.

"You okay?" Dean asked as Sam lifted her up, holding her to him.

Lizzy shook her head as large tears filled her eyes. "No…I'm not."

"Come on. Let's get you into the hotel room." Sam whispered, as he helped her walked towards the hotel, her legs still like rubber.

"I'm sorry I'm such a problem."

"You're not a problem Lizzy."

"Yeah. Don't ever think that." Dean flashed her a smile and she tried to smile back but it just wasn't happening.

"Here." Dean brushed past them and opened the door to a darkened room.

Sam and Lizzy slowly walked into the darkness, with Dean behind them.

"Lemme get the lights." He called in a groan, before there was flicking sound.

The florescent light flooded the room and Lizzy had to blink a few times for her eyes to adjust.

"No…" Sam's voice whispered out.

"What?" She asked as her eyes adjusted.

She looked in front of her and her body once again gave out on her and she tumbled to the ground, Sam just as shocked as she was.

He was standing there as if nothing had happened. Only it had. His face was twisted with pain, and his eyes were sad as he looked down at her, and even the way he was standing, it looked as if he was struggling to stay there.

"Cas?" She whispered, trying to breathe as she looked up at him from the place where she landed on the floor. "But Michael said…that you…" She stopped as the tears flooded over. "Cas…" She repeated his name before she hung her head low, softly sobbing.

"Elizabeth…" His voice was far, but then suddenly she felt his hands on her shoulders, she could almost hear his heart pounding in his chest. "Forgive me…" He whispered, as he knelt down in front of her, ducking his head to try and look into her eyes. "Please…I never meant for it to hurt you this way. Forgive me please. Please."

She looked up at him then, and his hand lifted, touching her damp cheek. "Oh Cas….of course I forgive you."

He swept her up into his arms and he held her tightly as she clung to him, crying as his lips softly brushed her neck.

"I love you." He whispered so only she could hear.

"I love you too." She breathed, her hands wrapped tightly around his neck.

They remained there, with Sam and Dean standing in the door way for a few more moment, as Lizzy cried and Cas held her tightly.

"Lizzy…" HE whispered.

"Yes?"

"What Michael said…" She pulled away fast, looking at him angrily. "It's true."

She bowed her head onto his shoulder and started crying heavily again.

"I am still your angel. More than your angel but…I cannot simply come to you whenever you call. There are restrictions now. And this…" His hand touched her cheek and she lifted her eyes to look at him. "This may be the only time we have together for a long time."

"No…no, no, no." She cried, and he grabbed her in his arms holding her tightly.

"Come on…" Dean called, grabbing the sleeve of Sam's shirt and pulling him out of the hotel room before shutting the door behind them.

"Cas please….please don't say these things." She pulled away from him only a little, their foreheads nearly touching. "I can't do it. I can't do it without you. To not be able to see you? I can't!"

"And neither can I." He said softly, his voice emotionless, but giving his heart ache away all at the same time. "But…we must."

She pressed her forehead to his as the tears spilled down her cheeks and she took in a deep, and strangled breath. "How long do we have?"

"I can stay till morning."

"That's only five hours…" Lizzy whispered, her eyes closing.

"I know…" He whispered, his hand coming up and touching her face. "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." She whispered, her voice more steady. "It's better than nothing right?" Lizzy opened her eyes and looked at him once again, a small smile on her face.

"Yeah." He nodded.

Lizzy let out a sigh and then nodded. "Okay…" She whispered as Castiel pulled away from her, and rose up. He then took her hands in his and helped her up, before pulling her into his arms.

"I will never be anything less than yours Elizabeth." He whispered into her ear. "Remember that, no matter what. Even when I am not here, I am yours."

Lizzy nodded against his chest, breathing in his scent. "And I will always be yours." She whispered in return, pulling away from him slowly.

His eyes glistened down at her, his hands going down to her hips.

"Cas?" Lizzy whispered, her hands sliding down to his strong shoulders.

"Yes?"

"You would never lie to me would you?"

It stuck him as odd that she would ask this. "No. Never. Why?"

"I just…have this feeling that there's something going on, with the other angels, and I don't know about it."

"There is always other things going on with the other angels. And you may never know about any of it."

"But I think it's about me…" She looked up at him hopefully and Castiel sighed.

"Lizzy there are powers at work that even I know nothing about." He sighed. "There are things happening that I know little of. There are things happening, that I wish weren't happening, but they are. And there is nothing I can do about them."

"And there is nothing I can do either is there?" Castiel shook his head. "Okay…"

"Lizzy please don't be angry if…"

"I wont be angry." She smiled. "Well…" Castiel looked worried. "I might be angry. But considering I love you, you could probably take that anger away with a simple kiss." She looked up at him and smirked and Cas very slowly leaned down and pressed his lips to hers. When he pulled away she was smiling. "See, all happy."

Castiel's lips were still close to hers when he smiled. "Good." He whispered, his voice husky, before their lips connected once again, at all at once they both felt that spark come between them.

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Her soft fingers were trailing over his chest, tracing over the curves and indents of his muscles, sending chills up and down his body. Her eyes were half open, glittering in the dim light as she lay against him, her hair wrapped around her face.

His rough fingers were slowly trailing up and down her arms, sending blissfully jolts through her body.

They hadn't moved from this position in over an hour. Just laying there with one another, practically wrapped up in each other.

"Does it bother you that he'll be with me so much…and you'll be far away?" She whispered, speaking of Dean.

"Yes, and no."

"Why both?"

"Yes, because of the way he looks at you…when you aren't looking at him." Lizzy shifted closer to him and he held back a chuckle. "And no because…" He paused and smiled and she tilted her head up. Her eyes locking with him. "No because of this. Right here and now."

Lizzy smiled softly, and shifted her head down, her lips pressing against his chest. "I love you." She whispered, just as Castiel pressed his lips to the top of her head.

"Does it bother you that other angel's will have my attention all the time, and you wont?"

"Not at all." Lizzy whispered.

"Why not?"

"They may have your attention Castiel," She lifted herself up, her hair cascading into her face, shadowing her eyes only momentarily. "But I'll always be on your mind."

"You have no idea." Castiel whispered as she lowered herself down to him, pressing herself against his chest as their lips connected.

The kiss lasted forever till Lizzy pulled away, her eyes closed, lip quivering.

"Don't cry…please."

"I'm sorry." She whispered, trying to control herself.

"It's not forever."

"I know…but it's close enough." She whispered as he clasped his hand around her lower back.

"You know that if you ever really needed me I would come. I would be here, no matter what the consequences."

She nodded against his chest, as a tear rolled down her cheek, hitting his warm and shining skin. "I know." She whispered.

Lizzy had tried all night not to look up at the clock and she had managed not to. But now, this time, for some stupid reason, her eyes flicked up to watch as the numbers changed from 6:59 to 7:00.

"You have to go don't you?" She whispered, clasping the sheet close to her heart as she sat up and away from him.

Castiel sat up, his eyes locked on her, nodding. "Yes…."

"Okay…"

They both got out of the bed, on opposite sides and got dressed. And as hard as Lizzy tried to slow the process, she found that only five minutes past seven she was fully clothed.

"So this is it?" She whispered as she walked around the bed to him, her hands coming up onto his chest.

"Yes."

"And I have to call Michael now…"

"Yes."

"I hate him." She said harshly.

"I believe I do too..." Lizzy half chuckled at this before her eyes closed, trying to hide the tears from him.

But he saw. "Lizzy…" He whispered, his lips coming down onto her forehead, then her cheek, the corner of her mouth and then finally and very tenderly he pressed his lips to hers as she pushed herself up onto her toes, her body pressing into his.

They both broke apart abruptly, and in the most unwanted of fashions.

"I guess that was your cue?" She whispered, bringing her hand up and pressing it to her temple where the echo of an angelic scream to Castiel remained in her mind.

"Yes." He nodded and looked away from her. "Here." Cas looked up at her suddenly and help up his black jacket. "I want you to keep this."

Lizzy kept her eyes on his the whole time, as his strong arms reached around and draped the jacket on her shoulders.

"Thank you."

Another scream erupted in her ear and she cringed, before her tears started welling with tears. But before she would let the emotions get away with her, she leaped into Castiel, her arms wrapped tightly around his neck.

"I love you." She whispered, her eyes snapped shut.

Castiel, although momentarily shocked, quickly wrapped his arms around her and kissed her neck. "I love you too." He whispered.

They held one another for too little an amount of time. And then, before she knew it, he pulled away, kissed her softly and whispered 'I love you' on last time, before he vanished.

Lizzy looked around the room, almost expecting it to be a joke. But deep down she knew it wasn't.

She pulled the jacket on fully, wrapping her arms around herself tightly in the over sized jacket as she walked over to the bed, where she lay down where he had been, pressing herself into the fabric, before falling deeply into sleep.