You guys, I just suck so much. I am so sorry. Years in between updates is unacceptable and I sincerely apologize. Here's some more and I hope you like it.
"Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed"
His blue eyes pierced into mine, as if he was tearing through each and every layer of my being. He bit his lip and leaned closer to me. I held my breath and nodded slightly. Soon his soft lips pressed against mine, softly, gently. I moved my lips in sync with his and surrendered my self completely to his kiss. he tasted my lips tentatively with his tongue before I granted him entrance. I slowly lifted my hands up and tangled my fingers into his curly locks of hair. For a moment everything was perfect. I forgot that I was in the hospital, that I had tried to kill myself, that my dad raped me.
Fuck.
I pulled away abruptly and Danny looked at me, embarrassed.
"I'm sorry." He whispered, and I shook my head and looked away, "Caitlyn…"
I looked at him and sighed. "You never said 'I love you' back…" I choked out.
He ran his hands through his hair, "I have to pee." He said and quickly ran out of the room.
Fuck.
The nurse came back in the room, checked my vitals, gave me food, and Danny didn't come back. Half an hour passed, no Danny. An hour, no Danny. I should've known better. I'm not meant for love. I scared him away. I'm alone again. I can't control the tears as they fall out of my eyes. I wrap my arms around my body and cry. And once again, all the memories and pain coms back to me and, again, I want to die.
Fuck.
I am awaken from my sleep by the sound of a guitar strumming, and soon the deep sound of someone serenading me. I open my eyes to see Danny, staring right at me a shy expression on his face.
"Some things are just nature
And some we just create
When I'm looking at your picture
I'm looking at my fate"
he sings and my heart stops.
"It's not what they expected
Really not what they wanted
But they're not the ones
Spending their lives with you"
he continues, his voice so smooth, so deep, so perfect. My breathing is shallow.
"When I see your face
My heart is racing away
And I know it's a cliché
But what more can I say?
I'm in love with you"
he finishes and sets his guitar on the ground next to his chair and looks at me. I just look at him, totally in awe of this man in front of me.
"come here." I whisper. Danny jumps up and runs towards me and without hesitation, kisses me. Deeply, passionately. And I know that my problems aren't over, that there is still so much to deal with, but in this moment none of it matters. The tears fall from my eyes, but this time they are happy tears. Tears of hope.
Ta da! Review… and I PROMISE I'll update soon. (at least sooner than a year and a half.)
Lovelovelovelovelove.