Rissa P.O.V

Our life has chanced a lot lately Lily and Severus stayed friends, because my confession, but Severus still angry at me.

It our last year Hogwarts and my life have changed more than enough, I'm married and Cissy is about get married, Andy decide it's great idea rebel and so she married muggle, Regulus and Barty joined dark lord army.

Our year is ending and I never been this scared everybody are pushing me and things aren't getting any easier because Sirius nut mother decide her son should knock me up fast as possible and now I'm waiting bloody kid!

I know it's going to be a girl and we have already choose godparents my choise is Bella and Sirius is Bloody James fu****ng Potter, but he is like brother to him so maybe I can live with long as he lives after all dark lord has thing for Potter and Evans for some unknown reason.

I know having girl is going to piss aunt Walburga completely off, but that is one reason why Sirius and I are so happy to having girl, even though nobody except Cissy and Bella and possible or more than possible James knows it's going to be girl.

Barty has been acting weirdly but maybe it because things between us had been well awkward.

Regulus and I have growing closer and he is always in my side when I fight with Sirius, which is good because we fight very often mostly because different point of view and our different believe. But he is not such bad person to be married with, but we haven't move together fully so I don't know for sure what things can be then.

I'm sitting in astronomy tower once again and I look always so beautiful landscape, then I feel tap in my shoulder and some unknown reason I'm about punch tapper, but it is Sirius.

"Hey, sorry if, I scare you." He says and I snore.

"It's okay." I say and I look far away, he is staring at me, which is bloody annoying, but good thing is that he can't yell at me because Walburga believe that if father of child yells or is any other way horrible to expecting mother child will die or worse born squil. And with aunt Walburga weird fetish for blaming Sirius, my ass would be saved because she would blame Sirius for having so called muggle child.

"I wanna talk about baby name." He says and I stare at him, after all of things he wants talk about baby name?

"Okay what have you thinking?" I ask and I actually am curious.

"First name Sarah and middle name should be Excella." He says and he looks at asking manner.

"Excella is fine, but Sarah isn't okay, I don't want filthy common muggle name to be my daughter first name." I spat at him and I know here we go again.

"Well if you have better idea, go on and tell!" He says challenging manner but he regret it almost immeadtly after saying it.

"Livia, almost like Olivia but with nice twist." I say and he stares at me.

"Livia Excella Black… I like it." He says and I give him small smile, suddenly he takes my hand and holds it.

It won't last long soon because James comes in and says "Hey Pads, Carrow's twins fall our little Gryffindor trap!"

Soon they both run off and I can tell I'm going to feel sorry for Carrow's even though I don't like them.

I walk back to Slytherin common room and I sit in sofa alone, I notice once again everybody is staring at me and it's bloody annoying but I just give them my regular death glare and they stop. Then Cissy came, thanks to Merlin or Morgana.

"How are you?" She asks and I raise eye brow at her.

"Fine, still married to Sirius and still heavily pregnant." I say and she chuckle and sit next to me at couch.

"So, nothing new then? I can't wait to see my niece." She says happily but her thoughts are elsewhere.

"So what's going on?" I ask and she gives me that fake confused look and I glare at her so she tells "It just mom and dad or more likely Lucius parents wants rush with those weddings and I'm not really into winter theme."

"I'm sorry, thing are going to turn well until end… We have finally decided name." I say firstly comforting and then more as if happier manner, but Cissy comes happy.

"Oh Merlin, that's good, I can't wait until I can get spoil her and go shopping with her." Cissy says happily and start telling at me what she is going to do, with her future niece.

Soon I feel tiredness and I go to dorm, I miss Barty and dark lord… Then I fall sleep and once again those nightmares starts.