The trees flashed by as quickly as the blood boiled and flushed through my body as ran back toward the Cullens house.
"Jacob. Don't. Please think about what your about to do." Embry yelled a few steps behind me , "Jake.."
"Shut it Embry!" I yelled in frustration. Knowing that if I thought on it to long it I would never do anything about it, the thought of Seth kissing that bloodsucker sickened me; even he did save Seth's life. Sure we had a deal but, Seth didn't have a clue about it. One night, not one life time.
The trees were fading above, now revealing the early morning sky. The end of the forest was so close I could sense a fresh new feeling inside me. A feeling which that would consume me, for a brief time would become me. It wasn't anger; it was something more powerful than that revengeful, no stronger, despiteful not even close. Hate. The word was equal to that of an oncoming train in my mind. I once heard that hate co-existed with love, for without each other one could not survive.
"co-existed with Love." I thought. "Hate co-exists with love. I co-exist with Seth."
"Jacob you have to listen to me right now….. Seth is the love Wolf."
"Yea I just made the connection." I halted as Embry caught up to me.
"Jacob you have to let Seth make this decision there is no making him choose, if you do that then you are going to kill him." Embry stated powerfully, "I'm not going to let you do that." Embry positioned himself to fight.
"Embry, you don't get it do you." I growled at him.
"I' am Seth's other half….."
The elder's had gathered everyone on the reserve, for a night of honoring the elder and packs and tribes that we were a part of , that we continued to honor by taking part in the natural order of things. Descendants would produce offspring that would soon take their place after that the parent would become an elder. The elder's job was to inform the descendants of their history that they had learned from the parents who learned from the previous parents of each generation since the beginning to now. Since we all had almost reached our phasing point of becoming a wolf (excluding Seth and I.)we had yet to master that side the pack had to be informed of everything that the history had come from. The fire was huge that night up on one of the cliffs that as kids and still now as a fifteen year old kid, I dived off of. Everyone was there Sam being the oldest at seventeen and his family, his father being a elder and his mother as well. Then there was Paul sixteen followed by Quil and Embry sixteen on seventeen in the next two weeks and me fifteen going on sixteen in the next three weeks.
"Hey Jake." Embry waved as Quil turned to also greet me as I rolled my father being an elder and all to the bon fire.
"Go ahead. Jacob I got it from here." My father said rolling himself now toward the other elders in our presence.
"Hey Guys. How's life, you've been distant lately." Quil and Embry chuckled.
"Just wait for it Jacob." Quil smiled and looked at Embry who shared and identical smile of secrecy.
I didn't know what it meant at the time since I had not phased till three weeks later and learned why they both had kept their distance from me. Not but a few seconds later we all heard another car door slam and half of us who were not in deep conversation turned around.
"Hey, looks who's here." Embry laughed as he nearly tackled Seth Clearwater.
"Whoa there , Em don't go crushing a twelve-year old to death now." Quil laughed pulling Embry off of Seth and nudging him with a knuckle on his shoulder. "Hey kiddo. Hows it?"
"Hello Embry , and fine I guess , a bit late for liking though." Seth said yawning.
"Yea well its not like they want to stay up all night feel free to sleep during the stories and what not, I know I'am with all the food we are going to have. Speaking of food where is your dad he has it all."
Seth's Dad was still here then, he was a great man who earned the respect of everyone even Sam Uleys father.
"He's on his way." Seth said holding his stomach "I hope."
I laughed at this "You always have room for food." I said now getting my turn to say hello to my best-friend.
"Hey Jake. You eat more than I do." This was true.
"Yea , well I can spot food a mile away in fact I see you father just got here." I said as he pulled up and unloaded the food.
Not soon after it was unloaded the food was then put onto plates and everyone sat around the fire as the elders discussed privately on which stories they wanted to tell, what order and things of that nature. How we came to be , the treaty made with the vampires and how the boundary line was made. Other than the one the we were living now the most interesting one was that of Thomas a pack member like us who had before he was killed buried the story that was just recent found and translated the time it was written was unknown there as history always does repeat itself we would know when it was to happen again.
"The Story is about a mythical creature that not even my great- grand parents, parents lived to see. The Love Wolf. You see this was about a pack member called Matthias and he was a different kind of pack mate then any of us. He was loveable to everyone, everyone asked said so. For Matthias had special powers bestowed upon his at birth. The ability to make people love him, of course he himself had not figured he had the power until it was too late. But before we get to the late part we need know the back ground information." Billy began having everyone's full attention except Embrys and Quil's who seemed to be distracted on something in the air only visible to themselves individually. Most likely imagining becoming a bean who could shape in a more powerful form on will.
"Matthias as every one of does as well, had a counterpart another half if you would. Phillipus , he was a person who would be trapped within his own constraints for he would get angry easily and wanted to have everything he could have. And when it came to meeting young Matthias who had skills of having people love him , it was no shock that upon this meeting that Phillipus decided to want to make Matthias his own." His own being the Matthias was capable of living forever while Phillipus lived forever. Living you can go on through life without being really tied down to anything such as money or land or even people , when lived was the context in which your life controlled you as you went through it playing with your emotions and challenging you every single day of your life.
"Well Phillipus did exactly that however not in the way that he wanted to, it wasn't his way. He fell under the power of Matthias and Phillipus lived alongside him as powerful individuals. It was until another a person came to kneel under Matthias power, Jaquel had a very special gift, and he was not that of living nor lived like that of Matthias and Phillipus but that of live. He had the feeling of lived with the curse of living. In other words he knew all the feelings that Phillipus came to know for as long as Matthias could, forever."
"So, what's so bad about having another person to hang out with." Seth asked Billy quietly.
"Well you see Seth, Matthias didn't see it as a bad thing at all and neither did Phillipus , because Jaquel was able to relate to both of them." Billy smiled as Seth nodded to show his understanding. "Until time commenced and Phillipus noticed on how Matthias would talk and relate more to Jaquel because he knew what it was like to live not only with the ease of being without death but that of having feeling much more than Phillipus had. Seeing that Jaquel interest Matthias much more than Phillipus was ending near that of his life and wanted to make sure that Matthias was happy still seeing as he was to be gone in a matter of days."
"How." I asked my father and the smile my father gave was unforgettable that I was listening like Seth never having listened to anything my father said before.
"He Killed Matthias."
Everyone was quiet now, only the crackle of the fire was the audible sound.
"I have to finish the story Embry." I said quietly.
"Your not going to kill Seth , Jacob. Get that thorugh your thick head."
"I don't have a choice Embry , he either gets killed or lives forever but in order to do either he need to face death."
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I know sorry its been awhile and I know many of you might hate me because of I have to do in the upcoming updates but rest assure they will be upload here in the following three days and well as most likely the conclusion of this story …. I know sad but I'm thinking of taking my story haunted and actually making either a sequel to this or at least have it relate to this story in some way because I would love to start up on that story come summer … Please read that if you want it's not too long at the moment but I feel very strong about that piece and where I can go.
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