******this one is pretty long to make up for time that i haven't posted...sorry Beth :P i've been really busy************

So Much Love, too Much Drama

First of all, i jut want to let you know i Love Selena to pieces, so please don't Judge by the way its Written, it just came to me, and i wrote it as the idea's came. i apologize for anything that upsets people in this story. but like i said, this is the way it came to me. please don't judge for the sake of the story. like i said its just a story lol.
second, its not a Bieber Love story like most, its actually a Ryan Butler Love Story lol hope you like it

Some of My characters are actual People and i wanted to mention them as well 3

***********this chapter will be a POV chapter as there are going to be different things happening with different characters. also the dream that takes place in this chapter was not written by me, i read it somewhere and i really liked it, so i used it lol**********

Chapter 13
Disfunctional

Justin's POV

It was dark. Pitch black. Suddenly, a beam illuminated the room. It was a spotlight, on a boy. I leaned forward in my seat, narrowing my eyes for a better view. Wait, that was me. It was me, a few years ago. I was 15. I had flippy hair and an American Apparel hoodie on. I was sitting on a stool with a mic in my hand. All of the lights in the arena flickered on and that's when I noticed I wasn't alone. Thousands of girls were in their seats. They all stood up immediately and started chanting my name. "Justin, Justin, Justin…" Little me had a big smile on his face. "Thank you!" he said with a squeaky voice. "If it weren't for you guys I wouldn't be here!" Little me did a peace sign then walked off stage to my mom.

It went dark.

A beam lit up the stage again. Surprise, surprise. It was me. I was about 17. My hair was cut. I lost all the baby fat on my face. There was a fake smile on my face. I was wearing a leather jacket. The arena lit up again and I noticed there were more girls. They chanted my name but I looked to the right. I looked back to the crowd and lifted the mic to my lips. "Swag" I pranced off the stage and into someone's arms. I squinted my eyes and saw Selena embracing 17 year old me in a hug.

It went dark once again.

The spotlight went on the stage. There was a man standing with sunglasses on. No smile on his face. He looked like an older me. His face was more chiseled and some stubble lined his cheeks. The arena lit up and I was shocked. Tears filled my eyes when I noticed I was the only one sitting in the audience. Where were the screaming girls? Why wasn't there anybody here? He took off his sunglasses and looked into the empty seats. A single tear rolled down his cheek, and I realized I was crying too. He walked off the stage where nobody awaited him. A voice took over the speakers. It was 15 year old me's voice. "You're at the top of the mountain, but who helped you climb there?"

I shot up from my bed, eyes wide open and heart pounding. "What have I done?" i couldn't breathe and i could feel the tears, i knew it wasn't real but it was a glimpse of what might happen if i ever went back to Selena, i looked beside me, Shelly, my newlywed wife, lay there sleeping, i kissed her forehead and got up for a drink, and i decided i needed to talk to my 2 best friends in the world about what i had just dreamed, especially with the news we had to tell everyone in a few days.

Ryans POV

I couldn't sleep, so i was just laying there watching the most beautiful thing in my life sleep, as she had her head on my chest and her arms wrapped around my waste, i was so happy she had agreed to be in my life, Not to mention we had a surprise for everyone, as soon as we met up with Beth and Nathan again, which wouldn't be too much longer. i was watching her sleep and all of a sudden Beth and Nathan popped into my head, i wondered how they were doing, we havn't seen them in a while since justin's tour ended, before that, they were inseperable, together 6 months and still going strong, yet i couldn't help but wonder, Beth had told Sam that they were going to France for a few weeks and wouldn't be able to contact anyone, i can guess why, when Sam and i first got together we took a trip and we didn't take any communication with us. Just then as i was in mid thought i herd a knock at the door, i didn't want to wake my sleeping beauty, so i just wiggled out from under her as carefully as i could without disturbing her, and went to get the door.

"hey man, whats going on" Justin said, i could see he was crying from the redness in his eyes and the crack in his voice, i wondered if something had happened to Shelly, or Pattie or Jeremy, or someone close. "whats wrong Jay" i asked concerned "well man, i had this dream, i was hoping Sam would be up too, but ill have to wait till morning to tell her about it, ill talk to you tonight tho," he said, launching right into the dream. i didn't really know what to think, because i had one just like it when Sam and i broke up but the only difference was if i didn't go back to her then the bad things would happen. "well Justin, you know i had a similar dream when Sam and i got into that fight and we broke up over what happened in Atlanta a few years ago...i think the dream is telling you to stay away from Selena, because even Sam and i told you that when you were with her, you ignored your fans, and stopped doing everything, like i don't mean to sound rude or like an ass or anything but you were kind of an asshole when you were with her." i told him "yeah man i know, shes a controlling bitch, so i guess i have to stay away, which i planned on doing anyway, because im completely happy with Shelly" he told me, then it hit me..."Justin, i just realized, you had that dream because your scared the same thing might happen with Shelly, but its not because your actually happy with her, and in the back of your mind, your scared Selena is going to start shit again, but you know in real life that it won't happen!" i said and smiled. "ya know what Ryan...you're right!, thanks man, no need to tell Sam about it after all, we can keep it between you and me!" he said and i nodded and walked him back out the door so i could go back to bed to my fiance.

Beths POV

Wow...i can't believe i FINALLY got my dream guy, thanks to one of my closest friends in the world, i think she might be getting sick of hearing all the thanks. come to think of her, i really miss her, i think i might talk to Nathan and see if he wants to cut our trip short, its been far too long, i need to head back to Stratford, get a few things and find out where Sam, Ryan, Justin and Shelly are, Not to mention my twin sister Rabia and her man Chaz, i miss them all like crazy i thought to myself. i have big news to tell Sam, shes absolutely going to love it, and shes going to be so excited! "Babe" i said "are you awake?" i asked "yes sweetie, i love you, what is it?" Nathan asked " i love you too" i replied and continued "i think we should cut our trip short, i really miss everyone, i need to go home to Stratford to see mom and dad, and find out where Sam and the rest are, i need to see them, and i have to tell Sam our big news!" i explained "you know, i love it, but it scares the shit out of me when you do that" he said with a smile, "do what" i asked. "read my mind" he laughed "i could tell that you wanted to go home and see everyone and then track down Bieber and everyone" he smiled and kissed me.

Sam's POV

"Good Morning beautiful" i woke up with a kiss on the forehead, i looked at the clock and it was 5:30am, "ugh time to get up already?" i asked, i tossed and turned all night, i had the worst dream that Justin was back with Selena and he shut us all out of his life. i didn't want to think about it, because i love Justin, he is my brother, he would never shut me out, or Ryan even, "yes babe, our flight leaves in 2 hours, we're heading to Halifax" he told me, i went cold. i didn't want to go to Halifax, i wanted to stay in Italy, it was beautiful here. "besides" he continued "Beth and Nathan will be there when we land, she just called and told me, she misses you guys like crazy" he said "OMG!" i said as i bolted for the shower, "RYAN get your sexy ass in here we need to hurry!" i screamed as i heard him laughing and coming into the bathroom. The flight was long, i just slept on the plane as usual, when i woke up we were just landing, then i remembered, Beth and Nathan were picking us up, so i got excited really quick. we got off the plane and they were standing there, i was vibrating trying to get through the people in front of me, Kenny had to follow close behind us because Justin, Shelly, Ryan, Rabia and Chaz weren't far behind me, "BETH!" i screamed as i got close enough to hug her "omg i missed you so much!" she said as she hugged me back, then Rabia and Shelly were there as well we were all crying and hugging while Chaz, Ryan, Justin and Nathan stood there shaking hands. "Sam, Girls, I have news for you!" Beth said excitedly, she was holding her left hand behind her back, i don't think Shelly and Rabia noticed, but i certainly did..."Really Beth?...Are you?...WHAT!" i said a little over excited for her...

"WHAT?" both Shelly and Rabia screamed together. "Guys" Beth started, taking Nathans Hand, as Ryan, Chaz and Justin came over and took us into their arms, Ryan had to keep me in his arms because he knew i would start jumping as soon as she told me, and he didn't want me doing too much Jumping, even though i already knew, just from the way she was holding her hands. "Nathan and I, We're getting married!" she exclaimed and smiled "I KNEW IT!" i said "now lets see it!" i said and she showed us the ring, it was beautiful, white gold band with a clear cut diamond. "congrats" everyone said, we were now almost to the hotel, and i just couldn't wait much longer to tell everyone our news. "Ryan" i said so only he could hear "yes babe" he said looking at me and he seen the look on my face and instantly knew "just wait until we're settled into our rooms and then we can tell them okay?" he said "alright" i said and kissed him.

after everyone was settled into their rooms, we invited them all over for drinks, the boys all cracked a beer, and the girls for some reason didn't want to drink, and i knew why I was't drinking, so we just had water instead. "you girls know that you can drink without me you know?" i said to them laughing "oh we know" they said "i'm just not drinking tonight" Shelly said and looked at Justin who had been Married just before Nathan and Beth left, "yeah Same here" Rabia said looking at Chaz, "agreed" Beth said looking at Nathan, "oh" i said and Ryan came up behind me and put his arms around me, his hands resting on my abdomen, i guess its time to tell them. "Sam?" "Ryan?" Justin started, looking at where Ryan had placed his hands, i nodded and Justin's eyes filled with tears of excitement but he didn't say anything then Beth asked the question "Sam, why aren't you drinking tonight, You're getting married in a week, its something to celebrate. besides we need to celebrate for my engagement as well..." she started. "well you see, it's not that i don't want to drink, because i do, it's that i CAN'T drink" i said with emphases on the can't "why not? are you sick?" Shelly asked, i smiled "does morning sickness count?" Ryan asked, the girls couldn't wrap their heads around it, "you got sick this morning" Rabia asked, i started laughing "what are you laughing at" the three of them said together, the boys all knew by now what we were trying to say "Girls, i have been getting sick every morning now for a few weeks, its called morning sickness for a reason" i explained, they just stared and looked at each other then back to Ryan and i.

I looked at Ryan, and he looked at me, we nodded to each other, "We're pregnant" we said together. then the other 3 girls looked at each other, looked at their man, and back to us...almost simultaneously said at the exact same time.."so am i", my heart rate jumped, and i got right excited "how far along are you" i asked them Shelly said she was about 8 weeks, Rabia 9 weeks, Beth 10 weeks "and you Sam, How far along?" they asked "well guys i just found out about a week ago, and i was 6 weeks then, so i guess i'm 7 weeks along now" i smiled and we all started crying, then i realized,me and my best friends in the world were all going to be having babies together, and they are all within a week of each other. just then we herd a knock at the door. i got up to answer it, when Ryan took me aside and told me to go back into the other room with the girls, i didn't listen of coarse, and i just stood behind him. he opened the door and there stood two people we did not expect to be standing there, they looked at us, we looked at them, Ryan looked at me, i looked at him and all i remember is his arms catching me and him yelling for someone to call 911.