Sorry for the typo! i don't know why I wrote Miyu. I must secretly like Miyu... yikes!
I updated long enough and this is what i give? Please don't hesitate to shot me :P
Chapter 13
"Change is not so bad once you get used to all the shit you have encountered"
I hate.
I hate.
I hate.
All I know in this world is to hate and to kill. I love how the fear would consume me at night and my sanity melts down with their screams. Most people doesn't deserve to live.. Why would god create fools?...why god?!...Those bunch of cowards...cowardly people deserves to die!.. I hate them.. hate! She gritted her teeth with her nails repeatedly already drawing blood from it. I could kill anyone, anytime. Killing is easy as breathing... The raw adrenaline that rushes through your brain and through out your body is the most fun thing that I have ever felt...so addictive... So fun. I feel like a god in the making, with a gun in hand or a knife or a broken glass or anything that pierced through skin and dear god I'm crazy... She stopped her gritting when she heard a faint clicking sound. A lock was loosen and the iron gate that cast her inside this worm hole was opening.
"Who's there?" she warned. getting ready to knock someone down. kill, kill, kill! She repeated the word to herself. and felt the rush of blood in heir veins. I am not going to die... Not going to die, not going to die !
Dull green met fierce looking red ones. The red eyed one stopped and stared at the stranger in front of her, who apparently was covered with stain of mud and blood and a rifle that was aiming for her.
She realized her position. The rifle as aiming at her head. She felt her rib cage being torn apart by her heart. Is this fear? What a feeling!Will I meet god or death?...She growled, she knew it was her end. How could she win if she was shackled down.
-bang-
She was expecting pain but all she felt was the chain loosen up and parting away from her bruised skin.
Mercy? Mercy? I don't need no sympathy...Stupid!?... She cried and wet herself from nervousness. She felt embarrass. She felt the pain of having to lose the game. She felt stupid. Fuck you... I'll show you regret. She lowered her head and searched the ground for a sharp object. Anything that could inflict damage, Anything. She glanced back at the intruder and noted that the intruder was pretty much has the same age as her and its physique was superb and . Everybody has a weakness... everybody.. does... . She glanced back down at the ground, hoping. I guess I have to use my hands...
"Get up" The intruder commanded with a monotone voice. Bitch!.bitch!. she did not move much to the intruder's annoyance." I said get up" the intruder moved closer but just about two step, the red eyed girl launched herself and managed to tackle down the other. The two had a brawl until the red eyed girl took a pistol.
"Do not move" she hissed and aimed at the head. this is what you get for aiming at my head..for for...being a bitch!.. She looked directly at the intruder's eye and was taken by it's beauty and color. She stopped.
" If you're going to kill someone.." with that the blue haired girl felt a shock wave of pain coming from her left arm. A knife was firmly stabbed on her. She panicked at the pain and pushed herself away, she crawled in agony. I don't want to die... Not now. Not.. noo.. she took the knife and pulled it out and felt her blood making a splattering sound."I suggest you don't hesitate and kill them at once"
"AAHHHH!" she screamed at the top of her lungs. pain..pain! so much pain!. she gritted her teeth and accidentally bit her lips. "ahhh!" she moaned and squirmed. "Bitch!"
" But I do comment for your agility and knocking me over" she felt a heavy foot on her head adding pressure to her pain " I was right about letting you live Miyu Greer" She snapped her eyes wide open. " You have a reputation around here. The moment our eyes met I could already tell just how much potential you have" her eyes were
"Who are you?" She asked with a raspy voice.
"Natsuki" she then reached a hand for Miyu to stand up.
Miyu looked at her, she was hesitant to touch the hand of the one who stabbed her.. she winced at the pain on her arm. She looked at the Natsuki's eyes.The pain, the agony, the anger, the fear are all mashed up inside of me...but when I look at her eyes,I..I feel pure pleasure.. NO such thing can ever make me feel this way unless I look at her unforgiving eyes.. I wouldn't fear death is she was death itself..
Natsu, my Natsu.
"She alone holds so much attraction, that I couldn't think straight" She took the very last bit of my licked her fingers as she stared down at Natsuki's picture in her phone.
"ahhh-" a soft moan echoed." Miyu-sama" a feminine voice called out as she grabbed Miyu by the collar.
Miyu grinned." What's this? already wanting for more?" she teased"Fuuka's students are slutty just like their precious president." she whispered with grimace as she slowly flickered her fingers down. A wet sound synced with the heated moan echoed softly inside a room.
Like a delicate flower, I will pluck it with force but with my Natsu. I will be delicate as a flower.
Red eyes stared fiercely at green ones.
"What?" the cool one asked. Baffled at the person in front of her. Baffled at her imposing stare. Like she did something horrible. She grinned for a moment. Being with me is not that bad.
Shizuru intensified her glare" Can you control your slutty friend."
"Pardon me my lady but I do not have any friends" just some worms..Natsuki muttered.
Shizuru cleared her throat. " Perhaps, you might have known some slut" her eyes flicked dangerously. Natsuki was sure she saw flames coming out from Shizuru's hypnotizing eyes.
"You can tell me directly what your problem is. I can't just solve my student's problem if all they give me is sarcasms and emotions"
Shizuru snorted " Natsuki. We are not inside the campus so it's alright for you to drop the acting" She cringed at her own words. She bit her lips. A habit she had already accepted.
Natsuki stopped as she heard her name in a melodic tone. The way Shizuru call her name was alluring at surprising. She felt. I don't know the right word. interested.
"Fine my lady." Natsuki removed her glasses to reveal a fierce looking look that made Shizuru gasp a little. " What is your problem that you can't seem to solve"
"It's about Miyu." Natsuki frowned instantly.
"What about her?" Natsuki seemed uninterested and instead lay down the coach like a lazy dog. She lazily took a book beside her and read.
"Your slut has been causing nothing but flirt around with the students of Fuuka"
"So?"
"Your students?"
Natsuki chuckled" I don't really care much about those spoil brat. Dancing around like fools." She grinned at the image of her students" I've been dreaming of.. hurting just a bit. To see them struggle." Shizuru glared at the nonsense and craziness of Natsuki's words." Besides. My only concern in this world is you" Shizuru felt her heart beat like a wild drum. Her face burning a few hundreds of degree.
She felt her hands sweat. Her pulse resonating through out her body. entirely shaking her composed body.
She took a breath to gather herself.
"well... if so.. kindly do something about her" She glared hard at Natsuki. Her face flushed. Natsuki sighed and grumbled annoyingly. She's oblivious of the effect of her words to Shizuru. Very oblivious.
"Bloody hell Shizuru..." She threw the book lazily and rose up in an upright position looking at Shizuru with a bored look. slightly pouting her lips. Making her look like a puppy " Can you be anymore persistent and demanding?"
"I am only doing this as a student council president" Natsuki giggled. " And of course a good lady"
"How admirable" Natsuki sarcastically commented. As she ignored the flaring look that Shizuru was giving her. She wondered if it would become permanent. She grinned slyly. " I'll help you...if..."
"Ara?"
"If you give me a little kiss" For a Mafia to flirt, Shizuru find it cute in an odd way.
somehow Natsuki is witty flirt,
"Isn't that sweet. My little girl growing up." just when Shizuru was about to reply to Natsuki's outrageous bargain. A cold and dead voice called behind Natsuki. Suddenly everything around her changes. Distorted reality. The feeling she gets once you take a couple of drugs.
Ironic
The young Kruger froze. Her eyes widen in horror as she look in front of Shizuru. although she looked calm and lifeless in the outside.
She knew who that was and what that person was. She slowly approached Shizuru, discreetly trying to protect her from the demon. But as she slowly tried to approach Shizuru, the heavier it gets. Her shoulder felt like a tied boulders. She heard the clock teasing her with every click, telling her, that the time is reaching it;s goal.
"Natsuki?" she shivered unconsciously at the tone of voice Shizuru was giving. Natsuki could not open her mouth, they were sealed by some kind of glue. The more Natsuki struggled to get closer the farther Shizuru came to be.
"My poor child. You know how this will end up" She tried to ignore her father's voice." You know how" her father mockingly said to her. His eyes glowing like a demon. "No one will ever miss you, aside from me my dear child. I am your father after all and as you are my daughter." She had her face all churn up with anger. " This Shizuru that you are fond off. Will never, ever learn to like you or even miss you when you are taken away by death." His eyes were shining like melted gold. It send down a long cold shiver down to Natsuki. Her father was the only thing she had fear off. He was the one thing that she cannot disobey or even fight with since of course blood is thicker than oil.
shut up old man.
She felt herself sweat like an old hound trying to catch up with the younger ones.
Stupid dream!
She shut her eyes as she felt her head getting hazy. Focus. at that moment Shizuru was gone and her hands were filled with blood and it even smelled like blood. She heard screams echoing in her ears. Familiar screams that she heard so many times before.
"You can't drag someone like her into our world Natsuki. You are dirty. your very existence is dirty"
Shizuru.
Shizuru.
Her father's word were poison to her. Even if she had heard those words countless of times, it can still make her feel sick and worthless. And worst of it all, she felt quite lonely and insignificant.
It made her angry. Very angry that she had thought of many things to get her father feel that she was not his slave but the blood that runs through out her veins are his. Not much sense in breaking free if the demons is living within you.
Natsuki was slowly being consumed by darkness again and all around her has began to drown her. She was again stuck in his world.
Hate. Dirty
Hate. Vile
Hate.
...
"Ara? Natsuki is having a nightmare?" She heard a soft mumble against a thousand buzz. The only small thing that made sense out of a thousand words.
"Shizuru?" She softly called. Must be one of my dreams again.
Vile. Dirty and a slave. Natsuki rubbed her eyes and tried so hard to wake up but dreams like her were as stubborn as her. She, as always was a puzzle piece that has no place.
"Natsuki?" Natsuki felt her heart beat just a little bit as she heard Shizuru's sweet voice, although there was a tint of annoyance. Perhaps Shizuru was getting annoyed how hard Natsuki can wake up.
Natsuki smirked despite all the darkness and the bad memories had played inside her mind. Her nightmare seems not as bad as before. Before she had met Shizuru. Her dreams were beginning too real and had her confuse as to what is the reality.
Somehow, being with her demons were not as heavy and confusing as what Shizuru has done to her world.
is this what liking someone feels like? .. It's kinda...
" Hey wolf, if you are not to wake this instance I will certainly leave you here" Shizuru said as she prepared to fix her books and bag. Seriously, what was I thinking asking for this stupid beast's help in student council work. oh right for Miyu. Shizuru glanced back at Natsuki's sleeping form and notice that the dog was slightly sweating and she looked like she was having a bad dream.
ara... Shizuru just leave the dog to whatever dream she is. I bet its all about death anyway..
But at that instance something held her back and decided to go near Natsuki. It was hard to admit but Shizuru found Natsuki at her current state quite troubled. Painful. and somehow, cute.
Shizuru knelt before Natsuki. She slowly traced her finger at Natsuki's lip then to her cheeks.
Like a flower don't you just want to crush them.. Ara Natsuki can look like a child when she's asleep.
Shizuru's eyes harden and slapped herself. She was acting like a little girl. She was acting different
This person in front of her was her executioner. Is she? She stared at Natsuki again as she heard a soft mumble, her name.
"Ara? again with this" She poked Natsuki." Natsuki" she called again but she only got a soft grumble."Natsuki" again she called and heard Natsuki curse and was quite struggling from something. " Ara? Natsuki is having a nightmare?"
How odd.
She pinched Natsuki's white soft skin " Ara. Is the monster being hunted?" she said jokingly and rather insultingly"Oii.. Natsuki.. wake up already" she pinched a little bit harder this time. Hoping this will wake the sleeping beauty.
"..Shizu.."
"Ara?" Shizuru titled her left ear near Natsuki to better understand her."Did you say something?" Shizuru could smell a fragrance of mint.
"Shizuru."
"What does Natsuki want from me?" She wondered and kept getting closer until she was inches away from Natsuki.
Ara.. what long eye lashes Natsuki has. How can she look so ..innocent and pure... how can someone so bad and evil be so intriguingly .. Shizuru blushed at the thought. Thoughts that kept poisoning her mind. Shizuru was distracted by her own thought that she did not notice that Natsuki has been looking at her until she felt warm hands patting her head.
Shizuru flinched a little bit, caught by surprise. "Shizuru? What are you doing?" Natsuki's voice was surprisingly gentle and sweet. " Are you alright?" Shizuru could not speak a word as she gaze upon a total different Natsuki, like a woken child. Natsuki was half asleep but like a soldier she looked tired and worth out from fighting an inner war." Come here for a second will you?" Natsuki grabbed Shizuru by the hand and lead her to come lay down with her. Shizuru baffled merely nodded and blindly followed Natsuki's lead" Shizuru? " Natsuki spoke softly rubbing her eyes.
Shizuru was shaken" Ara?"
"Will someone miss me when I'm gone?" There was something in Natsuki's question that made Shizuru's heart stop for a moment. Or how there was such melancholic and emotions where weighted down on Natsuki's tone.
Is this the real her? she is like a small child.
Natsuki stared at her. Her eyes were different, it was all mixing in with emotions kept inside. Like every once in a blue moon will it ever bloom. "Shizuru.. Will you ever come to like me?" with that said Natsuki let a lone tear flow down her eye and held a steady gaze upon a speechless and utterly shocked Shizuru in place. The once cold hard eyes were filled with utter sadness and loneliness.
"Natsuki.. " She stuttered for a word to say but before she can say anything Natsuki fell back and resume to sleep.
Ara?! for a moment I almost.. felt like being too honest. Shizuru commented to herself. Then look down to Natsuki, who apparently wrapped her arms around Shizuru's waist. Making it hard for Shizuru to move away and escape.
Shizuru sigh in defeat as she was afraid that she had to endure being stuck with Natsuki. Although she looked better than before... I think I should just keep it to myself about what Natsuki said or what she had done to myself.
"That wrenched woman had brainwashed Natsuki!" a very angry woman said in another room."My dearest Natsuki.. I cannot or will not let that Fujino slut poison you any longer" She grabbed a hunting knife and licked the very sharped edge. Her eyes flaring with eagerness and envy as she watched the monitor in front of her." I will skin you and I will make you cry out painfully my dearest bitch" she gritted her teeth in annoyance and anger.
"Miyu, I think you are not in that place to be saying that kind of thing" Miyu snapped her head towards Nao.
"You!" she pointed" You let this happen you useless thing!" she snarled. Nao rolled her eyes and glared at Miyu.
"You better watch your mouth Miyu" she snap. " You have no right to be here in the first place" she let out a pistol and aimed it directly at Miyu who seem unfazed and such sight.
" You whore. " Miyu barked. as she pointed herself directly at the barrel." I am in the most right place. " She smirked" and you can't kill since the Boss himself sent me here" she whispered and made a seductive pose. Making Nao to frown and intensify her glare. " And you also know why he has done that."
"If you lay one finger on Natsuki I will not forgive or hesitate to kill you"
Miyu smirked" Oh. Im so scared that the spider has threaten to ..k-i-l-l me" she laughed" go ahead. As if a gun like that can stop me. You know that" Miyu had a smug on her face" I would not ever hurt my precious Natsuki, No sir. But I don't know if her father will" Miyu had a twisted look on her face that creeps Tao. that is a face of a lunatic
"I thought your on Natsuki's side?"
"tsk tsk... Nao dear. I love Natsuki too much that your darkened heart will never understand... Sometimes you just have to let your love ones to ... " Miyu stared back at the monitor " learn a few things in life. even if it meant hurting them" she giggled and touched at Natsuki's image." A learning she will never forget." She aim the knife at Shizuru, breaking the monitor in the process.
"You're sick"
"Thank you for the compliment dearest Juliet"
This has become a serious case. Better warn Natsuki about this and Hallard.
"Come here little cat"
" Brother, A piece of advice. Cats don't really like to be called. They can feel if one is need of attention or something else"
" Mikoto..I have heard some strange rumors about a cat becoming a tiger"
" Whatever that little bird has ever said to my dear brother that had made you all worked up?"
"Nothing much. But I just want to make that stray cat that it has no such strength to fight like a wild tiger"
"Careful with that brother. You will never know when one small kitten can become such a deadly creature."
"We will."
" Fair play? you meant fore play?"-Miyu/ Nao
Thank you for waiting, and thanks for the support