Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha but I do own Sanasuke and Hojomaru and some others. Bold is his Demon and Italics is his response.
Weekend fun, Saturday
I was sleeping very peacefully, until I heard a knock on the door.
I went to open the door but found a note under it. I picked it up and it read:
Call your father
So, I went over to the phone that was next to the clock, making sure I didn't wake Ichigo. I called the house and then Kinjin picked up the phone.
"Hello, Takahashi residence. How may I help you?"
"Hey Kinjin, can you please give the phone to my father, please?"
"Sure thing Hojomaru and I hope your having a wonderful time so far"
"I am"
I heard my father asking Kinjin who was on the phone and Kinjin told him it was me. I heard him take the phone and I heard him take a deep breath.
"Hojomaru I assume that the hotel told you to call me"
"Yeah, do you always take a deep breath before you talk to someone on the phone?"
"Yes, now all I wanted to know was that you guys are o.k."
"Yeah were fine. As soon as we got to the hotel, we all fell asleep; well at least my roomy and I fell asleep. We were tired"
"Yeah well, I am just glad that you are alright and doing well. I won't keep you on the phone to long since you must want to get out of the hotel and do whatever. So I'll talk to you later Hojomaru"
"Talk to you later dad, bye" I said as I hung up the phone.
I looked at the clock and it read 5:20. I took a glance at Ichigo before I went into the bathroom and took a shower. When I finished, I got dressed in a blue t-shirt and a black pair of board shorts. I got out of the bathroom to see Ichigo still sleeping and then I cheeked the clock to see it read 5:35. I went out on the balcony that overlooked the beach. The sky was getting that dark blue cooler that told me that the sun was almost there.
I went back in the room after spending a little over an hour out on the balcony. When I got in, I saw that Ichigo was still sleeping. I was so board and I didn't really know what to do. I paced around thinking of something to do, but coming up short. I knew that most of my friends won't be up this early, so I had an idea. I was going to take a walk around the hotel.
I went in the elevator and I pressed the first floor button. When I got down, the lobby was pretty empty. I went outside and I sat down on a bench that was in front of a brick sidewalk that was in front the sand. I looked at the water and then I looked at the sand. I was so board and I really didn't have anything to do since everyone was still asleep.
Hey Hojomaru
Can you please leave me alone?
Fine then, now who's being rude?
I caught wind of that chocolate chip and ice cream scent again. I smelled it in the air for about twenty minutes. It's me just sitting on a bunch, smelling the air with my eyes closed, weird.
I found his scent very relaxing. It seemed to give me piece of mind. I didn't feel board anymore, but I was feeling a little anxious. I wanted to see him so bad at this point that I went back up stairs, and to my relief, his door was wide open, as if it was waiting for me.
I went inside to see him in nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. He still had water dripping down his body. I tried to look away, I really did but I couldn't. He may not have had height on his side, but he sure made up for it in his muscles. He had a great balance going on for him. Not too much muscles but not too little but the thing I truly couldn't take my eyes off of, was his damn black eyes that were rimmed with scarlet. I could have roamed all over his body at that point but as soon as my eyes landed on his, I just stopped and kept it there.
He was looking at me with those eyes. His beautiful dark eyes that made me feel like I was the most important person in the world. When I saw his eyes staring back at me, I felt like we were the only two people in the world, not just in the room. Then reality struck me hard.
I wasn't the most important person in the world to him, I knew that. He found Haku more enjoyable and he found himself safer in his arms than he did mine. I really didn't stand a chance when compared to Haku.
Hojomaru stop that! He likes you and you like him. He is your boyfriend and he cares about you. Haku was his past and you're his future. Yeah, it is very hard to be in a relationship where his ex is basically his brother. You are going to have to tell him that you are not comfortable with how they show how affectionate they are. Its making you feel insecure and that's not good.
Um…That was very…interesting.
I finally snapped out of it when I saw his lips moving. At first I couldn't hear him, but then I had to shake my head first to clear out my bad teenage thoughts from clouding my hearing.
"Are you alright Maru-Maru?" I think I heard him say but not really sure.
"I'm sorry" I whispered with my face beat red and then I turned around.
"It's alright" I heard him say.
I heard his towel drop and I just knew he was naked right behind me.
'Don't turn around, even though you really want to. You're stronger than this. You can do this.' I kept chanting in my head.
"You can turn around now if you want."
"Do you have on clothes?"
"Yes"
I turned around to see him in a white t-shirt and a white pair of board shorts that had blue waves on it. I could tell my face was burning up and because I couldn't get that image of him only in a towel, even though I was eventually going to have to see him in only short pants in a few hours.
"Are you o.k.?" he asked me looking very amused.
"I'm fine"
"Hey Sanasuke, Ichigo was wondering-" I heard Haku say but he stopped.
I turned around to see him glaring at me. He had on a white t-shirt too but his pants were plain white. He stopped glaring at me the second he saw Sanasuke. He walked past me and then I followed him with my eyes. He went over to Sanasuke and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"Good morning"
"Good morning, Q. What did I tell you about glaring at Hojomaru, don't do it. I don't want to see you glaring at him. I hope you have seen that I stopped glaring at Ichigo."
"I have"
"Then stop glaring at my boyfriend"
"Fine I'll try"
"Good, now can you please take Mr. Stuffems to Itachi and Sasuke?" Sanasuke said to Haku while handing him a stuffed bear that was on the bed.
"Sure thing, I'll see you in a bit" he said while giving Sanasuke another kiss on the cheek.
My jealousy and insecurity was starting to become a problem. I trusted Sanasuke but I truly and honestly I didn't trust Haku and he made sure I didn't. He gave me every excuse to not trust him and I was tired of it.
Compared to him, I'm nothing in Sanasuke's mind. Nothing but a fleeting thought.
When he walked past me, he whispered did you enjoy the show and then when I started to growl, he started to laugh and then he left.
I'm sure he knew how I felt and he didn't care. In fact, he was making me feel worse. He was so evil. I knew from that moment on, no matter what Sanasuke did about what I was going to tell him. Haku and I were not going to be friends, acquaintances or anything of that matter.
"What's wrong?" he asked me while taking my hand and leading it to the bed so we could sit down.
Is he really this naïve? Tell him that you're jealous, before this whole thing blows up.
No.
Why not?
I don't know. I don't feel like telling him right now.
Then you better tell him when you guys are alone, because if you don't, Haku will be rubbing it in your face.
I knew he was right. I did have to tell him eventually because whatever Ichigo said, it doesn't really apply to me. I hate to play this card but it really is necessary. I am a demon, a k9 demon to be exact, and I get jealous. A human and a demon's jealousy rate are very different. Demons own are very high compared to humans own and I can understand.
"Hojomaru, are you there?" he said while waving a hand in front my face.
"Yeah?"
"It's nothing. I think everyone's up by now but it's going to take them time to get dressed. So do you want to go get breakfast now or do you want to wait?" he told me.
"Maybe we should wait for the others. I mean unless you're hungry right now?" I said to him.
"I'm not hungry. So are we still on the plan of getting your brothers with Kagome and Rin?"
"Yes we are"
"Sweet!" he said very excited.
We eventually lied down on his bed just talking for a while. I was telling him about his scent and making him blush. He was teasing me about the whole towel thing, saying how he finally got to see me so flustered. He said that probably made his day. We were talking for about a good twenty minutes, then Itachi came in to tell us that it's time for breakfast as he rested the stuffed bear, Mr. Stuffems, on the bed.
When we got to the dining hall, I saw that a lot of people were there. Then I saw a woman coming up to us. She was telling us that we had a reserved part of the dining hall. She ushered us there and then she told us to order anything and that she will be right back.
I made sure that Sesshomaru sat next to Rin and Inuyasha sat next to Kagome, but I also made sure that Koga didn't sit next to Kagome, not even close, and that he had to sit next to Ayame, more so her delight than of his. It was funny to see him try to talk to Kagome but she was either ignoring him completely or she really couldn't hear him. I saw that Sango and Miroku were actually having a conversation. The atmosphere was really good with everyone talking to one another.
"So Sanasuke, what's up with the bear?"
"Mr. Stuffems? He was a present from Q when we were children. I was having problems sleeping so he gave me him. Mr. Stuffems helped a lot and I was able to sleep again."
"You really care about him don't you?" I asked softly.
"Mr. Stuffems?"
"No, Q."
"Yeah, he has been with me for as long as I can remember."
"So after we eat breakfast, were going to the beach, right Hojomaru?" Itachi asked
"Yep unless any of you have other plans in mind."
"Not really"
The lady from before came back and then she took our orders. I ordered some pancakes and eggs. The best breakfast in the world. I heard all the brothers only order chocolate milk. That was strange, their eating habits weren't of the normal and I had to make sure that I saw them eat. It was starting to scare me about what they eat, which wasn't much.
"We eat food, it's just we hate eating food in front of people" he assured me.
He must have seen my face, which was filled with concern. I looked into his eyes and they reassured me that he and his brothers were fine.
"You're sure your o.k.?" I asked him.
"Yes I'm fine."
He took hold of my hand and gave it a little squeeze and then he let go. We all ate and talked and when everyone was finished, we went to the beach.
It was beautiful. The water was clear and blue and the sand was white. The sun was shining and not a cloud in the sky. The breeze felt amazing blowing across my face and all the smells that came with it. The ocean smelled salty but good nevertheless.
I followed everyone as they were finding the perfect spot to set up the blankets and the chairs and everything else we needed at the beach. When they did, they set everything up and waited a little bit for the food to digests since normally we have to wait at least half an hour until we can get in the water. I sat next to Sanasuke on a blanket that was under an umbrella. When I looked around to see everyone that was when I noticed that each couple had their own blanket under an umbrella.
"Weird" I whispered
"What is?"
"The way that we all have blankets and that we each paired off like that. It's just weird yet seemingly normal"
"I know what you mean. So what's the plan for now?"
"Well they are together right now under their umbrella so for now, nothing"
"Alright"
After the thirty minutes were up, some people really wanted to go in the water. I saw all the girls strip down to their bikini tops and short pants. Rin's bikini was an orange and tan checkered top with orange short pants. Kagome had on a green bikini top with white short pants. Sango had on a pink bikini top with black short pants. Ayame had on a red bikini top with white short pants.
"Come on boys, it's the beach. Have some fun in the sun!" Rin said
"No" Sesshomaru said.
"This isn't going the way I had it in my head" I whispered to Sanasuke.
"Don't worry. I have a plan that will make them come running to the girls. A very powerful emotion called jealousy. Hey I know it's a stupid question and all, but have you ever been jealous of someone who has something that you want?" he asked me.
I wonder if he's really this smart to come up with that question, or if he's really that oblivious to you being jealous of Haku.
Shut up!
"No question is stupid. I have been jealous over something that someone has. Why did you think it was stupid question in the first place?"
"Well because you're rich and I would think that since you have all the money in the world, you can buy anything you want."
Oblivious!
"Just because I'm rich doesn't mean I can buy anything I want. Sure I can buy a lot of material things, but for me, I rather have happiness and money can't buy me my happiness."
"Wow that's interesting but for now I have to do that plan I was talking about before" he said as he got up.
"Alright"
He ran up to Rin and he lifted her up off the ground bridal style and twirled her around. He ran with her in his arms towards the water. She was laughing and he was laughing too. Then all his brothers did the same to the other girls. It was strange to see my brothers and Miroku and Koga get jealous, especially over something that they knew that they should be doing. I turned my head back to see them playing in the water, splashing each other with the water. I saw Miroku walk over to Sasuke to see Sasuke hand him Sango, and she accepted, then Sasuke went back to lying down next to Naruto. Inuyasha and Koga did the same but with Kagome and only Kagome. I saw the hurt in Ayame's eyes and I could tell that she told Itachi to put her down. When she did, she ran a little ways further along the beach.
I got up and I ran up to her and then Sanasuke was right by my side. When we got to her, she was crying. We sat down on both sides of her and she rested her head on my shoulder. She grabbed a hold of my shirt and cried in it.
"Don't worry Ayame, Koga is really an ass. I'm starting to wonder if he's really a wolf demon or a donkey." Sanasuke said to her.
I heard her giggle in my shirt and she lifted up her head. She had tears running down her face and then she laughed.
"Thank you Sanasuke. That really made me feel better" she said as a she made a sniffling sound from her nose.
"Any time Ayame, I'm your personal Koga insulter here for you twenty four seven."
I looked at the others to see them coming even Koga was coming too. He really did look concerned. When they came, Ayame told them that she was fine and she did look fine. Her face didn't indicate that she was crying and my shirt was dried.
"You did that?" I whispered to Sanasuke, remembering that time in the locker room.
"Yeah" he whispered back.
"Are you alright Ayame?" Rin asked her.
"I'm ruining everyone's fun. Here I was crying when I should be with you guys having fun in the sun" Ayame said.
"Oh don't worry about it Ayame and besides, it was Koga who ruined all the fun" Sango said
"My lovely Sango here is right." Miroku said
"Thank you Miroku and if your hands move anywhere near my butt, I will rip them from your body" Sango warned Miroku and she looked serious.
He tried to play that innocent act but he had no one fooled.
"I still don't see what I did wrong?" Koga said
"You did absolutely nothing wrong, Koga" Ayame told him.
"Yeah, except for the fact that he can't take a hint. Wolf breath, Kagome doesn't like you! She will never like, not now or ever." Inuyasha told him.
"What did you say, Mutt face? My woman likes me just fine. She just doesn't have the heart to tell you that she doesn't like you!"
"Wolf breath you don't know anything. Kagome just doesn't have the heart to tell you she doesn't like you!"
"Alright that's enough arguing from the both of you. Quit it already." I told them and they stopped.
We all walked back to our own blankets, but Ayame got another set and she and the rest girls shared it.
"Well that didn't work out at all." Sanasuke said.
"Yeah"
"Well I hope you still trust me for another plan I have"
"Of course"
"Alright I'll be right back" he said as he ran towards the hotel.
"Where is he going?" Haku asked
"He has plan and I guess he's going in to get what he needs." I told him.
"Alright, thank you for telling me" he said but I could hear him straining.
It took him about five minutes to come back, but he didn't have anything with him.
"What's your plan?"
"They're coming" he said with a very huge grin on his face.
Who are 'They'?
I don't know but I'm sure were going to find out soon enough.
I looked at Sanasuke and he was looking at four boys that were coming. One of them was carrying a volley ball and when they walked pass us, one of them gave Sanasuke a wink before walking off to go to the girls.
"Who and what was that?" I asked
"The 'who' is a friend and the 'what' was a wink telling me that he knows the plan. Don't get jealous." he informed me.
"And what exactly is the plan?" I asked him
"Same as the old one but better, good old fashion jealous makes people see what they really want." He explained.
"Those boys are going to make them jealous by doing what?"
"Well first, it's the talking" he pointed to them and they were talking to them.
"Next is the invitation to go play volleyball with them" he said as the girls were nodding their heads and standing up to go to a net that was a little ways from us.
"Then, it is the boys who have to see that there jealous, which is so true. Look at them, there glaring"
Sure enough, they were. I saw Sesshomaru trying to hide it, but it just couldn't be done. His fists were clutched tightly, threatening to make them bleed and Inuyasha was growling. I saw that Miroku was getting a little jealous but I wasn't really sure what he was jealous about, the fact that some guy was playing with Sango, or the fact that some really hot girl just walked by with a really scary looking boy, meaning that she was taken. Koga now was the most jealous of all since he was the first to get up, but who he was going for was not clear. Then the rest followed him.
"And finally, for the boys to see that they need to go get their women before four boys come in and take them away." Sanasuke said very proudly.
I looked at them going for the girls and they were furious. Inuyasha being the hot mouthed one was cursing out one of them that was talking to Kagome. Miroku being the fool that he was was paying more attention to one of the girls that were watching the game than Sango. Sesshomaru being the quiet and smart one was talking to Rin. Koga being just like Inuyasha was cursing out the one that was talking to Ayame, but of course things can't go our way.
The girls now look like they were furious with the guys for getting all jealous and for embarrassing them in front of the boys. Sango had every right to be angry at Miroku. If I was her, I would be angry at him too. Wait. I'm not her and I'm still angry with him.
When they all came back, none of them were talking and they all looked really mad at each other. They all went back to their blankets and the girls were still sharing with Ayame.
"Why are girls so damn complicated?" Sanasuke asked out loud.
"Maybe we shouldn't be meddling with people's lives. Obviously we don't have that special touch"
"I agree one hundred percent on that, Maru-Maru."
"Well obviously it's time for the professionals to clean up the mess that the amateurs couldn't handle. Come on Sasuke. Let's go clean up" Itachi said to us.
I followed them with my eyes to see that Itachi was talking to the guys and Sasuke was talking to the girls. Whatever Sasuke said to the girls made them scream and laugh and run up to each guy and gave them a hug and a kiss on the cheek. They were apologizing to each other and the girls were blushing and they guys were grinning except Sesshomaru, his face was as hard as ice, but his eyes said otherwise.
Itachi and Sasuke returned with big satisfaction on their faces.
"What did you do and say to them?" Naruto asked
"Well it's any art form to master the ways of women. It's complicated yet so easy." Sasuke said
"Oh please all you told them was that the guys only got jealous because they cared. Who can't do that?" Haku said to Itachi
"Well you didn't do it" Itachi pointed out
"Hey no fighting children, let's just enjoy a nice relaxing day at the beach" Sasuke said.
"Shut up!" Sanasuke, Itachi and Haku all said at the same time.
"I want to go in the water" Sanasuke said.
"Who's stopping you?" Sasuke asked him.
"Well no one, but I don't want to go in by myself. Do you see how big the ocean is? It's might swallow me up"
"Well don't worry about that, wait a few seconds, it'll spit you back out" Sasuke said while laughing
"That's not funny!"
"Yes it is"
"I'll come with you" I told him
"You will?"
"Yeah, of course" I said while I took off my shirt.
He stared at me and stared at me. He was just staring and not saying a word. It lasted for about a few seconds, the constant eyes of my boyfriend on my body. Then all of a sudden, he could look everywhere but my body. He looked down at the blanket, at the umbrella above, and then he too, stopped at my eyes.
I wondered what he saw in them, I wondered what he saw in me. Would he see that I was a mare rich boy discovering this new lifestyle that I didn't want my father to find out about? Or the part that told him that I was a jealous insecure demon that had a problem with his brother that he loved so much?
I would be a terrible boyfriend if I had to make him choose between his boyfriend of only a month and his best friend of a lifetime, and besides I would lose anyway.
I was basically in the same trance as he was. He was looking into my eyes just as intensely as I was doing to his. I could feel Haku's glare at the back of my head but I completely ignored him. I had to keep reminding myself that as long as I had Sanasuke, I was going to have to deal with Haku. I didn't want to but if I was ever going to stay with Sanasuke, I needed to deal with him.
"Can you people blink? Fuck you guys are freaking me out?" I heard Haku say behind me with such a venomous tone.
When I blinked, I turned around to face Haku. I was about to give him a piece of my mind, when the rest of the girls and guys came back running. I took a lot of deep breaths before giving Haku one of the deadliest glares I have ever done. I most have picked it up from Sesshomaru because I knew I couldn't make that one up. He gave me a smirk and then he turned around so that I was facing his back. I turned back around to face Sanasuke and he was looking at the waves.
I wonder if he's really oblivious to the whole idea or he's just completely ignoring the fact that his boyfriend and best friend are never going to get along.
Just please stop talking.
"Hey guys, I'm starting to get hungry. Can we go eat?" Kagome said to us.
"Yeah sure and it is time for lunch, anyway. It's around twelve o'clock." I told them.
"So lunch at the hotel or in town?" Sango asked me.
"It's up to you guys." I told them.
"Well I want to go into town see all the restaurants" Rin said.
"Well it's settled than, all in favor of going into town for lunch." I said to them.
Everyone raised their hands and they all stopped laughing well except Sesshomaru, but that wasn't new.
"I'm going to stay here, I don't feel like lunch" Sanasuke informed us.
"Well I don't feel like-" Haku was starting to say but Itachi put his hand over Haku's mouth.
"Well let's all go and leave him alone" Itachi said while picking up Haku and throwing him over his shoulder leaving me and Sanasuke alone.
I looked over at Sanasuke and he was lying down with his eyes. He seemed to be a little mad about something.
"Why aren't you going with them?" he asked me.
"I'm not leaving you here. You seem to be mad."
"Well I'm not!" he snapped at me while sitting up.
I looked at him with wide eyes. He never shouted at me before. He had tears running down his face and then I just went closer to him and I took him on my lap and held him in my arms. He cried and he cried and damn did he cry. I felt his tears rolling down my body since I didn't have on my shirt.
"I'm sorry" he mumbled hut I heard him perfectly.
"It's all right" I said softly.
"I'm just so sorry. I have to tell you something" he said
"What do you have to tell me?"I asked him.
"I will tell you but can we just go somewhere else?" he asked.
"Sure we can. Do you want to go back to the room?"
"No, but I know this place we can go but you're going to have to trust me"
"I trust you"
"Good. Know can you hold me a little more tightly?"
I held him more tightly as he wanted and he held back. I closed my eyes knowing what he was going to do. He was going to make us vanish and reappear somewhere else. I closed my eyes as he gave me a squeeze and before I knew it, I didn't fell the softness of the blanket under me anymore but the roughness of hard rock. I still smelled sea water and then I opened my eyes to see that we were in a cave, well more like a cavern and I was facing a wall.
Sanasuke loosened his grip on me and so I did the same. He looked at me with those watery eyes and then in front of him. I turned around to see the pool of water, and it was shining from the sun's rays. There was a big hole in the roof of the cavern and that was how the light got in.
I turned back to see Sanasuke and he was trying to rub the last of his tears away. He looked up at me with bright eyes and even brighter smile.
"Are you alright?"
"Yeah I'm fine now. Thank you" he said to me.
"You're welcome. So this is a nice place, where exactly are we?"
"We're in a cavern a few miles away from the beach. This was the only real place where no one was at, so I picked it."
"It's beautiful" I whispered
"Yeah it is. I love the big hole in the roof so the sun light can get in."
"Well what do you want to do now?"
"We could…talk" he suggested
"Talking is great"
"Alright, let's begin but you might not like what I have to tell you" he warned me.
"Still tell me and besides you might not like what I have to tell you too"
"O.k. so this is what I have to tell you. There was a time gap between me finding out Haku was cheating on me and me and Zatch becoming boyfriends"
"What happened in that time gap?"
"Well not a lot of good things. I was really depressed and I did a lot of stuff to make myself feel better"
"Like…"
"Well I would sneak out of the house and go to parties that I was way too young to go to. Even now I'm still way too young to go. I would drink and I did a lot of drugs but the worst things I would do was…have sex with men, some old and some young but all were still over eighteen" he said and to my face.
I was in utter shock. I couldn't really digest the news until a few minutes later. He was still looking at me, waiting for me to say something but my mouth wouldn't move. I looked at him and his eyes, but what I saw was so different than what I say before, in his room. I saw a completely different side to him. He was vulnerable and his eyes told me that. He was letting me see this side to him, a side that I was sure not a lot of people saw. He was letting me see him and he was telling me one of the darkest times of his life.
"You're here, right now with me in this place. So you stopped, how did you stop?" I asked with a shaky voice.
"It was you. You stopped me. You may not even remember this at all but before you meet Sanasuke, you meet this boy without a name a few years back on a park bench. It was dark and you came up to me and asked me if I was o.k.? I told you yes but you didn't believe me. You sat down next to me and you started talking about how life was short and that I always have a choice. You also stated that no situation stays the same forever. If I want something to change that I'll have to change it myself and that no matter what anyone said to me, that I always need to keep my head up high or some stuff along those lines. I remembered those words and I got out of that life and I was able to get back on rack." He ended.
"Wow I believe you because those were basically all of my mother's words." I whispered
"You said she died right? When you were one?"
"Yeah" I whispered
"Oh was that a bad thing to bring up? I'm sorry"
"That's alright. It was a long time ago and besides I barely remember her. I was only one when she died. I'm glad I remember her voice and her talking to me, telling me that she loves me."
"That's a great memory to have of her, her voice and she telling you that she loves you. That is great especially since she died when you were really young"
He got up and he stuck his hand out for me to take and I did. Then he pulled me up and he started to twirl us around. He was laughing and he was happy and that made me feel happy, until I remembered what I had to tell him. I took hold of him and we slow danced. It was beautiful and I had a smile on my face. He rested his head on my chest and his arms on my shoulder, as I guided us across the rocky floor.
"I can't believe your raking this news well. I was pretty sure that you were going to break up with me for this.
"No I am not breaking up with you for what you did in the past. I'm just glad you told me."
"Me too and didn't you say you had to tell me something? You said before that what you had to tell me, I might not like. So what was it?" he asked me so innocently while still resting his head on my chest.
Curse his memory! Why did he have to remember?
Because he wants you to tell him and don't leave anything out, good or bad.
"You might not like it" I warned him.
"I don't care. I want you to tell me and beside I don't think what you're going to tell me will be more terrible than what I told you."
"You're kind of right about that. Alright fine then. I'm a jealous insecure dog demon who is jealous of his boyfriend's best friend or brother or whatever he is to you. I see the way you guys look at each other, the holding of the hands and the sleeping together. I know he means so much to you, I know that and I don't want to ruin your friendship with him or even our relationship. When I look into your eyes, I feel like I'm the most important person to you but then reality comes in and I see that I'm not, Haku is and he sure loves to rub it in my face. I swear that boy hates me, it's as if he just really loves causing me pain." I told him while we were still dancing.
"Maru-Maru is jealous" he said then he started to laugh.
"Sanasuke stop laughing" I said to him, but then I started to laugh.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be laughing. This is a serious matter that I am going to have to deal with. You are important to me and Haku is important to me as well but I don't see who's more important. Maru-Maru you don't have to feel insecure about anything. I like you and you like me. I care about you a lot and I don't want you feeling like that at all. Haku and I are over and done and we will never get back together. He was my past and hopefully you're still my present and possibly my future." He said while looking up at me for an answer.
"Of course, you're still my present and defiantly my future." I assured him.
Glad I got all of that out of my system.
And me too
"I like this, us being alone and no one around to disturb us. This is our first time actually being alone."
"Yeah you're right"
He looked up at me with those eyes, those dark eyes that, at that moment, held so much light in them. I saw that he was blushing and then he looked away. He looked back at me, but his face was telling me that he was unsure about something. I felt him tip toe up to me and then I leaned in the rest of the way until our lips meat. The instant that happened, my whole body felt like it was on fire but I like it and the sudden rush of emotions that came over me all at once was electrifying. The joy and happiness that came because I was kissing him and he was kissing me back, the anger and sadness that came because I knew that eventually it was going to have to come to an end soon and the realization and understanding that came because I realized that this was probably the first of many and that I had him all to myself.
Unfortunately all good things must come to an end, mostly because we needed air. We parted from each other's grasp and then we looked at each other. We both were blushing and smiling and then all of a sudden my stomach started to growl.
"Wow that was smooth" I said sarcastically.
"Well I could just take us back to the hotel or I could just bring the food here" he suggested.
"Bring it here. I don't want to leave just yet."
He nodded and then he snapped his fingers. Where we once was sitting, was a blanket and on top of the blanket was food, mostly sandwiches and desserts like chocolate cookies and cake. We walked over to the blanket and we sat down.
"You and your desserts"
"Yes me and my desserts, do you have a problem with that?"
"No I guess not but you can eat food too"
"I will"
He picked up a peanut butter sandwich and he ate it. He looked like he enjoyed it and he was smiling after he ate it.
"Now was that so hard?"
"I guess not" he said while eating another one.
It took us fifteen minutes before we finished everything. I guess I was hungrier than I thought since I ate most of it, but he didn't mind. We decided to leave the cavern, but not before we carved our initials into the wall:
S.U.
H.T.
Were here and shared our first kiss :)(:
It was a beautiful afternoon and when we got to the hotel, we were ambushed with questions of concern and worry from our friends. We told them that we were fine and that we were having a picnic.
When we went to dinner that night at around 8:00, I saw that Sesshomaru and Rin were holding hands and Inuyasha and Kagome were doing the same.
"When did that happen?" I asked Itachi.
"You see all the stuff you miss when you're not with friends. Don't worry it was an all-of-a-sudden-thing. One minute each of them was talking, and in the next they were holding hands. Even Ayame and Koga were kissing and Sango and Miroku, well they are just Sango and Miroku. Nothing really changed between them." Itachi informed me.
After dinner, we all took a walk through the beach. We stayed there for about an hour and then we went back to our rooms to pack and go to sleep but not before I gave Sanasuke a nice long good night kiss.
"That defiantly made my year" he whispered to me then he went inside his room and I went in mine.
Thank you very much Animeroxs Rin-Sess and Inu-Kag, nightfalcon222, and sesshomaruandrin1 for reviewing. This was the longest chapter even longer than the one before. It seems like these chapter are getting longer and longer and I hope this chapter made sense.
I am just so happy Hojomaru told Sanasuke about him being jealous and I am so ecstatic about them kissing. Brings joy in my heart and tears in my eyes. Oh great now I'm getting all emotional like how Sanasuke gets when he's around Hojomaru. Well hopefully I'll update soon. Sorry for the ending being so rushed into. I was kind of rushing it since I wanted to post the chapter tomorrow. If you don't understand the carving in the wall of the cavern, it's suppose to be two of them facing each other and kissing.