Chapter Thirteen:
L's POV
Saved by the bell, I would say. Watari and Mr. Yagami entered right as I was about to express.. Falsehood. Unwanted emotions, and defiantly unneeded. Lately it feels like my world has been deflated, like the air has thickened and I'm beginning to choke on all my… feelings. Like I finally woke up from my perfect world or dream.. That I created to hide from these emotions that were always barred deep inside of me. But My dream was popped and my world stop spinning, so I guess I must face reality which is Light…
" Thanks for getting us out of the elevator", Light voice seemed insincere, his eyes gazed at the coffee table in the hall way. I'm sure they couldn't hear our conversation, our confessions. The elevator was sound proof, and we didn't even hear them trying to break down the door.
" Anytime Master Yagami" Watari's voice responded. He was drenched, his white hair was plastered to his face, and rain drops raced down his neck. His blue eyes were dim, and his hands shook from the coldness. He must of went out side looking for us, I wonder how long we were stuck in that elevator.
" Thank you, Watari. You best get into dry clothes, I am going to do more research on the investigation. Light-kun, I suggests you and Yagami-sun return to your rooms. There on the 5th and 6th floor, you guys can decide on which room you prefer. Oh, and make sure to take the stairs until the power and the elevators are running again. The scanners have back up power stored in a battery, so they should still be efficient."
" Thank you Ryuzaki, I really do appreciate you letting both my boy and my self stay in your building." Yagami-sun replied, he seemed like the life was knocked out of him. Discouraged, if I had to place one word on it. His posture was droopy, his face blank, and his eyes, were just cold. He was like a puppet that was hanging by strings. It seems like his wife was his puppet master, his wife and justice. I'm sure his kids possessed a couple strings also. I don't want to become a puppet…
" L… I mean Ryuzaki… Do you think I could speak with you for a moment." The amber haired boy's eyes meant mine. His voice broke my thought process.. Like it always did.
" I don't think now is the appreciate time to have a "chat", I need to get something's done for the investigation and you … need to get to your room with your father, and decide on your living conditions."
" That is what I wanted to talk about…" I cut him off.
" Please Light-kun, just leave, I need to think about somethings and I really don't feel like discussing…"
I didn't feel like finishing my sentence, I quickly turned away and left towards the stairs.
" If you need anything, please talk to Watari, because I do not want to be bothered." My pace fastened and I could feel his eyes glaring at my back. " Please just… leave me alone." I whispered, not sure if he heard, and didn't really care. I had a lot to think about and maybe it would be easier to get through life if he was just not there.
Pushing away reality because the truth is I just want to dream. The stars move apart like the two halves of my heart. Why wake up when is so much easier to just dream away my life, without thinking about emotions, without breathing air, because I think if I do, Il just end up choking anyways. I rather not live.. I think I'll just dream.
Sorry its been so long since I posted chapters! I been so bussy with school. I really hope you guys enjoy this chapter though!