Hey all! Man I had an awesome holiday! I went to the beach and then I went to this fancy motel and yew! It was mad =P anyhoo, im back for all the holidays! Except this weekend… but I shall be updating! Yee-haw! Lolage =P

Im sad to say that I don't own Twilight… otherwise I would be getting awesome feedback from the movie I would have made (*breaths on knuckles and buffers them on shirt) bahaha =P

On with the words and the spaces and the comma's and all… yeah…

BPOV

"Bella…" Edward breathed. I stood perfectly still, hoping for a second that vampires were like those reptiles where, if you stand still, they wont be able to see you.

Sigh, it didn't work.

His gaze bored into my eyes, almost as if he was the one that could shoot heat beams out of his eyes. I felt like fighting him and running from him, I wasn't sure which was the more potent urge. Seeing as I couldn't make up my mind, though, I was frozen.

I decided that, seeing as it seemed like today's phrase, I would turn to God and ask him my simple question.

"What the hell?" I wailed, gazing up at the roof. I sighed and pulled my head back to look at Edward.

"What do you want now?" I growled through gritted teeth. I was up to my limit today. I wanted to break something. Hunt down a vampire. I needed to vent.

"Bella, please, can we talk?" Edward begged, pain and sorrow in his eyes. He was kind of hunched over, like he was ready to get on his knees and beg. I wanted to scream in frustration. What was a good day just totally lost all spark.

"Um," I paused for half a second before going on. "I thought about it, and decided no," I smiled at him, feigning cheerfulness, and decided a new course of action.

"Seeing as you people have decided to crash my place and not leave, I think I'll do the leaving," I mockingly saluted them and then took off into the air, but before I could even get a few metres off the ground I was grabbed around the waist and slammed into a hard body. After blinking a few times to clear my head I looked up, glaring at the culprit who wouldn't let me leave.

Edward was staring down at me; shock, amazement, awe, and determination on his face.

"Bella, don't… fly away, please. I never should have left, look what happened to you! I-" was he serious?

"Uh, Edward? I don't care for your excuses, and you aren't that special. You think your leaving did this to me? That me being with you somehow made this happen? Get off your high horse. This would have happened to me eventually. I am really not in the mood to talk to you, ok? Not now, not ever. Now let go," I snarled. His eyes glazed over, and immediately he dropped his arms. For a split second I was confused, then a sense of déjà vu kicked in, making me remember my one crazy, total bad ass power; compulsion. I felt like doing that thing off the Simpson's when Mr Burns says 'excellent'.

He snapped out of it almost immediately though, and I could actually feel a connection in my mind break. This is powerful stuff. If I could control that bond, then he could be under my will for a lot longer then a second. Heh heh heh…

"Bella! Please!" I had turned my back and started walking away, but I could still imagine the tortured face he was pulling. What did he want? To blame himself for what happened to me some more? I snorted at that thought. It's such an Edward thing to do. I left because I don't love you, and by doing so it's my fault that you're a freak. I rolled my eyes, and then realized that he was waiting for me to turn around. I sighed and slowly stopped, turning to face him. Our eyes met. After a minute of just staring he opened his mouth to say something, but was cut of by a feral snarl. I turned in the direction of the trees, seeing Jacob emerge in his wolf form, snarling and glaring at Edward and Alice, who was still standing at the front door, not in the yard with Edward and myself.

"Jake, don't worry. They were just leaving," I turned to stare back at Edward. He had not even looked in Jacobs's direction when his presence was heard. He was still staring at me, his eyes pleading with me, begging me to talk to him.

"He better be," Jacobs voice all but growled. I looked over at him to see that he was now, well… Jacob. I noticed how he said 'he' instead of 'they'. He walked over to my side and wrapped a possessive arm around my waist from behind, pulling my back tightly against his chest.

I looked back at Edward to find his face a mixture of hate, shock, rage, pain and utter sadness. As soon as I saw it, it was gone. Edward's blank mask was on. I rolled my eyes. Of course he would clear himself of all emotion. Its what he does best.

"Jacob," Edward greeted coldly, letting no emotion slip. His eyes had gone pure black.

"Leech," Jacob greeted back just as coldly. "And Leechette," Jacob sneered in Alice's direction. I know this was totally the wrong time for it, but I had to stop myself from the snicker that threatened to let loose. Leechette? Ah, only Jake.

"Well dog, Bella and I need to have a few words," Edward said in the same cold voice. Would he give up already? I don't want to talk to him!

I sighed. This seemed to be the only way for him to leave me alone. I turned in Jake's arms so that I faced him.

"Jake, he isn't going to leave until we talk," I stated. Jacob didn't look too happy with that. In fact, he actually looked like he was going to pick me up and run, just so I wouldn't have to talk to Eddie Boy over there.

"I don't want you talking to him, Bells," he confided, his voice low and gentle as he was talking to me, though there was an angry edge to it. I smiled at him and put a hand on his cheek.

"Don't worry Jake. I'm a big girl now! I can take care of myself," I said in a mock preppy cheerleader kind of way. He grinned despite the situation, and then sighed in defeat, hugging me to him with both arms.

"Ok, do you want me to leave or wait for you?" he asked, eyeing Edward, who stood behind me.

"How about you go home, and once this is over I shall go to your house, cool?" I asked. Jake's eyes flashed with worry and sadness, and then, as soon as it came, it was gone. Huh, odd.

"Ok, sounds good. See you later," he muttered something under his breath, which I would have missed if I were human. "Hopefully."

Realization dawned on me. He was worried Edward would persuade me, that I would leave him for Edward. I wanted to wipe away those doubts, reassure him that I would be there. But… could I? Would it be the truth? Dammit, I shouldn't be thinking this. Of course I would go back with Jake! Edward is, after all, the A hole that left me and got me in my pissy mood. I hugged Jacob with all my might, making him chuckle breathlessly.

"Uh… cant, breath," Jake got out. I let go and smiled at him.

"I'll see you later," my words were a promise, and I knew he heard the firmness of my tone.

"Sure, sure," I smiled at him one last time and turned around to start walking to Edward. Before I could even take one step in his direction, a hand grabbed my arm and spun me back, forcefully at that. I was slammed into Jake's body and just as abruptly found myself connected with another pair of lips. It was a passionate kiss. His tongue swept along my bottom lip, asking, more like begging, for entrance. I opened my mouth and in the same second Jacob's tongue was inside. I moaned involuntary, pulling him closer with my hands, which had instinctively gone to his hair, his arms wrapping around me; one hand on my back and the other lower, on the waist-band of my pants. After what seemed like an hour, I pulled away, needing air.

"What? You think I'm going to leave with the measly good bye you gave me?" Jacob scoffed, a little breathlessly. "I would have felt unloved," Jake pouted. I grinned and kissed him once more, but before he could deepen it, I pulled back. I saw him give a sly glance in Edward's direction. That sly dog, I thought as I stared at Jake; feeling both appalled and amused.

"What?" he asked innocently, too innocently, as he saw my face. I just rolled my eyes and turned to Edward, who was looking at Jacob with the evillest glare ever. If he had my eyes, Jacob would be ash right now. Actually, he'd probably be so mad that Jake wouldn't even be that. He'd be vaporized. Gone. Non-existent.

"So," I said, breaking the silence that was so tense, the air was almost too thick to see through. "Let's go inside. You can talk while I eat."

I heard Jacob laugh in his wolf-ish way as he started running home, having morphed into a wolf already. Edward remained inanimate as I walked past him. Alice was gaping at what had happened. As I walked past her I closed her mouth with my hand under her chin and then walked into the kitchen to get something else.

I had just pulled out some ice cream when the two of them walked in. I sat at the table with my tub and a spoon.

"So," I said around a mouth full of cookies and cream ice cream. "Where do we start?"

I hope you all like!… I aint sure… =S Oh well, this is only the beginning heh heh heh. Review! OMC! I saw the Twilight movie on Friday! OMCOMC! Lolage it was full of amazing =P Though what was with Bella? She didn't seem… very emotional. She was kinda with the same expression the whole way through. LOL! Did anyone notice how much she blinked at the beginning of the movie? Anyways! It was great I loved it =D

LUV ASH