Hey guys sorry this has taken me like ages to get out but I have been working all week and covering for a colleague so been doing days and nights anyways as always tell me what you think and enjoy.

Just to make it up to you guys this chapter is going to be the longest I have ever written and contain lemon.

I still don't own sailor moon

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Raye sighed as she got out of bed a full hour after Jake had left. After a quick shower she got dressed in just a pair of sweats and a purple jumper then sat down to enjoy her day off.

It wasn't till a little while later she found a message from Darien on her answer machine stating they needed to talk. He was right they did but it was the last thing she wanted to do right now. Waiting till she knew he would be at work she ring back feigning sickness and a promise to get hold of him as soon as she felt better.

It was an outright lie but she really couldn't think of anything better to tell him and was sure I've just slept with my boss and enjoyed it very much so I really can't see you right now, was the proper thing to say to one's boyfriend.

For Raye when Jake had left it became a normal relaxing day off for her, that was until she actually started to think first of Jake. She couldn't help the small smile that lit on her face at the mere thought of him. It was only then she noticed something missing something she should be feeling.

Guilt, remorse, something that put the full weight on the fact that she had cheated on her boyfriend not only with her boss but with someone that he probably knew, none of it was there all she felt was excitement. She felt like a teenage girl who had just been asked to prom by her crush.

Well she supposed there wasn't nothing the fact that she couldn't face Darien at the moment told her she was feeling something against it. Still she couldn't stop smiling.

Meanwhile Darien had taken Raye sickness as a little time for him to think. As much as he wanted to be with Serena, he didn't know how to break things off with Raye. Truth was Raye was like his best friend they had so much in common and shared almost everything he didn't want to lose that.

After letting Serena know he hadn't seen or spoken to Raye he went off for a shower determined to find a way to keep Raye as a friend.

Serena herself was on her way to lunch with her brother she couldn't keep the smile off her face and Jake noticed.

'Things going well with Darien then?' he asked.

'What?' Serena asked thinking he brother had no clued her and Darien were well whatever they were.

'oh please sere I'm not stupid, our parents might have thought u too sweet and innocent to look pass the smiles but I didn't I've known since you turned 17,' he said.

Had she still been 17 Serena would have shouted, screamed and vowed never to speak to Jake again, however because she was older and wiser now she simply shook her head.

'How did you find out?' she asked almost shyly. Jake chuckled and remembered the night he had found out.

*flashback*

'Wooohoo party, party,' someone shouted in the background. Just heard over the load music that was playing.

For Jake it was his first college party, he never went but a girl he was after had convinced him to go to this particular one. Not being one to miss out Jake joined in on the fun and drank until he spotted the girl.

After about an hour of flirting and a bit of light making out she asked him if he wanted to go upstairs. And being slightly inebriated Jake jumped at the chance. It was the first unlocked room they came too Jake saw his good friend Darien in bed with a girl. They were kissing heavily and there hand wondered everywhere, they closed the door and right after they did Jake said something.

'You know that girl with Darien looks a lot like my little sister,' his thoughts were cut off when, the girl whose name he had forgotten kissed him harshly.

*end flashback*

'You were there you never went to parties,' Serena said. Jake chuckled she was right if it hadn't been for that girl he never would have found them and would be in the dark.

'You're just lucky I was too drunk to think striate or Darien would have had a lot worse than the shiner I gave him the next day.

'You gave him that black eye he told me he got in a fight at a bar,' she almost screamed.

'Oh we were at the bar, he told you the truth there sere,' Jake replied.

The incident in question wasn't anything Major Jake had simply seen Darien wander into the bar followed him the punched the black haired man telling him to stay away from his sister. Of Corse it hadn't worked but at least he tried.

'How did it all start between you and Darien anyway,' Jake asked as his sister blushed.

'Well you remember how I met him when I was 14, at first I hated him but then as I grew older I started to have a certain respect for him. I guess it grew into a crush.

*flashback*

Serena sighed as she watched Darien from her booth in the corner. Every time she saw him they would argue but today was different she was quite content today just to watch him. She had been reading a magazine to cover her gaze when the top ten ways to attract a man caught her attention, it was when she started to apply these ways to Darien in her mind that she realised her new found respect for his brooding figure ran a lot deeper then she thought.

*end flashback*

'So what. You flirted with him a little and it all went from there?' Jake asked her.

Serena blushed 'no actually I really didn't have to guts to flirt with him so at first I just stopped arguing with him either by agreeing or totally ignoring what he had just said. Then I got a little more confidence and started with little absentminded touches and well the rest was all him,' she explained.

Jake nodded believing at that stage his sister actually was too sweet and innocent to have started anything else.

'Why all the sudden questions anyway Jake it's not like you to want to know about my love life?' Serena asked him

Jake grinned wolfishly, 'let's just say Darien has good taste in women,' he murmured.

Serena's eyes almost bugged out of there socket when she realised just what her brother was implying.

'Raye your after Raye?' she choked out with wide eyes. Jake just smiled again.

Serena took a while to think about it then smiled a little her brother's track record with women was well she wouldn't wish him on anyone he was a known heartbreaker. When she was in school Jake seduced the girl who was bulling her into falling completely in love with him then he dumped her so harshly Serena herself felt sorry for her.

'I don't know Jake I mean you're not exactly Mr. Darcy when it comes to relationships,' she said.

'I know sere but honestly I really like Raye, have done for a while and I do want to settle down and there's something about her that just tells me that she's the one to settle with,' he sighed quietly.

Serena smiled it was almost too perfect though a little strange. 'So you're after the girlfriend of the guy that I'm after, go we sound like a couple of bunny boilers,' she laughed.

Jake laughed with her 'well if we're going to be bunny boilers at least we chose people to keep,' he said.

They were both laughing when Serena's phone bleeped, 'it's Darien he wants me to come over to his, I wonder if he's spoken to Raye yet?' she asked her brother.

'Well I'm going to go to Raye's if he has I'll find out,' he answered. They both went their own ways heading to their respective places.

After two weeks of faking sickness Raye was cursing karma. She was at work every day and Jake came round to hers every day not that she minding his company was pleasurable to say the least. The only person she had lied to was Darien and now she was actually being sick, karma really had it in for her.

After she had finished lining her toilet she got up and chugged a lot of milk before she felt better Jake had been round a lot and she found that they seemed to be polar opposites and she loved it. He made her laugh so much and he was so sweet, caring and attentive. Most importantly he treated her how she always needed to be, like she was a queen.

Darien had called almost every day and each time she let the answer machine pick up, a few times she heard Serena in the back ground sighing almost as if she was waiting for Raye to pick up as well as Darien. But she couldn't do it she really couldn't and now well now she was feeling slightly guilty, not for cheating on him she dint feel guilty for that the reason she felt slightly guilty was because a part of her wished Darien didn't exist, that Jake was completely hers and she didn't have to worry about eventually facing he panicking boyfriend.

Just as Raye got dressed to hop back into bed her stomach learched again sending her back to her new friend the toilet. Making a mental note to visit he doctors the next day she climbed into bed holding a hot water bottle to her stomach.

'Still nothing?' Serena asked Darien as he put the phone down.

'No she says she's sick refuses to have me round till she's feeling a little better, says its just a stomach bug though,' he replied holding her close.

Serena felt like crying just when they had finally realised exactly where they wanted to be, with each other he couldn't break up with his girlfriend. 'Maybe I should go talk to her?' she asked.

Darien smiled, 'no love I'm sure she will feel better soon in the meantime let's get some sleep,' he said. That night for the first time ever they did just sleep together content on just holding each other close.

For Serena though sleeping brought about dreams and with her earlier conversation with her brother she dreamt of the part she hadn't told him. Her first time with Darien.

*dream/flashback*

It was a humid day thick clouds hung in the sky making the air muggy and thick. Serena was perched at a bus stop hoping a bus would show up before it really started to rain. The hot weather had made her outfit become sticky and mould to her body. She nearly jumped when she felt a hand on her shoulder.

'Darien what are you doing here?' she asked, slightly breathless as his eyes filled with something burned into her dangerously.

'I was walking past just wanted to let you know that the buses aren't running today,' his voice was husky and she almost melted just at the tone of it.

'oh great I'll never get home before it starts raining,' she wined biting her lower lip although she was worried about the rain her mind was focused on how much she wanted him to kiss her at that moment.

Darien's eyes went a shade darker as he watched her suck on her lower lip, 'if you want you can come and wait out the rain in my apartment its only 2 minutes away?' he almost whispered.

Serena's mind had flown far off into space as his tone washed over her again. Just the sound of it had her squirming uncomfortably. She nodded then allowed him to pull her along.

When they got into his place he seemed to change tried to stay away from her, she watched him as he seemed to fight himself on every move he made. Serena being innocent as her brother said just shrugged off her confusion at Darien's strange behaviour , knowing somehow she wasn't going to get that kiss she wanted anytime soon she opted for sorting her sticky body.

'Do you mind if I use you shower Darien? This uniform is heavy and with the hot weather I'm all sticky,' she said.

She heard him let out a low groan almost as if he had the mental picture of her hot sticky body now.

'Sure,' he strained out handing her a towel and leading her to the bathroom. After she had finished with the shower she wrapped his bathrobe around her body and tied the towel he had given her around her long hair.

When she came out of the bathroom she found him standing there. His eyes were dark and she could tell he was no longer fighting with himself. Instead a look of fierce determination was placed there along with something else something that made her want to melt on the spot.

'Serena,' he groaned out before pulling her to his body and kissing her deeply. Serena used to his kisses immediately responded. He picked her up bridal style still kissing her deeply and she briefly registered something soft drifting up to meet her back. He broke the kiss and looked into her wide eyes while playing with the tie on his robe.

'I want to see you, please,' he asked in a whisper.

Realising what was happening Serena thought for a split second before nodding her head. Slowly he undid the tie. He leaned back at first just looking at her burning the image to memory. 'Can I touch you Serena?' he asked just as quietly.

Again she nodded. His hand started slowly first cupping her cheek then moving down along her neck. Across her collar bone. His hands brushed across her breasts and she moaned quietly arching into his palm but he didn't stop there he stopped when he got to her hips holding them firmly.

'I- I – I want to kiss you,' he breathed. She nodded again not trusting her voice to speak; his mouth followed the path his hand had just mapped out laying small butterfly kisses across her skin leaving her burning for something more.

Every time he went a bit further he asked and every time he asked she nodded. This brought her to the point where his finger was working itself in and out of her folds and his hand was squeezing her breast almost harshly. He had gotten rid of his clothes now and she could plainly see the effect she was having on him.

All of a sudden something inside of her snapped and she felt herself explode around his evading fingers. He kissed her down from her high. As she was getting her breath back she watched him fight for control she saw his rod long and hard. Curiosity got the better of her and while he wasn't paying attention she reached down and squeezed it softly.

Darien groaned then moved over her effectively cutting her touch off. 'Serena I need- I need to be –I need to feel you wrapped around me I need to be inside you?' he rasped out the question almost as if was killing him to ask.

Serena looked at his length then at herself before replying 'will it fit?' Darien laughed slightly 'yes babe it will fit but it's going to hurt a lot at first but it will get better I promise,' he said he innocent question making him smile.

She nodded her head at him again as he positioned himself over her and entered her slowly. He stretched her barrier before it broke then stopped when he was at her hilt. Serena herself winched at the pain that felt like it was ripping her in two, she shook her head from side to side allowing tears to roll down her face. Eventually Darien moved a little and her eyes snapped open.

'More,' she gasped out and he followed her orders and started to move slowly in and out of her.

*end dream/flashback*

Darien watched Serena as she moaned and slithered across his sheets. His name left her lips in half moans and half gasps. The scent of exactly what the dream was doing to her fragranced the room and it took all he had not to wake her up and prove to her reality was much better than any dream was.

Ok guys well again I am so sorry for the hold up with work and all and this chapter is to make up for that I hope you all enjoyed it let me know. Big thanks to lovleyl who gave me some tips on this chapter

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