Chapter 13: Myra's Thoughts
Disclaimer: Twilight is Stephenie Meyer's and not mine. Strictly not mine! Because if it were mine it might just suck and all that.
Get a glimpse of the worrisome vampire.
I am totally convinced that everything will flow smoothly. I mean, if we have Denise's tactics and Jesse's cooperation and everyone's united will then I have no doubts. That is, with everybody except Bella. I have a different feeling about her. Whenever I see her she looks so bothered. She knows the Volturi is coming but they can be negotiated with. She looks as though they have more intentions other than obtaining our gifts and our loyalty-which will never happen.
She also willingly got the werewolves involved. What if they rip us apart? How could she trust those creatures? What if they do something to my J? I tried not to think about it but... Wah!
"What is wrong milady?"Jesse breathed into my ear. I giggled. He's probably in the mood right now and I feel it too. He started nibbling my earlobe. I always liked the feeling of his teeth on my skin. I felt a shiver of pleasure down my spine. He brushed his lips from my jaw down to my chin and then he continued all the way to my neck. I wonder why he's taking it slow tonight. No matter, I took over and found his lips. We kissed passionately but still very slowly. It felt like he was savoring the moment, like it were our last. There was no need to take of our clothes. Jesse felt like it to go to the shower. The water flowing on our skin added heat to our already over heated bodies.
I couldn't stop but worry so I didn't enjoy our night as much as before. We prepared for school and for the meeting with the Cullens. We already told Bella and she didn't seem angry so I took that as a good sign. I am so looking forward to her answer. I am committed to this scheming. She also said that she wanted to go to her best friend, the dog Jacob. I'm so envious of that mutt. Bella never opens to us like she does to the wolves. Good thing Jesse taught me how to hide my feelings. That way I'd be able to not hurt Bella's.
Everyone rode with me today. Denise rolled her eyes every time my hands slip on Jesse's hand. I had to giggle at that. I couldn't stop from looking at Bella from the rearview mirror. It was strange for a vampire not to notice that someone is looking at her. I stared at her all throughout the ride and she didn't look back even once. She didn't even twitch. We got out and went straight to class. I'm very grateful for the disappearance of prying eyes.
In one of the classes I have Both D and B with me. I took the time to observe Bella and she is still deep in thought. She held something on her chest. She clutched it but there was nothing there. Is she hurting again? I almost stood up to check but Den shot me a look. I'm feeling so uneasy and it still is morning. We have a meeting with the Cullens but we avoid them at school. Alice and Emmett are the only ones who talks to us. Spence approaches Bella everyday just to hand a note from Edward. I thought it was sweet. Now I know why Bella fell for him.
But… there is only one man who can make me fall.
Author's note: I know it's short. I had a hard time. Sorry.
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