Disclaimer: Unless I'm finding it under my Chirstmas tree, I don't own the warriors series or plan to in the future.
(A/N: First a tree fell onto my house and then I lost internet for a month and had to use the school computers and then another tree fell. FORGIVE ME!!! TT TT Thankyouthankyouthankyou to my reviewers: Dewflower, Doxeh, Frostpaw, foxpace, Saf Dawnheart, Sword of light and Waffles-r-after-me . You all get feathertail plushies. With real feathers. Cuz I'm crazy. Theme: "Sick" Mood music: "Dance Inside")
Sick
Sick is:
What stays with you. Sick is what
keeps you awake at night when you look at the moon and wonder if it's any different now than it was then.
Sick is when you miss the thrush again and no one speaks up about it because they know you're different and you would rather be made fun of than stared at in pity. When you wake up and see your paws grasping for something, but your dreaming spills out of your mind and onto the stone and you don't know what you're grasping for. Sick is:
Sick.
Sick is when every drop of blood reminds you of that day and every cry of battle makes your mind scream at you to stop. Sick is when you can't look at yourself in the water anymore and every smile is just a shard of something like bone but softer. Sick is having a blind spot that hasn't a border and seems to grow every day. Sick is when you feel so small, even on the good days, and like you really shouldn't have been the one that lived. Sick is when you remember the sinking fluttering when he told you he loved you but you know you loved someone else.
Sick is:
Sick
but worse. Sick is when he looks at you and can't tell that you're sick because his eyes are clouded with something like love, and you want to cry because you should have been whole for him. Sick is at clan meetings and the other clan kits stare but yours bounds along freely and doesn't see the Sick.
Sick is when people avoid you like you are and every fourth hello comes without a smile. Sick is when you fly away into your mind and have to leave the others because you know you're going somewhere that they can't even comprehend.
Sick is sick.