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(BPOV)

I awoke with a start my heart was racing my breath came out in gasps I tried to shake the dream I just had out of my head. Ever since Paul told me about his family I've been having the scariest dreams about him I would be there with him when his dad would hit him and I would be powerless to help him.

I would feel every hit and kick the sounds of him crying in pain would fill my ears and it would be like I was stuck in mud unable to move or shout. I raced to my window and looked across to Paul's room he wasn't there she knew he wouldn't be he had patrol. Every time I had a dream I would race to the window and see him standing there the first time I was surprised to see him there but then he had explained that he could feel what I felt a little.

He knew I was panicking for some reason so he made his way to his window he felt my relief at seeing him so he guessed that was all I needed and now every time I have a bad dream he makes sure he is at the window all we do is stand there for a few minutes then I go back to sleep well as best as I can.

I was getting annoyed though I have started feeling like I have had no sleep at all nothing is helping I can't even take a nap I'm the type of person that can't sleep when it's light out. I didn't know what to do I know I won't be able to sleep not without seeing him first it would only fuel my nightmares I picked up my dressing gown and quietly went downstairs.

I made myself a cup of hot chocolate and went to sit on the back porch I had my fluffy slippers on that Paul bought me a few years ago for my birthday normally when we were growing up and he wasn't acting like a awkward teenager he would say happy birthday to me and that's it.

Ever since he became what he is he started getting me a little gift these were the first ones the next year it was a wolf dreamcatcher I had been eyeing up in one of the local stores. Every gift he has given me was wolf related at the time I was confused as to why he would even bother I know he was trying to be nice after being a jerk but that at the time didn't explain why.

Then I found out what he was and when I accepted him I found out why he acted the way he did, he never did explain the presents though. I remember asking him once when we were in our rooms when his birthday was so I could return the favour but he would never tell me.

I hadn't worn his slippers since a few weeks ago they were surprisingly warm which was a good thing tonight it was cold but it wasn't unbearable I could manage with what I had on. I don't know how long I planned on staying here I was watching the stars dancing and the trees wondering where about's he was in the dark forest I scanned the tree line when I saw a pair of glowing eyes which almost made me jump.

The eyes moved a little closer and I could see the face of a wolf or rather the face of my wolf without thinking I ran to him which was amazing for me. As soon as I could I wrapped my arms around his wolf neck and gripped on tight. His fur felt soft and warm against my cheek I could feel him panting he must have run here.

"Oh Paul I had the dream again" I said I didn't need to explain but the words just came out he nudged me with his head to back up before crouching which is when is saw him phase back I wanted to wrap my arms around him again but he stopped me.

"Turn around first" he said with a smirk I looked confused he looked down on himself I followed his gaze and blushed thankfully he was crouch down so I couldn't actually see anything but he was naked infront of me.

I spun around fast which caused him to laugh he wrapped his arms around my waist when he was done I spun back around and buried my face in his neck he held me tight against him. I don't know how long we stayed like that and I didn't care just being near him relaxed me I could of fallen asleep right here which is probably why Paul picked me up bridal style and carried me to my room.

I was amazed and grateful at how quiet he was being I so did not want Charlie or Sue or anyone really to see us. Paul laid me down and the made himself comfortable next me u quirked my eyebrow at him which made him smile and pull me to him I laid my head against his chest and felt his arms around me and instantly fell asleep.

The next morning I awoke to an empty bed but an open window I looked around momentarily confused until I found I neatly folded top on the end of my bed with a note on top.

Babe didn't want to wake you or be caught by your parents so I slipped out the window I also brought my favourite jumper for you to wear on the nights I can't be there Paul P.S I love you.

I smiled and lifted the jumper up to my face and inhaled it smelled of him which had me smiling I quickly got dressed and made my way to school I wouldn't see him for a bit but the rest of the guys would be there even Leah was happy about me being in the know now.

She didn't like that fact I was an imprint but she was happy she could talk about stuff like that to me she just liked to vent and I would listen and comment every so often she just needed a sounding board. Leah smiled as I walked up everyone moved so I could join the group which had me smiling it was nice to feel part of a crowd.

As we all made our way into school I moved away from the group and went to the bathroom before first bell I was just washing my hands when in walked the queen bitch I have been doing so well in avoiding.

"Well, well, well if it isn't the slut of La Push" she sneered ever since I have gotten with Paul she would try and make snide comments when I passed or even tried to split us up but also since I got with Paul my confidence in myself has grown and even though her words never bothered me before now I answered back more.

"Stop looking in the mirror it's not healthy to think of you that way" I said whilst drying my hands the look on her face was priceless and I probably would of laughed if I had no survival sense. I tried to leave the bathroom but she was blocking my way eventually realising she wasn't gonna let me leave anytime soon I leaned against the sinks and crossed my arms looking at her expectantly.

She seemed a little surprised at my actions but quickly recovered "look here you pale face fat slut ok how many times do I need to keep telling you Paul is mine until I say otherwise and I aint finished with him yet" she said in a menacing voice.

I laughed "oh really well you best tell Paul that then cause he finished with you weeks ago" she actually looked more pissed off I guess she wasn't used to bitchy Bella yet.

"Listen here Bella do you really think that you can compare yourself to me with him he's only with you to get in your pants he does have a reputation to uphold after all but I am the only girl that is allowed to keep him full time and beside you're a virgin how can you possibly hope to make him feel good" she said as she walked up to me hands on her hips.

I started laughing again "make your mind up Kira one minute I'm a slut the next I'm a virgin which is it?" I asked completely ignoring her comment I knew exactly why Paul was with me and wasn't to get into my pants.

Well it was but it was more than that Paul did have a reputation but emphasis on the word did since getting with me he has behaved himself I know he wants too but he also knows I aint ready for that yet. That was also the other reason I avoided her comment I have been thinking along the same lines when I finally do go all the way with him how on earth can I compare to all the other girls he has had all the experienced girls like Kira.

Kira flipped and reached out her hand to slap me but I saw it coming and managed to dodge it with a little grace which surprised me. Now the door was clear I made it outside and walked as calmly as I could to my class I apologised to the teacher saying I had dropped all my books and stuff which sounded like a thing I would do luckily it was just the beginning of class so the teacher laughed me off.

I smiled when I saw Paul he was almost out of his seat I know he's been wondering where I was I took my seat next to him and gripped his arm which seemed to calm him. Once the lesson started Paul leaned over "where were you?" he whispered I smiled and mouthed back Kira which had him chuckling quietly that one word seemed to say it all.

At lunch me and Paul seemed to be in a world of our own we was sat with the gang but he had is body turned towards mine with me mirroring him my legs were also laid across his. I had explained in detail everything that Kira had said which had him laughing even the guys who were ear wigging laughed.

"Wow babe so wish I had been there sounds like it was fucking hilarious" he said before giving my neck a kiss the heat against my skin had me flashing back to last night.

"Oh by the way I have been meaning to ask you something" I said he took my hands and nodded for me to continue "You remember when you started giving me birthday presents like the furry slippers and the dreamcatcher" I asked again he nodded "well I just wanted to know why?"

Paul smiled "well you remember how we met in the forest all those times and then when I started ignoring you" I nodded I was confused when he did but thought it must have been a part of him healing.

"I ignored you because I didn't want to be dependent on anyone else when my parents were around I was dependant on them especially my mum and look what happened at the time I was scared I really needed you but I didn't want to risk you leaving me too so I left you" he explained.

I swear he actually looked guilty I smiled at him which I think eased him "and then when I phased and started hanging with these guys I realised what you had actually done for me and I felt bad for treating you like that after everything you had done for me I wanted a way to pay you back without being creepy and I also wanted it to be a private thing".

I nodded and urged him to continue "at the time I liked you but I didn't want people knowing I know what they would have done to you I was happy to be your friend a little just not a lot especially with girls like Kira around me" this time he looked ashamed as if I would be hut that he didn't want people knowing he like me as a good friend at that time I actually laughed.

He looked up surprised and smiled "anyway I was in Port Angeles doing my grocery shopping you know the big one when I spotted them I remembered hearing you complain to Seth when he stopped warming your feet up I could hear you I was outside at the time and I knew it was your birthday soon too so I figured that would be the way I would make it up to you" he finished.

I laughed as I remembered that time we were on the couch watching a movie I was at with my legs on Seth's lap his very hot hands were on my ice cold feet. "How come everything you have gotten me has been wolf related the furry boots, the wolf dreamcatcher, the silver wolf chain and earrings?" I asked he looked confused for a second before a smile spread on his ridiculously handsome face.

"I just got things I thought you would like things that caught my eye I didn't actually seek out anything like that but now that I think about it, it must have been my inner wolf trying to tell me that you were the one I just didn't see it" he said whilst laughing which got me laughing too.

He brought his face down and gently kissed me I knew I didn't like attention so he tried to behave himself in public as long as when we are alone he can get a little carried away which has caused a few problems and intense fantasies.

Paul pulled back and smiled at me he always did like bring out my blush I tried to hide my face in his chest which made him chuckle. His laughter stopped suddenly which had me looking up at him I saw him looking behind me I followed his gaze and groaned there was Miss Bitch standing behind me with a smirk on her face.

"See look Bella a simple kiss has you hiding like a little girl do you really think you can satisfy him even a little like I can? She asked I could feel Paul shaking slightly he didn't like anyone talking like that to me.

"Look bitch get it through your head you and me are done have been done for weeks but you've been too dumb to see it and as for you being able to satisfy me shall I tell you a little secret" he said "the only reason you actually managed to make me cum was because I pictured Bella on top of me or beneath me I pictured her hands on me her lips on mine and her voice calling my name so basically it was never you it has been Bella all this time".

Mine and Kira's face's turned red hers from anger as she storm of and mine from the images his words evoked in me. He turned his gaze from Kira and locked with my eyes before I could utter a word he crashed his lips on mine in a much heated kiss then before.

He finally pulled back a little to let me breath and whispered in my ear "don't ever think you won't satisfy me you do by just sitting next to me by being near me by being you got it? I nodded unable to speak "good" he said as he smiled and claimed my lips again.

Soon though we had to break up cause lunch time was finished all through the rest of the day I was in a day dream I even pushed away my home work I couldn't concentrate Paul had gone to a meeting with the pack after school which left me with my wondering mind.

Absolutely nothing was distracting me Leah and Seth were at this meeting as well and then they were on patrol and wouldn't be back till the morning and Charlie and Sue had gone for a meal together they had asked if I wanted to go but I felt like I would have been intruding.

I lay in my bed lost in my thoughts when I felt a pair of hot hands slid across my waist I jumped and practically bumped heads with Paul which had him laughing. I laughed as well until I realised the positions we were in I blushed and he quirked an eyebrow "I'm ready" was all I said which shocked him to say the least he hadn't been expecting that and to be honest neither had I.

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