Chapter twelve The Winchester, Sam, Chris and family

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Big thanks to Cuddygirl18 and SaryWinchester for their review

Six or seven more chapter and the end will be here.

Last time

Chris took a step closer to John and he punch him sending the great John Winchester to the floor.

"nice to meet you I´m Chris Adam and I was waiting to do that for year"

When John was able to stand he saw his son.

"Chris you´re here"

"of course I´m Sam, family needs me"

In that moment all the men saw that Sam went to hug Chris they could see how close they were

"what happened in here?"

"nothing your father and I were getting to know each other, but that´s OK what happened Sam?"

Sam turn around and told the people there.

"can you leave us alone please?"

"of course, Sam we´re going to start on the search" was Bobby and Caleb´s answer

So Sam turned his eyes to his father and older brother.

They saw a broken man, they saw a man who was on the edge, and it kills them to know that they couldn´t help him, that he need it somebody else, but they understood it, they have drove him apart and now they were paying the price, so they took a step aside and walk away, but with the conviction that they sure as hell they´ll fight for his forgiveness but for the moment he need it this man.

Dean was the first.

"sure Sammy we´ll help Bobby and the others"

"thanks"

Knowing that they were alone Chris knew that something besides the twins were eating Sam.

"what´s it Sam? What´s going on?"

"I can´t loose my kids, Chris"

"you´re not losing them I´m here and your family is here all of them"

"I know"

"what´s the matter Sam, I tough that you´ll be happy"

"I am"

"yeah tell that to your face Sam because from what I´m looking it doesn´t show that way"

"is hard"

"talk to me Sam"

"I keep seeing Elly´s face"

"What?"

"every time I look at my dad or my brother, I see Elly´s face, you know this is the first time since that day that I see them"

"yes"

"that night after the fight, Elly and I were in your house, and she was crying and I ask her why she was crying and you know what she told me?"

"no, what?" but Chris knew, he had known his daughter, he knew what she told him

"she told me that she was sorry, that she was the reason that my family turned his back on me and even when I told her that she was wrong I don´t think she ever believe me, not even after our wedding"

"so when you see you father and your brother..."

"I see her eyes, red from crying, and it breaks the few parts of my already shattered heart and I can´t see past that, past the anger of seeing my wife red eyes and is killing me because I need them, because I need my dad but I need Dean the most, he was for a large part of my life the force that carried me away, he was my best friend, my protector my hero and now when I look at them I can´t see past those eyes and I don´t know what to do, because I promise Elly that they´ll be here but this is killing me is to much for me and now my kids..." Sam was having difficulty breathing and Chris knew that his heart was being pushed to much and that wasn´t good, so he yell.

John and Dean were crying, they didn´t went to far so when Chris and Sam started talking they stood and listened, and their heart broke, because now they knew how badly they screw things up, the guilt was eating them both, how Sammy will ever forget them when they hurt his beloved wife so they stood and when Chris screamed they went.

"what happened?"

"I think that he didn´t take his medication"

"let´s take him to the bed he needs to rest" Dean was in full big brother mode

So the three men took Sam to his bedroom and when they enter they saw a picture of him and Elly when the twins were born, they put Sam and Chris told them.

"you need to go to the bathroom and bring a something called melanthol and a syringe there must be one in the top and some cotton"

"what are you trying to do to my son?"

"he needs to sleep, he can´t deal with this stress so I´m sedating, have a problem?"

"no"

A moment later Dean brought the things and Chris put Sam to sleep

Arianna was seeing them so Chris told her.

"keep an eye on him, we´re going to get the twins and Jo"

"bring them back, Chris, he needs the twins and his little sister and I need them to"

"I know Anna, and they need you and him, so you take good care of him and let us deal with those who made the terrible mistake of taking our grandchildren OK?"

"OK"

"lets go"

Bobby, Joshua, Caleb, pastor Jim and Ellen saw Chris, John and Dean and they understood that an union was made.

John was the one to speak

"we´re going to find the bastards that took the twins and Jo and they´ll wish they never laid a hand on them, nobody threats our family and walks away, got it? For Sam"

Dean saw all the men and Ellen nod, and he made a promise to

"hell will break loose on those who harm a member of our family"

TBC