Hi, ok so coincidentally enough its been exactly 2 years since I updated this, and I really am so sorry to anyone still waiting for this to continue, but I've just lost most of my interest in the Boosh sadly. Also, this fic honestly makes me uncomfortable, like the fact that it exists and that I wrote it, I just don't feel great about it. It's just really dark... At the same time tho, I really do want to complete it, but realistically that's just prolly not going to happen and the best I can really do is just post my notes for where I was planning on going with it. It's really just a big mess of thoughts, but it gives the general story. Maybe one day I'll come back and actually write it all out nicely, but until then, hopefully this is better than nothing.
If I ever do get around to it, it would prolly have another like 4 chapters I think, and this is just a very general idea of what that would entail. This is literally all I have, these are all my ideas/thoughts about the future story line. I know it's not pretty and it's missing a lot of detail, but at least you have an idea of what was going to come, instead of just being left wondering forever (if anyone is actually still interested.)
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So all that stuff happens, and Naboo fixes Howard and Howard is horrified by what he's done. But Naboo can't fix Vince cause no potion caused his issues, and so he still acts all the same, and wants Howard to sex him up and keeps the plug in and needs Howard and maybe in some weird sort of way Vince rapes Howard, or more dub con cause Howard would be all Vince this isn't you and Vince would be all, but master, and like rides him like a pro and Howard can't help but enjoy it because dude, of course he's going to enjoy it and he remembers everything so he knows just what Vince needs and maybe like accidently slips back into evil Howard character but feels rly horrible afterwards and tells Vince he needs to stop and Vince is all upset and confused cause he doesn't understand what he did wrong and is all but I just want you to be happy master and Howard is like well I would be happy if you left and Vince tears up and is like, but I belong to you, and Howard is like not anymore you don't, so Vince is like but I love you master and Howard, idiot that he is, is like yeah, well I don't love you, which while evil Howard never said he loved Vince, he never went so far as to say he didn't.
So Vince sort of like falls apart, because basically everything he had come to accept of his life has just been ripped away, Howard doesn't need him to make him happy, he disowned him, and said he didn't love him so he gets all listless and like loses his will to live or do anything and everyone tries to something but they keep Howard away because they think that maybe some distance will help Vince but all its doing is making it worse and maybe eventually Vince tires to kill himself or he gets really sick and needs to go to the hospital and he's unconscious and Howard goes to see him and he's crying and saying how sorry he is and how he knows that it won't ever be enough and how could he ever make this right when he destroyed the only person who has ever cared about him, the only person he ever really loved, and he just doesn't know what to do anymore.
And Vince hears his master crying and saying he loved him and he's all "master?" weakly but happy, because his master is here, and Howard just cries more because god he did this, and he's just like, "no Vince, Howard, you don't belong to anyone, you are your own person, please just call me Howard" and Vince is all uncertain and all "I don't understand" and master is crying and he doesn't know what to do and Howard is just like "I know, and god I'm so sorry for what I did to you little man, this is all my fault" and Vince is like "no master! don't be sorry, you made me better, I just wasn't good enough" and everything that comes out of his mouth is tearing Howard apart.
"Vince, I need you to understand that what I did to you was wrong, it was the worst thing I've ever done, and I won't ever forgive myself for it. I took you apart Vince, piece by piece, I destroyed the beautiful person that you were and turned you into something less than human. I raped you Vince, I beat you and when you tried to run away I held you down and raped you! and there is nothing I can ever do to take that back. I wish I could blame it all on the potion, but it was still me doing those things, I could have stopped, but I didn't want to. I used you, I abused you and I sold you to anyone who wanted a piece of you. Absolutely no part of this is your fault Vince and I would die to take back what I did to you. I love you Vince, you're the only person that has ever mattered to me, and I'm so sorry." Howard sobs and Vince like "of course I forgive you" and Howard is like how could you do that? and Vince is like "you're my Howard, I'll always forgive you. but what do you want me to do now?" and Howard is like "I just want you to be happy Vince, I want you to be the sunshine kid, I just want you to be yourself" and Vince is crying and all "but Ma... Howard, I don't know how to be me anymore" and Howard is like "I know little man, I know, but I'm going to do all I can to help you be yourself again."
Then maybe epilogue with how things are going, the ups and downs, end on a vaguely positive note.
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