Because I needed a little break, I made this drabble. Nothing too deep; I wasn't trying for the light-and-fluffy either. I just...well, it shouldn't make that much sense at all, since I put it together in like five minutes. -.-; Mediocre work, this is. I'm still at work for the chapters for BTAOET and SAWC, so I needed something to distract myself... A friend has been coming over for the past two days and my time to work on my chapters is limited. I'm very sorry.

Luka moved off to the side as a purplehead breezed past with his group of friends, headed toward a particular place in the school nicknamed "Butterfly Shrine". This was because so many butterflies were attracted to the vibrant flowers and dewy marshland.

Ever wondered why he hung around the butterflies so much?

Birds' incoherent sounds answered her silent question.

Luka parted her lips slightly, allowing a sigh to escape and some sharpness of the spring air to float into her mouth at the same time. Its light wisps lingered over her tongue for a moment, tickling the organ, but just as soon it disappeared. So had the amusement of tasting fresh air, fading into the wide blue sky that stretched overhead for miles and miles, neverending.

She leaned against a tree, watching idly as typical students passed by her, chattering about the most recent slice of gossip, or the new substitute teacher.

Anyone who happened to look at her might think that she was just another of those people.

But in truth, Luka was not.

Luka was…well, she was intimate in her affections. When she got a crush, she got a crush. There was almost nothing that could rip her thoughts away from her lover. So it was also hard to calm the war raging in her heart.

She had lived in a sheltered life, and her parents were not interested in Luka getting a boyfriend.

She couldn't tell them either.

Luka grimaced just thinking about what the reaction her parents might harbor. No, it was better to not risk it.

Which was why, again, she could only admire him from a distance.

(Don't you understand me? I need you.)

- Don't leave me alone just now. -

~ Home? Where's home? I…want to go home too. ~

(Living without feeling.)

-~'~-
And with those arms, I want you to hold me tight.

Erase all thoughts of reality.

-~'~-

Because I just want to live.

Yeah, can anyone else tell that I was really depressed while writing this?

If you really want to, check my profile for why I'm pissed. No, don't press it. Don't mention anything at all.

As I said before, this isn't made to make sense. This is just...my thoughts...on a document. What's running through my head right now, set in story-mode. Randomness at its full power. No, I'm not in love, I'm not hopeless like Luka is, and my love is not forbidden, BUT. It just felt nice to be ranting the world's unfairness undercover.

~Unyielding Wish