Slowly Jack pulled away. He looked her in the eyes and didn't know what to say. He had no idea if it was the right choice to do this. Maybe he had just got her hopes up right now. It was not that he had no feelings for her. He just had to figure out what those feelings exactly were. He couldn't start something with her if he did not know about his past. It wouldn't be fair towards Rose.

Rose just sat there, waiting for him to say something. She hoped that he didn't feel that he shouldn't have done this. It meant so much for her. Just the taste of his lips was enough to have a electric shock going through her body. She grabbed his hand in hers and looked at their intertwined hands. She sighed happily. ''Do you feel it again, Jack?'' ''Do you love me again?'' She smiled.

Jack just looked at her. He felt bad for doing this to her. It was not he didn't feel anything, it was just too soon. Maybe in a couple of days when they had talked some more, but not now, not yet. He knew it was his own fault. He had kissed her. He had made her think he was in love with her again. ''I.. I don't know, Rose'' ''I really don't know.''

''You don't know?'' Her smile fell. ''What do you mean?'' ''I thought you wanted this too.''

''I do.. but.. it's all too soon. I have to admit that I do feel something for you, it's just that I can't place it right now.''

''I understand that, but.. why did you kiss me then?''

''Well.. Like I said.. I do feel something for you and maybe I was hoping that some more memories would return.''

''Did they return?''

''No.'' Jack looked sad.

Rose just looked at him and said ''I.. I guess it's better that I go now.. I don't think it was the greatest idea for me to stay here for the night.''

''Rose, you don't have to go..''

''Yes, Jack, I really think I should leave..'' ''I'm sorry, but I think it's better for now.''

He nodded. Rose stood up from the chair and walked to the door. She turned around and said ''Bye Jack.''

''Bye..'' He almost whispered.

She looked one last time and then closed the door behind her.

Jack just looked at the closed door. How could he be so stupid? You knew it would upset her. He didn't know what he should do. Maybe he could walk around town just to clear his head. He ate his breakfast and then also walked out of the house.

Without noticing he landed in the coffeeshop where he found Richard. His old friend.

''Hey Jack!''

"Hey'' He said with a frown.

''What is it? You don't seem to look very happy.''

''Well.. I'm not. I did something very stupid.''

''You want to tell me about it.''

Jack stayed silent. Richard left it the way it was. If Jack wanted to talk about it, he would. He knew him. If he was in this mood, you better leave him. If he wanted to talk he would.

Suddenly Jack said ''I kissed her.''

Richard frowned ''Who did you kiss?''

''My former love. Or actually I don't know.. We were together on Titanic. She told me that we ended up in the freezing water but when a boat came back she thought I was dead. In fact I was just unconscious that moment, but of course she couldn't know, I wouldn't wake up.'' ''A month ago I woke up from being two months in coma. The doctor said to me I was suffering from memory loss.''

Richard gasped ''I'm sorry to hear that, Jack.'' ''I wouldn't know what it would have been like..''

''Well.. I met Rose on Titanic. She was about to end her life by jumping of the back of a ship but I talked her out of it. She wasn't thinking clearly at that moment.'' ''The next day Rose came looking for me in steerage. We talked the whole day of her life and mine. We started liking each other more. Because I saved her life I was invited to dinner in first class by her former fiancé. That night I went to it and when I saw Rose she was the most beautiful girl in the whole world. After first class dinner I left her a note which said Make it count, meet me at the clock. She did and I took her with me to the third class party. I think that was the night I fell in love with her. She had a fire burning inside her.''

''The next day I was desperate to see her again, so I looked for her and told her what I thought of her. She wouldn't hear it and said she didn't need to be safed. She walked away. I was sad and was going to the bow of the ship. Thinking of her. Suddenly I heard a voice. It was her. Rose. She changed her mind. I learned her how to fly on the bow and that was were we shared our first kiss.''

Jack told him the rest of the story and at the end of it Richard had tears in his eyes but made kind of a funny moment of it. ''It doesn't seem like there is anything wrong with your memory, Jack.''

It dawned on Jack. He just had told Richard the whole story of him and Rose on Titanic. It meant his memory was back. It had helped to talk about it with someone. Jack was overjoyed. ''Thankyou so much for listening to me Richard. Oh my god, I have to go to Rose to tell her this.''

Jack couldn't get to her fast enough. Once he was at her house he knocked at the door. But wait.. What if she didn't want to talk to him after what he has done? He actually didn't have time to think because Rose opened the door already. ''Jack?'' She was a little surprised.

''Rose'' He said, he couldn't help but smile.

''I have something to tell you..''

''Okay.. come on in then.''

Jack walked into the house and looked around him. She did make her own place of it. He was so proud of her. Now that he had his memory back he felt the way he felt about her when they were on Titanic.

''What is it Jack?''

''When you were gone, I went to the coffeeshop and talked with Richard.'' ''He told me what was wrong because I was deeply in thoughts.'' ''I told him the reason and.. and everything came back to my mind.'' ''Our whole time on Titanic.''

Rose her eyes widened ''Do you mean this, Jack?'' She could tell he did look different at her. Like he was.. really in love with her this time.

''Yeah.. I don't know how or when, but I remember everything.'' He started walking towards her.

''Oh Jack..''

Jack wrapped her arms around her. ''I'm planning to never leave you again Rose.''

Rose got tears in her eyes, but this time they were happy tears. ''I love you so much, Jack..''

''I love you too, Rose.'' ''So much.''

Rose smiled the brightest smile she had since april. She leaned forward to kiss him but still unsure to kiss him for real this time.

Jack made the choice and leaned forward. Their lips met and they kissed what seemed for eternity. It was even better than their first kiss. They had both longed to do this. Rose her broken heart was now healed by Jack. Her Jack. Always and forever.

So, what do you think? This was chapter 13. I still have a lot more to come for you guys!