Chapter thirteen and the final chapter): another story coming soon, so please keep a look out!:D this time with Near and Matt love storyy(; Read and Review!:D (oh, and listen to world wide by big time rush. it strangley fits.:P)

It has been exactly one year since my kidnapping. i lay on matts chest in his dorm room at wammys and watch him beat the final level or whatever on some new war game called 'Call of Duty Black Ops'. hes spent about so far, three days playing and now he was barely going to finish it. the loud shots of bullets and people screaming didnt gross me out before i could land a kiss on his soft but smirked lips. a split second after the embrace, he screamed, "Take it all,BITCH!" loudly to the t.v. his door,being open, led the words down the hall to mellos room, where he must of thought something else, and screamed back,"Use protection!" i blushed as matt looked down at me and began to laugh and act as if he was unzipping his pants. i smacked his hand and before we could kiss again, a bored looking near trudged into the room and said watari needed his assistance. matt looked at me and shrugged, placing a kiss on my cheek and walking out the room with my albino. "Why?" matt asked and near simply replied," Im not sure, i got a letter from him saying he needed me you and mello to go to his office." the rest were in unaudible drabbles and i began to walk around the room and decided to just lay on the bed.

I layed there, letting the sun heat my face through dirty shaded windows, my eyes closed, before hearing the door close lightly. i smiled and figured it was matt, but when i heard the television switch off, my smile turned down abit."I thought you wanted to finish." i said, hands behind my rested head, eyes still closed. no reply. must be upset, i thought to myself. "Matt? you okay?" i asked, openeing my eyes abit. i heard a long scratch on the door and my eyes widened at a sudden jolt. a memory. the first scratching i heard on my bedroom door all those months ago. i sat up and looked at the door. my eyes scanned slowly and with much fear a very pale man with jet black crazy hair, pale skin, bagged eye sockets and wearing a black long-sleeve with baggy jeans. but my eyes couldnt help but stare at the pure red globes that barred into my soul. my mouth ran cold and dry, and my hands began to get hot and lacked moisture. i felt self concious and afraid for my life, but beautiful and missing him at the same time. "BB..." i said breathlessly. he smiled sadly and walked over to me, cupping my face softly with thin frosty fingers. i turned my face away as his lips pressed against my shivering cheek. his whole presence was cold and evil. i remembered where those lips wanted to be and i became angry. i backed up against the wall, making space between us.

I watched as he slowly walked around the room, taunting me with sudden poisones anger. "You switch me for a smoking gamer? i could have given you everything! a life, kids, a husband! but you choose a lazy gamer?" his voice grew loud and scary, every word making me flinch and flush from embarrassment. i felt ashamed for choosing matt? my eyes became stony and i stepped up to him. "Matt loves me! he gives me more than you! he doesnt kidnap me to a room covered in blood!" my voice shrilled with each letter and his face turned red."Hes a douche bag who cares more about which level hes at than the girl hes dating!" i snapped. "He isnt some freak that has to kidnap a girl to get noticed!" the sudden rush of heat to my cheek, the pain in my face and hip as i crashed to the ground, knocking over his lamp and bringing it down with me. i screamed my ludest and from the look he gave me, he could care less about me. i shot up and rushed for the door. looking back i screamed,"And you wouldnt be able to give me the one thing i want most. a normal relationship." and ran down the hallway swiftly. "Amarah?" he called, and for some strabge reason, i stopped and looked back."Ill love you, till death do us part." and suddenly, he was gone. i breathed and realized i was free. sweet freedom poured onto my tongue and made me smile from the sugary taste. "Matt! Near! Mello! Watari!" i screamed repeatedly till breathless down the halls at random. matt rushed me, checking to see if i was okay, besides the large red palm mark on my face. "Im fine! im free! were free!" i laughed and creamed as i hugged him. a loud breath escaped his lips as he pressed me close, holding the top of my head to his chest."Were free." he whispered into my now black locks. "Were finally free."

But somehow, id always know i was never truely let go. for everyday, id catch a glimpse of red globes starring at me, but before i could retaliate, theyd dissapear, and id be left to wonder.