AN: Hey guys, so here is the next chapter of And I'll Swim the Ocean for You. I'm excited because I guess you can consider this part very dramatic and I love the little speech Brooke says at Peyton's grave. I am also excited because the new season of One Tree Hill starts next week!!!!!!! The next chapter for Don't Look Away, It's Only Life will be posted sometime either tonight or tomorrow morning. Thank you to all of my reviewers and readers, you guys inspire me. As always, please review and I don't own anything.

Chapter 12 ~ "Take me away to better days. Take me away; a higher place. The sun is on my side, take me for a ride. I smile up to the sky; I know I'll be all right."

I was right. Lucas was taking us to Peyton's grave. I knew it, but I'm not going to tell him that I know where we are going. This should be really interesting.

"Good thing we decided to take this trip now, she fell right asleep." Lucas said after looking in the rear view mirror.

"Yea, it was a good thing. While we are driving and Peyton's asleep, we should talk about the future." I said while rubbing the bracelet Luke gave me to wear when I'm pregnant because I'm not wearing my wedding ring.

"What do you mean?"

"Like what we plan on naming this baby, what we plan on doing with Peyton when I go into labor, or like how may kids after this one we want to have?"

"Ok, well we probably could drop Peyton off at one of her friend's house when you go into labor. What was your next question?"

"Actually, you skipped my first question of picking names for the baby." I said laughing because Lucas did everything out of order.

"Since we know it's a girl, you pick your favorite name and I'll pick my favorite."

"Ok," I said. I already had a name in mind, but it didn't matter because I was going to let him pick the name of the baby since he honored my promise with Peyton and we named our daughter Peyton.

"I've got one, but you go first"

"Ok, how about Rory?"

"Not bad, but how about Amelia and we call her Mia for short?"

"Alright this baby is now officially named Amelia Scott. You pick the middle name"

"How about Nicole?"

"That's fine. Alright this baby's name is Amelia Nicole Scott."

"I like that; it has a nice ring to it. Ok, now possible kids, I don't know Brooke what do you think?"

"I think that we should try for a boy and once we end up with four girls, we are done trying."

"Oh, ok."

"I'm sorry Luke, but we have to stop at four. I don't know how long my body can handle this and how are we going to be able to afford more if you're the only one bringing in money?"

"I understand Brooke, I'm just disappointed."

"I'm sorry baby." I said and then gave his a kiss on the check.

"That's ok, look Peyton's about to get up."

"Hey sweetie, did you have a nice nap?" I said to her turning as far as I could in my seat. She nodded her head still half asleep.

"Are we almost there Daddy?"

"Yes sweetie about five more minutes."

"Hey Peyton, what do you think of the name Mia for your baby sister?"

"I love it Mommy."

"Look we are here." Lucas said as we pulled up to the cemetery and to Peyton's grave.

"What is this place Daddy?"

"This is where Aunt Peyton was buried." He said looking at me to see my reaction.

"Oh, ok."

"Hey Luke can you give me a couple minutes by myself out there." I said once we pulled out to the row Peyton was in, trying to hold back tears.

"Sure baby, you let us know when your ready for us."

"Ok."

I got out of the car, all of the memories came back to me and the waterworks started. I walked over to Peyton's grave. And I started talking to her like she was right next to me.

"Hey P. Sawyer it's me. I've missed you so much. It has been so hard. I finally told Peyton about you and everything we've been through, after we had an argument and she said she didn't like her name and she thought it was stupid. She has such an attitude and is very rebellious, just like you. Wow, the last time I was here Peyton was only a couple of weeks old. That was three years ago. I should really come more often. Well, I'm pregnant again. It's another girl. Lucas still wants a boy. We decided to name her Amelia Nicole Scott, Mia for short. I wish you could be here; I need you so much right now. You have no idea how sorry I am that you are not here. It's all my fault." That was when I lost control; I fell to the ground sobbing uncontrollably.

Lucas came rushing over with Peyton, "Shh. Shh. Brooke, look at me. There is no need to do this. We are right here."

"I just need her so much Luke."

"I no you do. Look at me, Peyton and I love you. We are never going to leave. I can promise you that. Look you are scaring Peyton."

I turned around and saw Peyton leaning up against the car looking like she just woke up from a bad nightmare.

"Peyton come here" she didn't move. "Come here, I need you." Lucas gave an approving nod to Peyton, and she came running to her mother.

"Its ok, Mommy I'm right here."

"Thank you Peyton. Look this is where Aunt Peyton was buried." I said trying to put on a brave face for Peyton.

"This place is strange Mommy. Why is it always windy?"

"I know Peyton. And I think it is always windy because someone once said, 'her love is like the wind, I can't see it, but I feel it'."

"Who said that Mommy?"

"A guy from me and Aunt Peyton's favorite movie."

"Can I watch it tonight before bed?"

"Yea, I guess you can."

"Thank you Mommy. And I'm sorry about Aunt Peyton I would have liked to know her, she seems amazing."

"Yea, she was." I said started to break down again.

"Lets get out of here and get something to eat, Peyton you pick were you want to go." Lucas said, knowing that I needed to get out of here.

"How about Burger King?"

"Fine by me. Let's go."