Authors Note: My newest chapter. I added a little poem. No specific reason, just felt like it. Please enjoy.

All my life I had to live in this abyss

Never a possibility of a life like this

You made me see it for the first time

But this doesn't resolve me of my crime

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You are the one thing that can save me

Without you I wouldn't be able to see

See that I don't have to live in this mess

You made me see and nothing less

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You are the light I hold on to everyday

I will do anything for you in any way

So please stay with me and be my light

Cause without you I can't fight

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I know I have to keep fighting to live

Cause I have a lot of sin's to forgive

Now that you here I'm so brave

I will keep living to keep you safe

Reacting

It didn't take long for the vampire prince to get back to Cross Academy. Being a pureblood meant some nifty abilities after all. He made his way through the entrance and spared no time heading up the stairs and down the hallway towards his, hopefully, future queen.

He didn't meet many people on his trip to his chambers, but it was kind of nice, the faces that he did encounter were all relieved to see him, strange but welcomed all the same.

Kuran Kaname reached the end of the hallway and stepped into his private quarters. Once inside he shut the door behind him, and was greeted by utter darkness. It didn't take long for the vampire to adjust to a lightless area and he soon spotted a still form on his bed.

He moved towards it, but stood still when said form shot up and looked at him with twin crimson orbs, watching his every move.

The lights switched on, seemingly from out of nowhere and Kaname allowed himself a breath of relief when his eyesight came back to full ability.

He let his eyes take in the appearance of the small form on his bed.

A small form, with only an ivory white nightgown lay upon his bed. The girl was propped up by both her arms while her face was turned towards him. Long coffee-brown hair covered most of her face, but not enough to hide the bright-red eyes peering through it.

Although her face was mostly hidden, the aura that surrounded the girl gave away the way she was feeling. Angry, needy –and most of all- hungry.

He stood still where he was, not knowing what to do. It was not a situation he was accustomed to, but this small form held so much power over him it was ridiculous.

The girl stood up from the bed and made her way towards the couch, where she quietly sat down and continued to stare towards him.

She patted the seat next to her, but didn't change her expression, nor was there a change in her aura.

As if ordered, he made towards his 'seat' and sat down anxiously next to the hungry woman.

He opened his mouth to speak, to make a testimony on his behalf, but was silenced when her finger covered his lips.

He dared not make another sound and waited to see what she would say; or do, if worst came to worst. But he had no choice but to wait.

The small entity stood up half way, shifted her feet and sat down in his lap. Her eyes returned to her normal color and two chocolate-brown irises' met each other.

She moved her arms around his waist, slowly sliding up and hooked around his shoulder.

"Big brother" she softly whispered. She snuggled closer into his chest while saying the words.

The man himself was facing a huge dilemma, give in to the feelings and just embrace her or push her away to ask her if she realizes what she is doing. He didn't even notice his own hands taking hold of her shoulder and gently push her back a bit. Not until he was looking straight in her eyes.

"My dearest Yuuki, I'm not your brother. I showed you that right? I would accept a killing blow from you, but please do not force yourself for me" the older man pleaded.

The girl withdrew her hands from his shoulder, something that left him feeling immensely cold even though he expected it. What he did not expect however, was the softness of her tiny hands cupping his face, gently stroking his jaw.

"I'm sorry, Big Brother, but it takes some getting used to calling you just…Kaname." the last words a mere whisper, causing a cute blush to grace her cheeks.

Once again, he had to fight his urges to not just pounce on her. Kiss her. Devour her, when she looked so adorable. He took a deep breath to regain his sanity and cupped her chin in one hand. He tilted her head, so their eyes could meet again and said

"You should be calling me a monster, for that is what I am. My hands are covered in the blood of thousands if not more. I showed you all of this, but you still..." his defenses were breaking. He could mask everything from the world or the most observant of men/vampire, but in front of her, he just couldn't keep up the wall and be something other than himself.

The girl interrupted him again. Only this time she took the hand on her chin in her hand and brought it to her mouth. His eyes widened when he felt her soft lips placing butterfly kisses on the palm of his hand moving to each of his fingers before placing it on her cheek.

"I don't care." was all she said to him before he slung his arms around her tiny waist and pulled her close against him.

"Actually," the young lady started "I feel kind of relieved knowing that you aren't my real brother."

This earned her a curious look. In the vampire world, it was what made them the most suitable partners to keep their Pureblood bloodline intact.

"Why is that?" The ancient asked.

"Because that was made us feel the most awkward about…us" was the once again blushing girls reply. "Now both of us feel that there isn't a barrier holding us back, or stopping us from loving you."

"Us? Who else are we talking about?" the confusion was practically dripping of the male's face.

"That is…complicated to explain, but can you wait a little bit longer before I explain it to you?"

"If that is your wish, I will wait as long as is necessary, my Yuuki."

The small being in his arms gave him a warm smile and reached up ever so slightly to give him a small peck on the lips.

Even though the touch was as light as a feather, it was as if a dam broke inside Kaname. His once strong self-control, which had already suffered blow after blow these past couple of weeks, just received a tidal wave of emotions when he felt the warm soft lips of his love pressed against his own.

He shifted his arm to cup the back of her head and kissed her again. To say Yuuki was surprised would be an understatement. She tried to push him away at first, but it didn't last long before she gave way to her own feelings and started to kiss him back.

The man himself was starting to reign himself in when he felt her push, but lost his composure completely when he felt her kiss back.

He gently licked her bottom lip and the surprise made Yuuki gasp. Not one to waste opportunities, Kaname slipped his tongue in the now slightly opened mouth and played with the slick muscle that seemed quite at a loss for what to do. 'She's still Yuuki, so shy' he chuckled mentally.

The still muscle started to move slowly, not exactly sure what to do, but gaining more confidence each passing second. It wasn't before long that the two tongues were battling for dominance. Their passion escalated and the couple could feel the temperature starting to rise.

Even though Yuuki was distracted by the passionate battle of mouths, she was almost painfully aware of the hand that was resting on her hip before, was now softly kneading her hip. At first touch it felt weird; it caused some sort of warm tingly feeling in her belly. But it was not an uncomfortable feeling, in fact, she started to like it.

The brunette shifted and twisted until she was straddling him, her gown hitching up in the process, revealing that glorious silky skin of hers, but never broke the kiss. The shifting made one of the long arms of her lover rest on her behind, who in turn gave it a firm squeeze. She moaned into his mouth, very much liking the feeling of his hands on her body.

For his part, he was immensely enjoying the feeling of her skin on his fingers, when she shifted and her backside was within grasp, he couldn't help but grope a little at the soft, but nicely firm butt of his beloved. He thought that she would be awkward about it, never having been as close as this to the intimate act of lovemaking, but her moaning in his mouth proved otherwise.

This new position was proving to be more arousing than they thought it would. She could feel something hard touching her most private area and she felt her body starting to grind their hips together, gaining a bit of friction from where she felt the pressure against her hot core.

He slowly moved one arm to her back, to pull her flush against him, feeling her supple breasts through the flimsy fabric of her nightgown and his shirt, press against his chest. His free hand left her butt and softly started to caress her inner thigh, his thumb incher towards her core with every stroke he made.

The temperature was getting almost unbearable, but they couldn't stop, they could both feel something building and although he knew what it was, this was all very unfamiliar to her. But it didn't hold her back. Her grinding became more powerful, longer and so much more pleasing with every passing second.

She stilled for one long second when she felt a strange hand starting to enter her panties, gasping as he found her wet folds.

"…Kaname…" Yuuki said uncertainly, now more aware of the direction they were heading.

"It is alright, Yuuki, if you want to stop we will stop." was his –slightly- disappointed reply.

He retracted his hand from her underwear and the loss of warmth on her folds made her shoot out and catch his hand.

"No!" she said suddenly. A blush started to cover her face, realizing how bold and seemingly indecent she was behaving.

"I…I want to…continue...If you want to." the girl said shyly. She couldn't face him.

She felt a hand cup her cheek once more and looked into his eyes. She was met by those beautiful chocolate eyes of his, which held so much adoration, so much love, just for her.

"It would be my honor, my gentle princess." he whispered before his lips found hers once again.

His hands landed on her waist, gently kneading the warm flesh hidden beneath the –now infuriating- silk material that kept their skin apart. One hand slowly moved up, cupping a breast, it fitting perfect in his palm, tenderly massaging it. Every now and then flicking her hardened nipple with his finger.

The room must have cooled down in their short break, because the temperature was getting out of control again. Their grinding hips picking up pace, him meeting her stroke for stroke, firmly thrusting his hips up to meet hers.

And oh how the small sounds of pleasure sounded in his ear. He was not a one-minute man, but with his love finally here, in his lap, stimulating his erection in a way he never even dreamed about, her breasts in his hand while kissing her and hearing her make those delectable sounds was slowly, but surely tipping him over the edge.

And if her breathing pattern and frantic hip movements were any indication, he was not the only one nearing that edge.

That could feel it coming closer and closer almost spilling over.

"What? MY GRANDFATHER IS COMING?" came a loud, panicked scream from the corridor beyond their closed door.

And as pleasurable as the experience was to both of them, the moment was ruined.

It was my first time writing something erotic, so I hope it was of decent quality. I would appreciate reviews to find out what you thought about it.

I have a new chapter in the making, but might not be ready for upload this week, so please hold on for a bit.

P.S. Thank you Crikeywhathappened for your hard work as my Beta.