Later on that day, Erin finally found Bobby and told him everything at was going on. She had remembered that he was ordained and he could marry Sam and Avery today and that's just what they wanted. The wedding was small and different but that was ok to them. Sam promised to always take care of Avery and the baby and Avery did what Avery did best. She cried and so did Erin as Dean ate the pie that Avery had made for him to keep him quiet. The wedding wasn't perfect but it worked for them.
That night, Sam was down stair getting the couch ready when Avery walked down the stairs and saw him looking very uncomfortable. It was time to take the next small step. "Hey Sam." She said and turned on the light.
Assuming something was wrong he jumped up and ran over to her, "What is it? What's wrong?"
"Calm down." She smiled, "Nothing is wrong. I just saw you down here and I was wondering if you might would…..maybe…. want to sleep in the bed. You know, with me. I mean we are married so there is no reason why you should have to sleep on that small couch. I mean you are like two feet bigger than it." She laughed.
"No. Its ok. I am use to it by now." He said.
"Oh…well ok then." She said a little disappointed.
"But if you are sure then I would love to sleep with you." Sam said when he noticed the look on her face. "I mean in the bed. As in sleeping…..with our eyes close sleep."
"I get it Sam. I knew what you meant." She smiled. Avery took hold of his hand and they walked up the stairs.
It wasn't long until they were both curled up and facing away from each other. Avery thought this was go differently that maybe they would be closer than this. Maybe Sam liked his space? She asked herself. That must be it. Avery closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep.
The next morning, Sam slowly opened his eyes and saw that Avery was laying on his chest with her leg propped up on him. He smiled at how sweet and innocent she looked. He was sure not to move. He wanted her to sleep as long as she wanted so he just lay there.
It wasn't until she started moving around that a problem started to arise. Avery was still fast a sleep but when she started moving her knee around on certain areas that Sam began a little nervous. "Oh God" he whispered.
As she moaned a little in her sleep Sam found himself becoming harder and even as good as it felt he knew he had to get out of there. He jumped out of bed and Avery woke up and saw him and thought something was wrong. "Sam…what are you going?" she asked.
Sam quickly grabbed a pillow and covered his erection, "Uh, I just remember that I uh, promised Bobby I would help him with something."
"Oh ok then." She said and watched as he back out of the room. Something was up with him.
A few days later, Avery noticed a change in Sam. He seemed to do anything he could to keep his distance from her and she had tried everything to get him to at least act interested in her. She even attempted to change in front of him and he even ran out of the room then. Maybe she did something wrong. Maybe with a little help she would be able to make him happy.
Erin was sitting in the den looking over a possible case when Avery walked in and sat next to her. "We need to talk." Avery said.
"Oh, ok. What did Dean do now?" she smiled.
"Oh nothing. I wanted to ask you a question."
"What is it?"
Avery took a deep breath, "I was wondering if I could get some advise from you….about s..s..sex." Avery said nervously.
"Sex? Are you serious?" Erin asked, "I didn't mean that in a bad way I was just making sure you are serious."
"I don't know if I am or not. It's just that I have been thinking the last few days and since Sam and I got married and I am pregnant with his child, well I was wondering if it was time I sucked it up and took the next step. I mean right now I really hate sex. It was not what I ever imagined. It has to get better right?"
"Avery what happened to you was awful so there is no wonder you hate it sweetie. There is nothing wrong with that."
"I know but the weird thing is that I am now married to the person who I had this really bad sex with. What if it is always bad? What if it was him or something and the next time we get to that point it's really bad again. I may hate sex forever. Oh no, what if I am bad at it? I mean I don't even know what I am supposed to say during sex."
"Say?" Erin asked.
"Yeah. I hear some of the stuff you and dean say and I don't have a clue to what some of that stuff even is!"
"Avery, calm down and don't worry about talking. That comes much later. So what you are saying is that you want to have sex to make sure it isn't bad?"
"Yes and no. I think maybe I just want to try it."
"Are you sure about this? Has Sam said or done something? I will kick his ass if I need to and I always win."
Avery smiled, "No it's the opposite. I mean the first morning he ran out of the room like he was on fire, then he didn't really say much to me after that and earlier I was getting changed in the bedroom and well once again he acted strange. Is it me?"
"Oh honey no. There is nothing wrong with you. You're a knock out but before I say anything are you sure about all of this?"
"I'm sure. I just think its time but I am a little clueless. I thought he would have at least made a move or something. I mean he doesn't even kiss me anymore."
"Sam is a nice guy and I am sure he just doesn't want to make you feel unconformable and I think I know why he ran out of the room both times." Erin smiled.
"Why?"
"That's a later conversation. Lets just parts of him may have been a little…..happy. Ok first you should know that sex doesn't suck and I am pretty sure Sam isn't bad at it. It will get better for you and believe me you will love it. That whole situation was just messed up. Maybe you should do something to let him know you are ready for the next step because I don't think he will make the first move. He respects you too much."
"How do I do that? Should I just tell him?"
"No. That kind of ruins the moment what you say hey lets have sex now. Try flirting with him and getting him in the mood. Then letting him know you want him without saying anything."
"How do I do that?"
"Just by maybe wearing something that shows a little skin or telling how you have been thinking about him. Like with Dean, he likes when I run my hand up his shirt while and am kissing on his neck. Some times I kiss on his earlobe while I run my hand over the front of his jeans." She said as she bit her lip. "Then sometimes I just come out and tell him how bad I want him to f…."
"Whoa! Ok I think I get it. I need to flirt more. I think I can do that. Thank you Erin."
"Anytime." She said and got up, "I think I need to go and uh, talk to Dean." She winked.
Avery smiled as she shook her head and went up stairs to see if she had anything a little more revealing. Thank goodness she was really showing yet or this could get awkward.
A half hour later, Avery walked back downstairs wearing a pair of tight jeans that took her a good ten minutes to get on. She had put on a few pounds since she bought them but she was going to make this work. She had on a tight pink v-neck shirt that was showing just enough cleavage. She felt bad at first until she thought about the fact that Sam was her husband and this was all going to be ok. She just had to relax.
When she reached the bottom of the stairs, she looked out the front door and saw Dean and Erin pretty much stripping each other in the front yard. Erin was really good at getting Dean going. When Dean pushed her into his car, Avery smiled and knew they would be busy for awhile and she didn't have to worry about them walking in the house.
Sam was sitting at the desk with his laptop and Avery knew it was now or never. She took a deep breath and headed into the room. "Hey Sam." She said but he never looked up.
"Hey. Can I get you something?"
'How do I answer that?' she asked herself, "Uh, maybe." She said and walked closer to him.
"Just give me ten minutes and I will help you with whatever you need." Sam said and typed away.
'Ok that may have not been the right answer. Let's try this again.' Avery thought, "Well I was kind of wanting your help right now." She said as she was now standing closer to him.
"Uh huh, just one second." Sam said.
Avery decided to step it up a bit. She needed to get even closer to him. She thought about what Erin said about the ears and wondered if something like that would work on Sam. As she went to move behind him, she didn't see the computer cord in front of her and trip over it, unplugging Sam computer but lucky he caught it before it hit the floor. "What the hell?" he asked wondering what happened.
Avery felt so stupid and her face turned red. "I-I'm sorry. I was just trying to…." she said and started to tear up, "Just forget it." She said and ran out of the room and up the stair.
"Avery, wait." Sam called out. He wasn't sure what just happened here. He saw Dean and Erin walk through the front door and by the look on Dean's face he knew just what they had been doing. Dean gave Sam a wink as he walked into the kitchen.
"Hey Sam." Erin said and looked around the room, "Where is Avery?"
"She just ran up stair crying and I don't know why."
"Oh no. Tell me what happened?" Erin said. She had a feeling something went wrong.
"I don't know that's the thing. I was sitting at the computer doing some research for Bobby and she came in so I asked if she needed anything and she said yes so I said give me a minute then she said she needed it now and I hang on and then she was doing something and tripped over the computer and that's when she got upset. What did I do?" Sam asked her.
"Oh Sam." Erin said, "Avery was trying to get your attention. Me and her had a talk earlier and let's just say she thinks you don't want her. She was trying to show you that she uh…wants you if you get my drift. I think you freaked her out when you started avoiding her all of a sudden."
"Oh no. I need to go talk to her." Sam said and walked up the stairs and knocked on the bedroom door, "Avery, it's me. Can we talk?"
"There is nothing to talk about." Avery said as she cried. Sam could here it in her voice.
"Please. I just was to talk to you."
"Sam, don't worry about. Every thing is fine."
"I am going to worry about." He said, "Alright I'm coming in." he said and opened the door. Avery was over by the dresser getting her cloths out. "What are you doing?"
"Nothing." She said. Once Avery grabbed her clothes she realized she didn't have a suitcase so she dropped them to the floor and cried even harder. "I can't even storm out! I just want to go home." She cried and sat on the edge of the bed.
Sam went over and sat next to her, "Why would you want to leave? Did I do something wrong?" He asked her.
"No you didn't but I can't do this to you Sam. I can't be married to you. I mean this is crazy. You need to go out and find a girl that can make you happy."
"Where is this coming from Avery? You do make me happy."
"No I don't."
"Why do you think that? If I upset you just tell me what I did so I can try and fix it."
Avery covered her face with her hand. She had never been more embarrassed in her life. "You didn't do anything. It's not your fault you don't want me. It's ok." She said and wiped her face, "I feel like an idiot."
"Avery, look at me." Sam said and turned her to face him, "Just tell me why you think I don't want you."
"Because the other morning you jumped up and ran out of the room, you refuse to be alone with me and even when I try to put myself out there it does nothing for you. I'm just a not sexy person I guess."
"Avery I need to be honest here and believe me I am going to be more embarrassed than you are. I have avoided you the last few days because...well because I think I am too attracted to you if you get what I am saying. I want and I mean really want you. I just don't want to make you feel uncomfortable. I think you are very sexy."
"Really? Then why did you leave every time I change. "Avery said she started thinking about everything and stuff Erin had hinted at and she knew just what he meant, "Oh! I get it now."
"Yeah, "He chuckled, "You're perfect and I'm sorry if I made you feel bad in any way." Sam said and wiped her tears. "But don't think you have to impress me or walk around in low cut shirts to get my attention. I'm not my brother. I mean if you want to wear them I certainly won't stop you because right now you look...wow." he said and Avery smiled, "But that's not why I like you. I like you because of who you are not by what you wear. Please don't cry."
"I just want you to be happy"
"I am happy Avery. I am the happiest I have been in a really long time." Sam said. They looked at each other for a moment before Sam moved in slowly and gave her a kiss that would change everything for them.
*Poor Avery : ( she tried. So there you go. I got through one Christmas now I just have 3 more over the next 2 weeks. So I think you may know what is next for Sam and Avery. I wonder how that will go? But anyways I do hope you liked this chapter. Please review and as always thank you all so much for being so awesome! Love you all!