"You're doing good Sam just hang in there. You're doing so good." Anna said rubbing my stomach.

"Urrrrghhh." I moaned.

Ellen spread my legs again. "Looks like you can start push, sweetheart."

After five hours of pushing I was way past exhausted. I had one more push in me for sure.

"One more and this baby is out, Sam." Ruby said.

I gave one more push and I knew that this baby had some lungs with a cry that loud.

"You have a little baby girl." Ellen smiled and cleaned her up and gave her to Ruby.

"Wait, wait, Ellen. I think there another one coming." I panicked as I started pushing without waiting.

Ellen was there seconds later to catch the second baby. "Sam, you have a little baby boy."

"Madison Winchester and Benny Winchester." I replied.

"Those names are perfect in my opinion." Ruby said.

"Anna, Can you call Dean?" I asked weakly.

"Yeah, darling, you get some sleep." Anna replied walking out of the room with Ruby and Ellen.

I tried to sleep but I wanted Dean here. I wanted him safe. I was a little relieved to know that Dean wasn't dead. I finally drifted to sleep on the fact that Dean was alive.
~~~

Anna grabbed her cell and dialed the number Ruby had dialed twice before.

"Anna?"

"Dean? Are you ok?"

"I'm fine. Is Sam ok?"

"You are a father, Dean."

"I feel so bad that I missed the birth. I was trapped in a house. I just got out. Fucking morons got me trapped."

"Can you come home now? You're deal is almost up, Dean. You need to spend it with your family."

"I have to find Lilith. She is the one who holds my ticket."

"Dean you have less than 3 months."

"That's why I have to find that bitch."

"Come home. Sam needs help with that babies."

"Wait, babies?"

"Yeah, you have a son and a daughter. Madison and Benny Winchester."

"I have to go, Anna. Tell Sam I love him and I will be home when I can." Dean hung up.

Anna closed her phone and walked over to Ruby who had put the babies to sleep.

"Do you think that Dean will get Lilith in time?" Anna asked.

"I have no clue, probably not. Don't tell Sam that." Ruby said.

I woke up early that morning to Ruby in the nursery just watching them. She looked like didn't sleep at all.

"Ruby, go to bed, you look like crap." I said touching her shoulder.

"They slept the whole night. How do you feel?" Ruby asked.

"Just a little sore and weak. Did you call Dean?" I asked.

"Yeah, he is fine, alive and safe. He stays that he loves you and will come home when he can." Ruby said.

"He has to find Lilith I understand that. I just don't want him to be alone." I said.

"I know, but you can't in your condition, not right now. You have twins." Ruby said.
~~~

There was four days before Dean's deal was up. I had to find him. I tracked his phone to New Harmony, Indiana. I stunk out and drove there and found his motel room.

I saw the Impala and felt relieved. I knocked on his room door. I heard movement. Dean opened the door.

"Sammy?" Dean said.

He looked like crap. He hadn't sleep or ate in a while.

"Dean, I'm not letting you die alone." I said.

"Why aren't you at home with the twins?" Dean said.

"I'm not leaving you alone." I exclaimed.

"Well, you're not staying with me. Lilith wants your head on stick." Dean said.

"I don't care, Dean. I'm not letting you go to Hell." I said walking into the room find Bobby there.

We talked for hours until planned for three days and we were ready and the plan was stupid but Dean only had less than 15 hours left.

We got there and Dean could see all the demon surrounded the house she was in. Some how they got into the house and found the girl that Lilith was possessing. When we got there Lilith was gone. We searched the house and the clock stuck midnight.

Dean and I froze in place. We heard barks and growls coming from the distance.

"Hellhounds." Dean exclaimed.

"Where?" I asked.

"There." He replied.

We slowly back away and there charged into the kitchen and closed the door putting a line of salt on the ground at the doors and windows.

Dean and I argued and then I talked with Ruby. I almost handed her the demon killing knife.

"Wait, Sam! That's not Ruby. It's Lilith." Dean yelled.

Lilith threw Dean onto a top and me into the wall.

"How long have you been in Ruby?" Dean asked. "I should have known but all you look the same."

After a few minutes of witty banter Ruby let the door opened and moved the salt away.

"Sick'em boys." She exclaimed.

"No!" I yelled.

The Hellhounds tore Dean basically shreds. There nothing I could do, I was still stuck to the wall. Once the dogs were finished Lilith stuck this burn light at me. Nothing happened. I was fine. I got up and held my demon killing knife when she left the vessel. I walked over to Dean. I was sobbing uncontrollably at this point. He was gone. I lost him forever.