Hi hi hi sorry this took long...I was busy with the other story =X Anyway, thank you so so so much to those who'd read/reviewed/faved, im so sorry if i didnt reply you. My inbox is spammed with facebook messages and everything's messy so yeahh.

Here you go, the end D: I hope you guys like it, tho.


(EPOV)

"Bella? Bella? Love?" I pulled my angel's tiny frame closer to me, trying to get a response from her. She looked so pale, her skin a lighter shade from before. The scars from James' attack, as well as those from her clumsy mishaps, had disappeared. It had been three days, three distressingly tormenting days, and Bella was supposed to be awake by now. Carlisle was chanting consolations in his mind, Alice stubbornly displaying images of Bella awaking safely in my arms. Their attempt to calm me down, however, did not work. I was going berserk thinking of the possibilities, of the consequences I had to face if the change failed. I was disgusted with myself, sick to the core; I could not believe I'd agreed to turn Bella into a monster. I should have known better, I should have seen this coming—this was hurting my Bella. Was she ever going to wake up? What if I didn't see her beautiful, breathtaking orbs again? What if I didn't get to catch her, to save her from her klutziness any longer? Would I miss the night-long the arguments with her? What if she didn't come back to me like she'd promised?

I could feel my world crumbling into dust; I stopped breathing. Please, Bella, you have to wake up. She couldn't do this to me, she just couldn't.

Then as if she'd heard my train of thoughts, I felt her fingers twitch in my hand, her eyelids fluttering to reveal the bloodshot eyes of hers. I sighed with relief; with Bella, it seemed I'd never stop worrying, and that was how it would be for the rest of eternity. I'd promised to spend forever with her, and that was what I'd planned to do. As she looked up at me, puzzled, I knew I'd be there with my angel every step of the way, that I'd give her every part of me she needed, that I'd do anything to make her happy for the rest of her life.

"Wh-Where am I?" Bella's voice rang in my ear; her voice was smoother than silk. A wave of panic washed through me as I realized the painful possibility her words brought. Had she forgotten everything? Had she forgotten about her human life? About Charlie, Reenee…about me?

"Carlisle?" I whispered shakily; what had happened to her? Did she lose her memory, entirely?

Edward, son, calm down. Give her time. She won't remember every single detail, but she will remember most of it, especially you. You are the reason she did this, Edward. Stop worrying.

Just then he walked in warily, eyeing Bella's motionless form. Her continuous gaze on me darted towards him, her breathing erratic. She was shivering; was she…afraid? I had seen newborns countless of times in my existence, I had seen my siblings grow from the newborns they were, and none had acted in this manner. They were simply unable to control their blood thirst, but Bella seemed to be facing a different problem. I couldn't quite decipher what it was.

"Bella, I'm Carlisle." He dragged the words out, pausing to contemplate her silent reply.

The only thing that comforted me was the fact that Bella had remained cradled in my lap since she had awoken. It was as though she noticed it the same time I did, because my angel's eyes started to cloud over with uncertainty. Her eyes locked with mine unfalteringly, and as usual, the curiosity as to what she was thinking swallowed me. Maybe I was scaring her…maybe she was too afraid to move. I loosened my grip around her waist, letting her settle onto the bed as I backed away from it.

"No, Edward!" It was barely a whisper. My angel's fingers gripped mine, pulling me down onto the bed beside her again, and I thought I felt pain. She could beat Emmett if they wrestled; I chuckled at that, the excruciating weight on my chest lifted for a second.

"Edward?" Her voice sang to me, even more than it did before. She was so beautiful; exquisite, outrageously ravishing, and graceful, despite her clumsy nature at times. I knew a part of her drew me to her the moment we'd met, and I'd thought it was simply her blood. But now I knew different, that it wasn't only her blood, or her body, it was every part of her.

"Love?" I tried to keep my voice even, locking away the nagging anxiety that was now coursing through me.

I was suddenly pinned onto the bed with Bella hovering over me, placing kisses on any part of me she could reach. The weight on my chest wasn't merely lifted for a second this time around; it was hurled off me, leaving behind nothing but a relieving aftertaste.

Then her lips crashed hard onto mine, her arms wounding themselves around my neck. I responded unknowingly, pouring out every ounce of unease and angst I had kept to myself for the past three days. She was back, my Bella, and she was never leaving me again.

"Bella…Bella…I'm so sorry." I had to apologize; I had to do more than that. I'd taken her soul, I'd turned her into a monster, into me. I knew how painful the transformation had to be for her, I'd heard her muffled screams, I'd seen her writhe in convulsion, and here she was with the sweetest grin across her delicate face, unbelievably forgiving. This was why I had fallen in love with her—she was the most gracious creature to walk the surface of this Earth, her nature kind, generous, angelic.

"Edward Cullen," She frowned at my words, her fingers tracing my jaw. "Don't you dare apologize. So you bit me, big deal. It doesn't hurt anymore."

I sighed in defeat; I guess she'd never learn to avoid danger. She was going to be the death of me. But until then, I knew that I'd spend every moment of my existence protecting her, even if she didn't need it.

Her eyes grew softer, along with her voice. "I wanted this, I wanted you, and you've given me everything I could ask for."

"I love you, Edward" She hugged me closer to her, and I willingly obliged.

"You are everything I am, Isabella Marie Cullen. Every ounce of my being, every part of my soul, whether it exists or not. You are my life." My lips twitched at its corners as I saw her eyes light up, "You always have been."


So yeahhh ): this is it.

I dont know if im entirely happy with how i ended it, im not sure about you guys, tho. Probably not, haha.

Thank youuuuuuuu for reading :D and so this is the end of my first fanfic. Muchlove.