Bella's POV

Jasper was cleaning all the cuts I had. I felt so humiliated. I was so accident prone, but this wasn't my fault. I could remember it in my head.

Flashback

The dark alley way. Two men had kept their eyes on me the whole way, as I walked to the diner. Jessica and I were suppose to talk about the engagement, but obviously it was canceled due to more important things. I continued to walk by the diner. I wasn't worried about them staring at me, although it was scaring me a little. I sighed and shook my head. " Where are you going?" One of the men asked in a deep sinister voice. It made me quiver in fear. I didn't reply, I just kept on walking, this time, I began to walk faster in my pace. My heart began to race in fear. " You didn't answer me!" One of the men growled pushing me into the alley way and slamming my wrist into the wall above my head. The other moving by my neck and breathing in my scent. I gasped in pain from my wrists being slammed. I could feel and hear them both break, I screamed for Jasper once or twice, but that only made them anxious.

" Do you talk?" The one man asked, as stupid as he was. He crushed his lips to mine. I began to spit in his mouth, hoping he would back away. It worked, but only for a couple of seconds. I began to kick who was ever in front of me. I didn't care who, just as long as it resolved in me being set free. It didn't work though. I was too weak to face the both of them and make it out. They pushed my body further into the wall and smiled at my pain. " I'm sorry," The man said quickly," where are my manors? This is Carl, and my name is Jay." He said his voice low in disgust. I could feel my phone buzzing. It must've been Jasper. I was late getting home. The man reached for my phone and saw the caller ID said Jasper and through my phone against the dumpster. " Is Jasper you're boyfriend?" He asked giggling once or twice. I still did not answer. " Then this will be more interesting now, won't it?"

Carl began to stomp hard on my leg, crushing it. The pain reminded of the time James had broken my leg. I began to whimper, but Jay put his hands over my mouth so the sound was muffled.. This was a time I wish I had vampire strength to get free of these monsters. " Let me go." I begged, my voice still muffled. I wanted so badly to kill them. Let them see how the pain felt. Carl moved in front of and began to mess with my hair, tugging and ripping at it violently like some kind of animal. I began to scream now. Jay's hand still not removed from mouth. " Please!" I begged. " Please!" My clothes were being ripped at and tugged at, I couldn't bare to see what was going to happen me. I felt numb and then could feel both of them scratching their nails into my back. It burned, and ached. My muscle's also were sore and bruised. I closed my eyes and everything went black. Hours later, I was left on the ground, alone, beaten, bruised, bleeding, practically dead. I couldn't breath, and I could feel it rain. I heard footsteps walking towards me, and they were touching my cheek, gasping in shock. I looked up, his face was a blur. I could barely tell who it was.

He began to talk, and it was Jasper. I wanted so much to talk to him, kiss him, but nothing in my body would let me open up my mouth. I began to cry softly and knew he hadn't noticed, he was too worried about me. He carried me to the car and put me inside and speeding fast. My head began to spin as the car moved faster and faster. " Jasper!" I cried out in misery. " Bella, hold on!" I could tell Jasper was in as much pain as I was. It made me cry. Then I began to see more clearly, and was now in a white room with Edward standing next me. He was crying. He could barely stand any of this. He began to lick the blood off my cheek quickly and stopped when he saw Jasper. " Jasper!" I cried out. " I'm here, Love." He assured me.

Present

I cleaned off the cuts that were on my legs. They were the worst ones I had, the others were minor in size and deepness. Jasper helped me with my back. I grabbed a towel that was off to my side and waited for Jazz to turn away. He turned away and I wrapped myself in the soft velvet towel. He began to clean off my back gently, and kissed my back gently and slowly. It was soothing to me. I turned to face him, and kissed him passionately. " I love you." I smiled then sighed.

" Hold onto that." Jasper begged.

" Hold to what?" I asked confused.

" That you love me. I don't ever want to lose you." He said holding me gently to him. Being careful of all my cuts that were on my back. " We should get back to Carlisle and get those cuts taken care of... but first let's get you into some decent clothes.

" I'm already behind you." Alice cut in, laying some new clothes on the bathroom counter, they were for me.

" I'll leave you to change, alright? I'll be back as soon as you're ready." I nodded and he left the room. I began to breath out in agony as the pain flowed through my ankle that previously had been crushed tonight. " Alice!" I yelled.

" Yes?" She replied.

" How's Jasper?" I asked..

" It's hard to say, Bella." She said Sighing, while I got dressed. " Do you need help with anything?"

" No, thank you." I felt clean, but I was still sore from all that went on tonight. I walked into Carlisle's office and watched him moved towards small gauze and alcohol. This was not going to be good. He poured some of it on the cloth and rubbed my wounds cleaned. I began to moan and grimace in pain.

" It's alright, Bella." Jasper began to calm me down. Everywhere I could think of would only be more painful. I couldn't bare it. I grew sick and nauseated as he continued. Numbness hit me. It hit me like nothing else had.

" Thats it." Carlisle said putting the alcohol away and smiling pleased. " Here's some antibiotics for your wounds. That should help it, but come back later next week. How's your head?" He asked examining the cuts also on my head.

" It hurts." I admitted and gritted my teeth together as he began to feel around it.

" You have a slight concussion." He sighed. " Jasper, you'll need to wake her every couple hours."

" No problem." Jasper said quickly smiling and kissing me. I looked at the clock hanging up against the wall and cringed at the time. It was 12:00 in the morning.

" Can we go?" I asked politely, not wanting to be rude, but I was raped.. I should have an exception.

" Yes, love, of course we can." Jasper said watching me get up and limp. " I'll carry you, if that's what you want." He admitted. I nodded my head and he picked me up gently and sat me in the front. He got in with me and started up the car.

" Bella, are you sure you're okay?" Jasper asked wearily.

" Yes, I'm fine... just sore." I whispered.

" Well, I'll get you taken care of at home." Jazz said holding my hand and rubbing the side of it smoothly.

" Jazz, I'm fine." I admitted stubbornly. It was the truth. So I had cuts and scrapes on my legs, arms, and back, but I was alright. I just needed my sleep.

" Bella, you were just raped... I wasn't born yesterday and you know that." He looked at me and laughed.

" Yeah, I know you weren't born yesterday... but I need my sleep, alright?" My voice was becoming irritated.

" Alright.." He replied and drove us back home. I was anxious to see Anna at home snuggled safe in bed. I was trusting Jasper had gotten somebody to watch over her. He pulled in the drive, and I got out limping towards the front door and opening it.

" Bella?" Emmett's voice went off in surprise.

" Hello, Emmett." I said looking for anna. " Where's Anna?" I asked.

" Sleeping, I finally got her to bed." Emmett smiled content.

" What happened to you? You look like you got hit by a bus, or trampled on." He tried to hide his laughter.

" It's a long story, and I don't feel like talking about it much." I admitted wrapping my arms gently around myself and Jasper walking in behind me. I walked to my bedroom and slept peacefully on the bed. Felling Jasper get in with me. He would not sleep, he would be watching over me. He was my guardian angel. I smiled, but it turned in a frown. My happiness could only last so long before something else went wrong. It was only a matter of time.

" Good night, Bella." Jasper whispered in my ear and kissed me goodnight. I yawned tired and fell quickly asleep and could feel pain and misery set in.